The Fate Or Destiny

Eps. 72. Suppose that

Keke grapples with his own mind, letting anger continue to reign or try to understand but already has the prestige of admitting. Two hours Keke locked himself and was not at home in the room, moreover there was an order brudel 5 pieces that he had to do alone, Titin had not dared to make the cake.

He doesn't want to face Ben, but doesn't know if Ben is still here or not, think about Ben actually want to catch where while here. But the crap, the annoyance, the disappointment that crystallized in one emotion - anger - did not want to leave his heart. Earlier, the mother and the children had entered the room because they took the bag, the children asked the mother to sleep in their room. And there was no sound of Ben, the children did not offend their Papi Bipi.

Finally Keke out of the room, cake order business is more important, he should not disappoint customers. Keke went downstairs, no sign of Ben still here.

The new building is finished, remaining interior work in some places. The rooms and a large enough room between the rooms on the second floor have already been completed, The installation of furniture on the first floor is still temporary because there are many cabinets installed along the walls of the new room for storage of all kinds of goods and catering equipment. The room seemed neat.

Keke just found out papa has a furniture business workshop in Leilem. In the new 1st floor building in addition to 2 rooms, there is a special room for Keke to make all orders of light snacks, there is also a semi-open space with a dry garden there, there is also, according to papa, the room can be for employees to unwind, there are also 2 toilets.

Keke then struggled with brudel orders and forgot for a moment about Ben. Six o'clock through the order is finished, a little late from the time of retrieval, fortunately the customer does not protest. Keke went up to the second floor to find her cooking there with two boys who were busy helping the oma.

“What cooking, ma?”

Keke approached the kitchen area.

“Mami.. oma cook chicken soy sauce for Yica, sayul campul for opa, corn pelkedel for kaka Via. Mami Keke want to be cooked what?”

As usual, Dede Yica is the most chatty.

“Ehh... All on request yes..”.

“Oma says everyone can ask for favorite food, mommy can also.. right oma?”.

“Bby... can..”.

Mama Virda replied while stirring the soy sauce chicken in the frying pan.

“Kasian oma later cape, mami eat what oma cook aja..”

“Kalo oma cape later Yica incandescent oma, Yica spun incandescent mami Keke that time..”.

“Oww.. can, if you want to be massaged grandchild oma..”.

Mama smiled and stroked for a moment the heads of the two loyal boys following where the oma moved in the kitchen area.

“Oma, later Yica pijit while singing the song balu..”.

“What song?”

“Oma dengal... 🎶Have long been a cauldron of cali-cali, a more definite life step, a life full of memories eh.. kena... uh.... every hali.... 🎶not the praying mantelpiece.

“The song is wrong De..."

Via responds to her adek who likes to sing.

"Just be it, just like Yica..."

Keke who was sitting in front of the dining table, looked at the preoccupation of the three women in front of him. He was enjoying the new atmosphere in this house, something so precious now, a good relationship between them. It feels like something cools his heart, there is beauty when he sees mama with a different face than when he first met. True maybe said mother Virda, she was happy with them. Highlight the sad eyes and face of the day was invisible now.

“Opa's grandson finished cooking? Opa hungry..”

Papa Ramly entered from the new room area, then took his place next to Keke, and Keke was always curious about his attitude towards mama. True.the eyes of the auto papa to the figure of an adult woman who while engrossed in front of the stove. Keep staring as you turn around and give a smile to your mom. If they never separated, happiness would be perfect in this room.

“Opa... sayul campul opa is done. Opa sabal yes, Yica soy sauce chicken is not yet mature.”.

The chatter immediately moved and came to sit in his favorite place, on the lap of the opa.

“Papa likes that food? Why didn't you tell me before?”

Papa smiles.

“Papa reduce eating rice so choose to eat processed vermicelli, it is complete with vegetables, so papa often eat mixed vegetables now.”

Papa paused for a moment and in a low voice almost resembled a whisper of papa continuing…

“And the mixed vegetables were the first food that mama cooked for papa first. Just to cook it the same fried fish, mama needs four hours in the kitchen.”.

Papa laughed beside Keke. Oww. papa is nostalgic, this is dangerous.

“If mama is not the wife of people yes.. pa...”.

Keke responded also in a whisper. Papa sat down with Keke, interpreting the look in his daughter's eyes. Slowly the laughter stopped, glancing for a moment at the ex-wife, the grown man knew, his daughter was warning him. He rubbed Keke's head for a moment.

“Ya...if it were like that, surely we would be happier. Yica opa to the room for a minute.”.

Papa then lowered Lisya from his lap, then stood towards Rommel's room, he had to hide something inside there. Keke lowered his head, regretting also had disturbed and made the happiness that emanated on papa's face disappear with his sentence earlier. But the words were not wrong, right?

“Ramly where is Ike? Food is done..”

Mom then arranged all the food she finished cooking. There was also a woku fish this afternoon that Mama had heated up.

“Papa to room briefly ma... later Ike call...”.

Keke stood up to Rommel's room, whose door was now closed.

