The Fate Or Destiny

Eps. 75. Don't Repeat

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"Sister Bens..”.

“Rens... tumben called..”.

“I close if so..”

“Eitt.. don't love. What's up?”

Keke took a breath, she had to start getting used to starting to talk, Ben would be her husband and talk was necessary, including saying she missed. Ben was still waiting at the end of the phone, Keke's voice still not heard.

“Rens..”

“Kak Bens when to come?”

“Hahaha.. kangen yes?”

Yes, kangen.

But no sound came out of Keke's mouth. The easiest thing for him is to nod his head off, but of course Ben can't see.

“…”

“Sweety... I may have to go to Manokwari 3 or 4 days, there is an affair with the authority there after that I went to Manado yes.”.

Keke immediately got emotional, hung up his phone call. He objected to Ben having to go to Jakarta a week ago because of work. Even though the 90 percent wedding preparations were done, all payments were paid off, remaining part of the invitation but still Keke was not comfortable if Ben went away and was still busy with his work.

Did he not take a vacation?

A few seconds later, his phone rang. Keke looked annoyed at his phone, wanting to ignore it, but he remembered the mother's advice, talked about it all, so just reveal what he didn't like.

“Iya..”

“Why disconnected?”

“Involuntary.”.

“Some, what's up?”

“I don't like Bens to Manokwari anymore, our show is over, nine days away. Why are you still going? Brother Bens not taking leave?”

“Yes, that time the project was temporarily suspended so I did not take leave. But now I want to start again, so I need to go to Manokwari. Please understand yes... I have to go there..”.

“Kak Bensss.. we have not been Premarital Counseling, delayed continuously because Bens does not exist, I am ashamed of Pakgemnya has promised two weeks before the blessing, even sister Bens go again.”

“Sorry to Pakgem... I can't, please help me with this..”.

“Kak Bens... please also precede our marriage affairs, there is something I can take care of myself or taken care of Inge, but there are things that need the presence of sister Bens. How do I feel brother Bens underestimated our business yes, yesterday also like that..”.

“Honey... not like that, but..”.

“But what?”

If you can't get married don't force yourself, if work is still more important, it's already null and void, I don't like it like this.

The sentence was stuck in Keke's mouth, trying to understand Ben's position and circumstances. As far as possible Keke tried to control his emotions, although his voice last had gone up a few notes. It was like pressing the red button on the screen and then turning off his phone, but he held back, all should be spoken of with a calm heart.

Why is it so hard to ask Ben to focus on marriage first?

“Honey... I want to do some things first before taking a sabbatical.”

“But, I'm worried Bens brother went-go already deket loh H day...”.

Keke's voice returned to normal, he knew he could not repeat his childish attitude when he disagreed with Ben. Ben thought for a moment, he did not subordinate his marriage affairs, that was the thing that was in the top priority now, but....what is it that Keke felt, he ignored this important affair? The worried voice earlier also stirred his heart.

“Sweety... I tried to talk to the boss yes, as soon as I go to Manado, ok?”

“Iya.. ask for the same policy of boss kak Bens yes..”

“Sweetie, I miss you too, not just you..”.

“Eh... I didn't say kangen..”.

“Don't really miss me?”

“Iya..”

“Iya? Not kangen? So I go to Manokwari if so..”.

“Ehh..

Keke's low voice made Ben laugh, gemesss.

“Video call yes..”

“Gak, later tonight, I have more orders klappertart..”.

“Klappertart is more important than me, eh?”

“Don't reverse the fact.. Brother Bens' job is more important than mine, than our wedding..”.

“I just take care of everything, do all my responsibilities well. I think our wedding business is done so I went to Jakarta, while there is time for work I think that works first. sorry yes dear.”.

“Iya.. yes, I understand... finish your work in Jakarta but please consider the plan to Manokwari yes, I am really worried about Bens to go there, far right… I was afraid also when Brother Bens told me about the demo there.”

“Iya. I Love you my Rens.

“Iya... bye..”.

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Ben came out of his room and headed for boss Nico's room.

“Bi... want lunch? Together yes..”

Ferna immediately stood up to Ben, staring with alluring moves in her. Ben stared for a moment, let alone now that it officially belonged to Keke, this kind of disturbance he had always ignored long ago. Ben smiled faintly, the first time he shared a smile not only for Ferna but for some of the staff in the room, however they were the staff who made the work smooth during this time. And he just needs to be friendly now.

“Sorry, I have business, you guys please rest aja..”

Still smiling thinly, Ben's eyes went around on the faces of his staff then headed for the boss Nico's room.

“Tumben sir Benaya want to smile huh? I think since coming home from outside duty he became more friendly.”.

Milka said to everyone there but looked at Ferna.

“Udah wants to marry, already fiancee said, so it becomes more hepi..”

Another employee gave me the info he knew.

“So Bipi really want to marry ya?”

Ambiguous words came out of Ferna's mouth, she knew the fact, but she tried to deny it.

“You didn't see the story of Fransien? Many photos of them when Mr. Benaya fiance..”.

Ferna was silent, she was actually trying the last chance here, love needs a struggle? People who are married can do it, right? He had long been in love with Benaya, and the feeling had not gone away despite his efforts to get rid of it, even though these two years had not seen Benaya.

