
A few hours later..
"God ..
Stephanie who fell asleep in a sitting position and head leaning on Connors' arm jumped to her feet. When I heard Connors' voice.
Between conscious and not the woman looked at her husband who looked in great pain. "Connors.. Y-you're sober? I'm sorry I overslept".
Connors ignored Stephanie's words, the man grimacing in pain.
"I'm going to call the nurse right away" Stephanie said, pressing a green button that connects directly with the doctor and nurse.
"No need..."
"I'm asking for water.."
"good. Waita minute". Stephanie poured water into a glass. Then he thrust the glass at Connors who was lying on the patient's bed.
Connors looked at his wife's confused face. Connors knows Stephanie doesn't dare touch him if she doesn't ask for it. "Help me. Elevate the bed a little bit" Connors said, holding his stomach.
"Good"
Stephanie immediately pressed the button on the special remote as per the height Connors wanted. "A-pa is enough?"
"Yes".
Stephanie takes a glass of water and gives it to Connors.
"Help me" Connors said softly.
Stephanie pointed the pipette at Connors' mouth. He looks nervous. Because Connors was married to her and never asked her for help. Connors also forbade the woman from touching his belongings. Even Connors wouldn't allow Stephanie to prepare work clothes for him.
A minute later Stephanie put the empty glass on the nightstand.
"Do you want to lay down your bed again?"
"Yes, just lower it a little not too flat" replied Connors staring at his wife's face that looked very tired. There were even dark circles under his eyes.
"Do you still need anything?", asked Stephanie carefully.
Connors looked at her very closely, making Stephanie lower her face.
"No. I don't need anything anymore" Connors replied.
"alright. You need to rest now. I'm outside if you need anything" Stephanie said, turning her head and pointing at the door. The woman seemed to force a smile on her lips that suddenly felt faint.
Stephanie was about to turn around, but Connors' hand held her back. "You stay here with me, Stephanie. Stay with me" said Connors, sounding so soft.
Stephanie was silent in her place. "Maybe I misheard" he said.
"You didn't hear wrong, come here! This bed is enough for both of us" said Connors shifted his position to give his wife a place.
Stephanie was shocked, Connors seemed to be able to read her heart. "But..."
"From now on don't be afraid of me, you can do anything for me" Connors said, drawing Stephanie's hand to join him in bed.
Stephanie looked at Connors with teary eyes. His feelings instantly warmed. She hesitated to follow her husband's orders. But in the end he also obeyed Connors' orders.
For the umpteenth, again Connors makes Stephanie's feeling pounding. Connors gives her left hand to hug Stephanie.
Stephanie was so nervous, sleeping in her husband's arms. Connors is so different, not as he has known all along.
Again Connors surprised Stephanie, when he felt the man gently rub his back and gently tuck the tip of his head. Stephanie's feelings are really warmed up. Nervous and become one. Stephanie braced herself to put her handcuffs over Connors' chest. Just silence.
"A-pa I didn't hurt you?", asked Stephanie quietly.
"No".
For a moment it felt silent. Especially now that the clock on the wall shows at one o'clock at night.
"I'm sorry Stephanie, I always hurt you and my kids. Is there still a chance to fix everything?"
No wind no rain suddenly Connors apologized. Things that will never happen as long as they live in a household.
"I heard everything you said this afternoon. I actually gained my consciousness. I know how you feel about me, I also know the pain I'm giving you" Connors said, clutching his wife's slender body tightly.
Stephanie fell silent. Only the clear crystal that came out by itself soaked Connors' chest that was not wearing the outfit, due to the thick bandage coiled around his stomach.
"Give me a chance to fix everything. Our relationship. Give me time to love my children".
"Did you give me permission, hem?", asked Connors, sounding very gentle and affectionate.
In tears, Stephanie nodded her head. "of course. Of course I'll let you. Harry and Ed miss you so much".
Connors smiled, imagining the faces of two little boys Harry and Ed. Connors was aware that as long as the two were born into this world, he was never close to his children. He behaves like a stranger under one roof. Now Connors is deeply sorry for what he did to those innocent children. Everything happened because of the selfishness of Connors who participated in supporting the actions of his mother Amanda. Which is very misleading.
"Where are my children now?" asked Connors.
"They're with Kimmy. This morning everyone took a look at you. Austin and his wife also swipe at you" Stephanie said, gently rubbing her husband's chest.
"Austin and Laura?"
"Yes. They're very concerned to see you. They also strengthen me" Stephanie replied.
Momentary silence...
"Stephanie.there's something I want to tell you. Maybe this news will surprise you. From now on, I want to be honest with you. I'm not going to hide anything from you" Connors said, raising his wife's face to look her in the eye.
Stephanie fell silent and looked at the brown hazel belonging to the man she loved so much.
"The daughter with Austin's wife is actually my son".
Connors' words suddenly made Stephanie wake up and sit down to look at her husband. "A-pa? You mean Qiana?"
"Yes", Connors replied as he rubbed his face rough.
"J-so you and L-aura...
"No no...Not Laura. Qiana my son and Brenda Laura's sister" replied Connors while telling his wife everything.
Stephanie was silent to hear everything. Connors also confesses his feelings for Laura, who ends up in an illicit relationship with Brenda and has a child. According to Connors the relationship was established before he married her.
Connors clasped his wife's hand. "I don't want any more secrets between us. I want to fix everything, Stephanie".
"Where is Brenda now?"
"Had died giving birth to Qiana. Winston sought information about Laura a few days ago at the behest of the irresponsible woman" Connors replied.
"Now you have the right to decide the continuation of our marriage, Stephanie. I'll accept all your decisions".
"Because to be honest after I get out, I have to see Austin and Laura. If they allow it. I want Qiana to know that she is my child. I was so guilty of listening to Amanda and following her wishes. I'm really an irresponsible man" Connors said regretfully.
Stephanie nodded her head. "I'll be with you when you meet Qiana. May Austin and Laura allow you to meet Qiana" Stephanie said, clutching Connors' handcuffs.
"Qiana is a very beautiful girl. He saw you, he loved Harry and Ed. I love Qiana, the good little girl" Stephanie looked at her husband.
Connors wiped his wife's face. The two looked at each other. Connors pulls Stephanie's arm and hugs her waist. Both kissed.
After a long kiss, Stephanie stopped the link of their lips. "But I want you to stop fucking that waitress again, Connors!"
Connors closed his eyes and exhaled his breath violently.
"of course. Tomorrow Winston will give severance to her".
"I'm sorry, Stephanie. There are so many mistakes I have made".
"We're going to fix the wrong thing together, Connors. Harry, Ed and Qiana will be happy and proud of his big-spirited daddy admitting his mistake" Stephanie said, closing her eyes.
His feelings were plong, happy and moved to merge into one. Stephanie's love beat it all. Including accepting Connors with a piece of his guilt. But the most important thing for Stephanie is Connors' promise to change and fix everything. Those are the words Stephanie will always hold in order to organize her life in the future.
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To be continue