“Call Ben also Ike..”

“Ehh? She's still here?”

Hearing that annoying name instantly changed Keke's total mood.

“Iya. Next time don't leave Ben like he was..”.

Mama looked at Keke softly, knowing his son's heart but could not bear to see Ben was not calm.

“In the new room, it was Ramly who told him to use that room.”

“Indeed the AC has been installed? The mattress has no sheets yet.”.

“Already, there was a technician that Ramly called. Room was cleaned Rommel earlier before Ben used.”

So he's staying here? Why should it be here anyway??

Keke, just now the feeling of wanting to know Ben nginap where 🤭🥴

Keke gripped.

“Yica is calling opa…"

The little guy who saw Keke just sitting in front of the dining table immediately jumped up and down on the tile boxes until in front of Rommel's room.

"🎶 Dong dong dong please dong... 🎶 There is a demon under the bottom.. My heart wants to be helped.. opa, let's eat, oma has finished cooking..."

Lisya shouted in front of the room door.

“Ike... call Ben there..."

Mama stopped the reverie reverie Keke.

"Via... Via call papi Bipi eat."

Finished saying that phrase Keke headed towards his room.

"Guin..."

Mom's voice stopped Keke's movement. Mama quickly came to nearby Keke.

"It's better to explain to Ben about Ike's anger, avoid Ben and keep Ike's heart still hurt. If Ike has issued, have conveyed to Ben, mama sure Ike's feelings will not hurt now, Ike's feeling will not hurt, it must be a lot better."

"Yes ma... Ike understands. Ike just needs time. Ike to the room yeah..."

"Eat first... Ike didn't eat at noon.. It's gonna hurt..."

"Later to eat, take a shower first. Mom is the same dad first."

Keke continued his steps into the room. He has not been able to conquer the hardness of heart and does not want to succumb in himself, despite the whispers of his conscience that warn him. But the volcano that had been rumbling again in his chest since Ben's appearance was still buried, the lava of anger still had not found its way. His heart still wants to boycott Ben, still wants revenge, he does not answer the phone call now feel how it is in one house but Keke refused to talk.

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Midnight. The TV is inaudible, the lights are out. Keke came out of his room, believing everyone was asleep. He himself could not close his eyes. Passing hours is dilemmatic because of the urge to miss and emotional pressure titled prestige. Mom's words before she entered the room had seeped in her reasoning, it was true that she hurt herself as well in her anger. Had he wanted to talk, would Ben not have been so happy again in the future?

Keke opened the refrigerator, took a tupperwa re containing a slice of papaya flush of lime juice he made earlier this afternoon. Sitting alone in the dimness of the dining room. There is only bright porch lights that enter in the gap of the window of the source of lighting there, as well as moonlight that enters through the connecting door of the new room, the, there is a large glass window in the new room that has not been installed gordyn. A few minutes passed, Keke enjoyed the cold sensation of a ripe papaya passing through the esophagus. Just be quiet no thoughts pass by now, just enjoy a mixture of sour and sweet taste on his tongue.

"Mirror..."

Keke is late to realize Ben's arrival. Ben squatted down beside Keke, Ben's left hand holding both of Keke's legs in the thighs, while his right hand deftly shifted Keke's seat facing him, so that both knees Keke immediately stuck in the abdomen Ben. Now both of his hands were holding Keke's arms. The fork Keke held was thrown. With a locked position now Keke just turned his face did not want to look at Ben.

"Sup.. sweety..."

Keke clenched his mouth while trying to break away.

"Openass..."

"Son Rens. We need to talk, I'm not gonna let you go.."

Ben's low voice rang out along with his heavy sigh. He was forced to act a little rough, holding Keke's legs firmly with his abdominal muscles, as well as a firm grip on Keke's arm.

"Don't stand, we both fall later and everyone will wake up..."

Trying several times, Keke finally shut up because the pressure of Ben's body on both knees made him unable to do much.

"Please Rens. please get angry but in front of me, don't avoid me. please..."

Keke still turned his face away, but slowly his body loosened. Ben who felt it loosened the grip on Keke's arm. Both of his hands then moved into the narrow gap between the chair and Keke's body past the waist then tightly embraced Keke's waist. While not finding Keke's gaze for her, Ben puts his face on Keke's stomach. Long she held back her position, putting all her misses in place, on the woman she loved the most. Although there was no response Keke felt, but there was a sense of comfort in replacing all his mounds since noon. Taking a deep breath there, longing for three more months is complete now. But the bulkhead in Keke's heart still must he let go so that all his desire linger to enjoy all that he longs for Keke is unobstructed.

"Rens.. baby, sorry..."

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All the grunts held in the mind must be conveyed, all the feelings in the heart must be expressed. All the disappointment, the anger let it gush no need to be dammed, just blow it, because before that, there will be no communication. Though the communication pain must begin...

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Good night with family or partner.

If again marahan... find good food, sweet and lezaaat.. the impact must be feeling better, and the lover of the heart turns into handsome again 😛😍🥰☺.

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