The Fate Or Destiny
Eps. 73. Both Are Better Than Yourself
Ben realizes he is trivializing something important, which is the feeling of a Keke. He could only look at Keke who was spouting so many words trembling, spilling all the anger that somehow had been buried in his heart for so long. Keke who refused to be touched in addition to the forced embrace in the dining room earlier, who had not been able to accept his apology since, and always threw his hand from his body. Wanting her to hug the body could not bear to see the two crystal-sheathed eyes. The small lights circled on a small tree in a pot close to where Keke was standing could show a face full of Keke's emotions.
He managed to bring Keke to the shophouse's rooftop, by force of course. The coercion that eventually triggered the hot lava overflow spilled all. One thing he had memorized, Keke's mouth could suddenly be full of various vocabulary in a state of anger.
In addition to the service area, on the third floor there is an open area to relax, there is a comfortable swing there, there is a set of outdoor tables of wood, and many plants in the pot, simple and no less neat arrangement with the garden on Keke's balcony. There is a wooden fence that becomes a barrier with a service area. It is very comfortable here especially the night sky is clean from clouds full of stars and full full full light that is so stunning. Not in the mood of the couple.
“I was wrong Rens. I think we can take care of all that after I'm here. I focus on getting the job done, after that it's our business.. Now I'm here, we take care of it again yes, equally... yes?”.
Finally Keke stopped and finally Ben had a chance to answer Keke. From where he stood Keke was still staring at Ben but with anger slowly receding. Emotions no longer settle, have come out with all the treasury of aggravation, conspiracy, offence just a few minutes ago. Keke then quietly did not answer Ben.
“Thus I went to Capil's office by Rommel. I can not send important files belonging to me because it is in Jakarta all. Tomorrow we go to the photo studio, yes, to pasfoto both.”
There was no rebuttal or reply from Keke, Ben continued…
“For the building that Inge booked, I'm sorry for being late and I can't anymore. But I've got a DP ballroom in Novot el, and we still have a pretty date, not this month anyway. Sorry yes.. do not ask your consideration, because these two weeks you do not want to talk to me, I just discuss with Inge aja.”
Keke turned his face away from Ben and then stepped onto the concrete wall as high as his chest leaning there. It turns out that Ben has cleared up the business that became the source of his anger. Everything he wanted to say was spoken, and now he lost the word again. Keke raised both arms leaning his elbows against Ben. Ben tried to approach Keke, standing parallel to the wall that became a fence on the third floor of this shophouse.
Some time passed in silence. Whether Keke's angry voice had been heard on the second floor, Ben hoped that Keke's parents would not listen to them. But now Keke who was then silent made Ben also speechless, looking at Keke from the side, catching the look on his face that began to soften. Ben could not hold his heart any longer, without another word Ben pulled soft Keke's body into his arms glued again what had broken in touch, Keke did not welcome but did not refuse, Keke did not refuse, all the negative energy had decomposed and was slowly yearning to greet the recesses of his heart…
“Rens..”
A long kiss was sprinkled on Keke's forehead…
“Sayang..”.
“…”
The body that is getting more relaxed in the deck becomes a sign for Ben…
“I...excused?”
A small nod felt in his chest, ahhh. First he took Keke's two hands and placed them on his waist, he also wanted to be hugged warmly. Ben then further tightened his own embrace.
“Help me Rens, kangen..”.
Ben was speaking near Keke's ear. Keke slightly moved his hand around Ben's waist, feeling that Ben was anchoring many kisses on Keke's head and a pinch lodged in his right waist.
“Heiii, sick Rens.. You are yes, not enough yes madrin me all-out earlier.. now instead... wadowww.... Reeensss..”.
A follow-up pinch done with all his heart and all his strength made Ben reflex to take off his embrace and slightly move away. The girl is amazing when the emotions turn out. Looking at Keke who was smiling a little because of Ben's reaction, the man then caught Keke's arms holding Keke attached to his body and an ambush later on Keke's lips, and in the end it all happened beautifully then due to the magic of kissing which also meluma t feelings both of them. The murmur of the night breeze cools the emotions but the warmth of the body due to their intimate activities immediately warms their heart and love again.
How to explain the taste in the chest now, there is only relief that comes with a hug and kiss of love without nafs u, only contains the desire to express a deeper love. When all fret has anchored in a long heap that soothes the thirst of the soul, there is peace in the hearts of both.
“Lain times if you pinch me... I will..”.
Ben did not continue his words, his eyes looked again at the dimples he missed, did not let go of the opportunity, the two arches were targeted by his lips and still continued on Keke's pink lips. His hand rubbed along Keke's back, enjoying the next long kiss.
Ehm.. who again miss and have got an apology and now have many opportunities to do this-it'. patient bang, put a bridle on the lips and carefully use your hands... 🤭😙
“Sini..”.
Ben loosened his embrace then still embracing Keke carrying Keke sitting in a comfortable swing of green which was quite wide. Ben slowly pulled Keke's body to sit next to him and carried Keke leaning against his chest. Ben himself leaned against the back of the green swing.
“Here first yes... still want to hug you...”
Although Keke is still silent, but now he responds to Ben's actions. His hand held Ben's hand which locked on his stomach.
“This place is good Rens... kirain is just a laundry place... You who arrange this place huh?”
“Iya..”
Keke replied with a hoarse voice.
“Kak Bens made me like that..”
“Hahaha..”.
Pinches slowly re-nest this time on Ben's inner arm.
“Honey, your finger has a nail, it hurts.”.
Ben replaced the pinch with two kisses on Keke's cheek
“Tomorrow, do not rampage like before, terrible loh, learn calm from now on yes.”.
“Don't make me emotional either, there's a reason I'm angry.”.
“Iya. Next time I won't be like that.”.
“Kak Bens underestimated the marriage business, that's what I don't like. Who wants to marry here who..”.
“Ehh?? Don't you want to get married too?”
Keke kept quiet, so Ben remembered his conversation with Inge on the phone.
“Darling, the intention for marriage is not just me right? You too, right?”
“…”
“Rens??”
“Iya.”
“Yester said Inge, you don't want to..”
“Iya. I want to killusin kak Bens too, abiss nyebelin..”.
“Sorry yes..I have a lot of problems there, the work there is not like here although initially chaotic but I can handle, but there I can not do much. My goals and dreams were too big a time and I felt able to achieve that, I wanted to resign after finishing a big project there. But it turned out that it had been three months of hard work with no results, I gave up this time. Maybe I'm too idealistic and don't fit into the working climate there.”
“Sorry, I do not know the condition of Brother Bens, I am too demanding yes.”.
“Gak darling.. we just don't know how to handle the situation especially our feelings while being far apart.”.
“So Kak Bens take care of our marriage file huh?”
“Iya. The order is not simple it turns out, must ask for a letter from the new village to the new district to capil. Good thing Rommel knew someone in the sub-district, he helped a lot. I ask him to take care of some letters until it's done, easily this week the capil business is in order. It turns out that getting married is not easy, the business in the capil office was quite complicated as well, I understand why you are angry.”.
“Iya the problem KTP kak Bens from outside Manado..”
“Iya... It's done... Anything else we need to prepare?”
“We have not been photo prewed, later I ask Inge when... The concept is indoor or outdoor?”.
“Terupon you, darling.”.
It turned out that the two were better than themselves, talking to each other about all those things better, knowing each other the source of the anger and the matter was calming later. Although the marriage is a little delayed it is better that the important feeling of the two of them getting stronger before entering the marriage.
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Place they improved again 😍😍
