The Long Story

CHAPTER TWENTY SIX

After not realizing myself in the carrier was going to bed and in love oxygen the same in pairs of inpus, it hurts so bad perasung impus it entered honestly I was so afraid of injecting the same but at that time I undo my own fear.

And again in oxygen so I was in rapid right after the measurement of tension turned out to be low tension only eighty cemn ngak blood just came out and ngak directly on the ladder as well.

Pas already on the impus there is also injected into his impus pain just I hold, and ngak long my mother came it right.

Angry also because ngak say, suddenly dapet news of miscarriage gini, yes must be angry right but I can bear it only I nanggis it there ya how ngak right.

When rich gini I have to stay strong and fight right, next to me the person wants to be born too.

And then there was a newborn baby boy, and he was put in a glass box in Panatin, and he took off the trrus because his mother had a siuman balloon when it was out of surgery, he said.

I ngliatin the baby's child was stripping constantly ngak stop the moment my pain disappeared, even I nggrasain any pain.

And I said in my heart,

Lucky for you to be born healthy by your mother, if I also feel you are currently born in my womb maybe I am happy.

God has a better plan than me.

#son you're a beautiful child by seeing you my pain is gone, thank you for treating my wounds with your levees.

And I can see this world.

And slang when my husband goes into the room right and say strong yes deck iyya, sorry yes dear, iyya gpp mas belom our fortune.

Maybe God loves us more so he took our son. Perhaps it is not yet his time that he is present among us.

He's nanggis right while looking at me yes I say ngapain nanggis people who are sick as well while laughing to make ngibur him right.

In tanya sick deck is her infusion sick sister playing prick aja nyut - nyutan she ampe bloody gini. Dedek is strong.

How do I want to be fragile also that my husband is more fragile so I have to be strong and can not complain anyway if I say the pain how my husband also can not race right.

I am notigfar aja that where I was told to fast ngak can eat the same drink, if in say laper ngak anyway because it has been lost the same pain, if said thirsty also ngak.

Only fear that I try to tell because what because only I can encourage myself to fight all fear.

I try to be ordinary, I diem and can only see a stumpy baby in front of me where I want to mentally prepare me for the cure