The Fate Or Destiny

Eps. 24. Start from There

Keke found it strange that he let Benaya pull him without a fight. This is what it feels like when a hand is held by someone, hagaaat. He had never felt this before, this was something new, the action of someone who made the pores of his skin seem open, especially on the face, his brain received a strange signal sending reassuring. There was a wonderful feeling sent throughout his body.

While climbing the stairs, no children's voices were heard. Right up to the second floor, Keke's attention swept through the entire room, the big TV on the wall was not alive, and there was no trace of two boys there. There is a snack that is placed in a container on the table, it is open means it has been eaten.

"Sister... Which children?"

Hands not yet out. Ben turned to look at Keke behind him, a smile yet to escape from that face. Keke had to admit that smile was too dazzling right now. The one he used to see the most was the angry expression of a brother Benes for him.

Ben opened a door.. Is that the door to the room, the kids inside? Gee whiz... Keke came to a halt in front of the open door, watching his two-pounder one sitting on a single sofa watching on his ipad, another one watching TV from above the bed.

"Dede... Via... let's go home..."

"Mami Keke. soon the movie isn't finished..."

Via who was sitting on the sofa replied without looking at Keke. Another little one...

"Mommy Thethe, liyat... Yica yompat... (Look, Lisya is jumping around)."

The boy jumped freely on the bed. Waduuuh Yica. Keke spontaneously removed his hand from Ben's hand and headed to the side of Ben's bed.

"Dede.. don't do that. stop..."

"Bipi Cows... boyeh tan?"

Ben just laughed looking at Lisya and Keke, especially looking at Keke's expression.

"Can... Rens, here deh.. justin aja children, yet not time to sleep. Here..."

Keke's hand was pulled back Ben, this time Ben took Keke out through the other door to the terrace. Outside Ben takes Keke to his favorite side. Stand together on the front side of the terrace. Full consciousness spread throughout Keke's body, and still not used to standing close to someone's hand, he slowly pulled his hand. Ben glanced at a glance.

The night wind felt on the skin, cold. But his heart was different, something was warming his heart. The second time in the present is somewhere just alone with Ben. He felt this again, there was someone beside him, offering him something. Over six months he has seen the offer, sometimes vaguely so clearly. At the same time he tried to resist it, he tried to endure that he did not need a man in his life.

But what he saw and felt from Ben's treatment of himself and his two-pounders, Ben's presence tore through the pseudo-comfort within him, there was a desolation so deep in his heart. It's quiet that feels when Ben isn't around.

"Your activity every morning in the hallway is clearly visible from here..."

Ben said in a low but clear voice. Both of his hands were holding the railing of the fence. Keke gave a small smile, he several times found Ben's attention to her standing in this same place.

"Before I knew it was you, I'd seen you from here a lot..."

Keke glanced back, not knowing how to respond to Ben. A fairly close position to hit something on his chest now. What is this taste?

"Before I knew it was you. I waited here and had not gone inside before I saw you..."

Keke began to get nervous.what is this that he said at that time wanted him to talk to Keke...

"Before I knew it was you. I was curious about you, and amazed that you were so independent and worked so hard... young man has two children and is so strong and persistent with your life... "

Ben paused for a moment, he stood sideways facing Keke, one hand leaning against the railing of the porch fence. Keke still lowered his chest increasingly rumbling waiting for the next sentence from Benaya.

"Before I knew it was you, the Rens I knew, I was already attracted to you. I only saw you from afar, but your figure was so disturbing to me, it felt peaceful when I saw you from here..."

Keke raised his face he looked at Ben's face now, knowing Ben had even been attracted to him long before realizing who he was, it was something unusual. Interest usually arises when looking at each other face, when already know each other, but this... Keke was touched by it.

Keke... Benaya loves himself, he just said it, right...but, does he also have the same taste for Benaya? He's too stupid for this.

"Reens..."

Benaya's right hand touched his left cheek. Keke blinked his eyes. Ben's touch, like someone who was channeling affection, he felt that, a beautiful taste instantly permeated all over his skin.

"Rens, I love you. Can I be next to you?"

Keke was unable to speak. Ben actually wanted an answer or at least a nod. But Ben knows Keke won't turn down anymore. His hand fixed the hair child's groan on Keke's forehead. Keep doing that. Ben's eyes had seen Keke opening his heart, not resisting his touch. Ben's happiness is immeasurable.

"We're lovers from now on..."

Keke was silent, but he enjoyed Ben's touch on his face. Ben approached, though nervous Keke did not avoid that closeness. Ben smiled and looked at dearly, now his two hands rubbed gently on Keke's cheeks.

"We're dating.mmh, just give me your smile to answer my request, I miss seeing something here..."

Ben stabs gently both places Keke's dimples...

"Please. smile for me..."

Timidly Keke pulled his lips, a smile that Ben asked to make the curve now visible. Ben laughed happily...

"Hahaha.thank you, thank you for accepting me, thank you for showing this to me tonight..."

Keke then turned, facing back to the front, looking through the darkness of the night. In silence he tried to digest what was happening, this was real. Seven years without seeing each other can make a big difference for both of them. Ben grabs Keke's hand again, Keke lets, it's fun.

"Rens... don't want to say anything? You're too quiet. I want to hear your voice too..."

"What am I supposed to say, Brother Bens just asked me to answer with a smile earlier..."

"Hahaha.yeah you don't want to answer anyway.I told you to smile..."

Keke remained silent on Benaya's side.

"Rens... Baby I don't?"

Keke looked at Benaya. He also doesn't understand what he feels for a Benaya.

"I don't know, all I know is I feel lost when I don't see Bens. And right now I feel comfortable next to Bens...emh can that be called affection?"

"Yes.you can start there..."

Benaya slowly clasped Keke's shoulders closer to him.

As long as you have opened your heart, it is enough, slowly you will realize your feelings for me...

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