Milka made a soft voice beside Ferna who was bowing down sadly. Concerned also he with his coworkers who have kept a sense of the boss in this division for so long. Sometimes one's common sense doesn't work if one is obsessed with something, if one wants something too much, and in fact love sometimes never comes to the heart of the person we expect.

But where does it go if Ferna stays in love with Benaya? He never asked for that feeling. But maybe he shouldn't be constantly being stupid, not repeating his attitude as if Ben could be devastated by all the things about him. He has to stop.

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Lody lay on the grass on one side of the Green Hills, breathing fresh air in the place. The sunlight had started to fade, which felt was the typical cold in this place. He misses this place. Finally he decided to go home again after all the turmoil left his heart, although the corner of his heart still holds the name, but he will not force again.

He arrived yesterday, stayed a day at Keke's house and returned home to Tomohon with papa Ramly. There is a friend of papa Ramly from Jakarta who wants to meet here he said curious about the posts of people about the beauty of this place, therefore he drove papa Ramly to Green Hills. Missing is also the truth with someone here, but he got rid of that feeling, so he did not go into the cafe and immediately went to seclude on one side of this hill.

There's an hour Lody just lying under a tree, if papa's going home someone will definitely come looking for him here. Up there he could not avoid Inge, he was afraid that he would be moved again by the figure, so he just here the calm atmosphere was so supportive of his heart to get calmer as well.

There were two fingers squeezing his nose, slowly not to disturb the flow of air into his nose. Lody opened his eyes, looking at the figure who was now sitting cross-legged beside him. Lody closed his eyes again, trying to permeate his reaction when he realized who the figure was. There was a thump accompanied by pain in his chest. He still loves of course. His right hand closed its eyes with the outer wrist of his hand, trying to calm his own heart just talking.

Long time passed by the two men did not greet each other. Inge finally pulled Lody's hand that closed his own eyes, and did not let go of the hand from his.

Lody got up then sat down parallel to Inge and looked fixedly at Inge's face. They shared gazes trying to examine the meaning of each other's views. Love quickly takes control of both views. When both views fell…

“Yang..”.

“Do not go again..”

Inge spoke in a voice almost like a whisper beside him.

“Iya..”

Lody felt a thump again, the sentence just now was so conciliatory, removing his tired heart while away from Inge. Lody raised and bent both legs and elbows he placed on his knees, took over Inge's handrails and linked the fingers together.

“Why be a coward, go straight away..”.

“Powerful look at you.. not strong dicuekin..”.

“Makanya... do not repeat again yes, mainin my feelings..”.

“Iya, I will not let you go this time and for the next. I love you, Yang.. loveaa very much..”.

Inge looked into Lody's eyes which were also staring at him. There was so much sincerity on that face, and there were tears welling up there.

“You...?”

Inge was moved by what caught his eyes, a face with a powerful radiance wanting to possess him. Since long they are close, arguably their relationship is special actually even without the sacred word ever spoken from each lips. But this time hearing Lody's statement accompanied by a puddle of tears in those black eyes, Inge seemed to find what he was looking for from Lody, a sincerity of love.

“Crive of your own feelings?”

“Yakin. I'm trying to get you out of my heart, but I can't.”

Inge dated several times, had shot someone with drama manies wearing flowers and chocolate on Valentine's Day. But the way Lody expressed her love felt so beautiful, usually a crying girl, this...

Inge rested his head on Lody's sturdy arm.

"You love me, Yang?"

"You think?"

"Love..."

"Why do you still ask..."

"The renter you said love."

"I... Engline Evelyn Tendean loves and loves Lodewyk Yanuar Sompie..."

Inge straightened up and said in a loud voice, making Lody laugh and shake Inge's head.

"Haha... Who would want you to be my wife, really..."

"Yes, forget your love. I don't want to date you anymore and you hang.. cape..."

Inge stood up from the grass and began to walk up, but one hand was immediately grabbed by Lody.

"I'm not serious about talking like that..."

Lody opened the ring he was wearing on his little finger and immediately paired it on Inge's finger. Inge was flabbergasted and stared in disbelief at his left ring finger. Lody stands.

"I won't marry anyone, only you, but we can't get married now..."

"I don't urge you to get married now, when you're ready, next year is okay, I just need clarity..."

"Is that clear with the ring?"

Lody stared gently at Inge's face, staring lovingly instead.

"But this ring is not clear shape, after all why his love is new now? I've seen you wear this ring for a long time, does this ring really make me?"

"Yes to you, sorry that time I was still doubtful about my feelings, and the ring I never let go, I used the work to be like that."

"There are diamond eyes that are loose..."

"Here.I'll change the new one later..."

"Son, let me wear this until it's there instead..."

"Yes, but I don't have any money now to buy a new one..."

"Your savings are over?"

"Hahaha yes, I bought a car there the same cost of living I was three months..."

"So you're poor now?"

"Yes.wait for my car to sell again yes we just bought the ring..."

"Doubtful anyway want to be sent money with Pa Ade, pretentious to refuse that. Aren't you getting paid there?"

"I'm not at work, your mind goes on..."

"Hahaha.pity that much..."

Lody embraced Keke and slowly they walked up to the cafe. The two hearts finally melded again. Love is never wrong when it unites two hearts that are worthy of each other.

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