The Dear Love School

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***❝Life senses like a pandora doll, there will always be another within her that will unfold as time goes on, and I will be one of the people who opens up the other side of the senses.❞

Roosevelt adriana***

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I fell silent, inhaling a very soothing fragrance, lavender and the one I smell fragrant comes from the uniform used by the senses, I forgot it was my uniform.

This afternoon along with the wind blowing with the orange sky, until the sunlight that will be replaced by the moon, witnessed how happy I am, at this time.

Along the way neither I nor the senses spoke much, we were both equally silent, letting the instincts intertwine in a curious soul, what feeling did the senses feel?

Neither I nor my senses dared to reveal that I was in a happy state when I was with him, when I was both like this, I felt a pull of style, where I had to be silent, where I had to be, making the senses a major race of focus that I cannot share.

I smiled, along with the leaves that fell through the journey, imagining that this could continue to happen in my life, as a habit and also an obligation that I had to fulfill as a role model, in the future.

However, it is still in a delusion that I don't think will come true.

I'm not entirely sure that I'm with the senses, ahh.

***

I took off the helmet I was wearing, then gave it to the senses that were still on top of the vehicle, as well as the security on his head.

"Thank you." I said, I twisted the skirt that I used, unable to resist embarrassment and speechless because my senses really drove me to the front of my house.

"Sama-sama" he replied, indra did not glance at me, he was busy fixing his bag and the helmet I gave him.

"Don't want to stop by?" Much

"No, maybe next time..." Indra looked at me for a moment making me let the two aim at her obsidian, which was hazel-colored.

After that, the senses cut off my eye contact with him, then left with his vehicle, I was still silent on the spot, seeing the senses that began to drift away and the scent of lavender that began to disappear along with twilight, which has been swallowed up by the moon of the night.

I sighed heavily afterwards, making today a record of a troubled day, a day I knew that the person who often intrigued me, had a million terrifying secrets, not scary ones in a sinister sense, he said, it's just that life is not as easy as ordinary life.

I don't really know either, it's just how I feel.

"Cieee was just in anterin' a guy." I gasped in surprise, holding my chest, I glared at the empu who had made my daydream scrape.

"Where are you from, brother!? Oca waited a long time." I ruffled my waist, stomped my feet asphalt road, rolled a lazy eyeball, looked at my brother, well he's ka bara.

"Yes sorry deck, there was a meeting brother BEM manager." Answer the coal, then push the klx motor towards my yard, "Open the deck." Tell you that you still hold the motor, I walk with the tip of the foot accidentally kicked, let you know that I actually feel annoyed because of his actions.

I pushed the gate of the house, leaving the coal still busy with the motor, I decided to go into the house, the house that will always be like this, quiet, nobody, nobody, there was no parent's welcome for her child, no laughter at the dinner table at night.

Everything will always be busy with its own business, but I try to understand that my parents like that is for me, for coals, so I have to accept it even if it hurts a lot.

"Dec... Who was that guy?" Ask the big brother who has gone before my slow path, throwing away any bag used by him. "Just be your brother." I answered, throwing my little body on the couch. "What is the cement?" Ask the brother from the direction of the kitchen, I prefer to focus on the tv that does not light.

"Temen! What the hell is kak bara!" I snapped at the coals pretty hard, if there was a mother I would have gotten a scolding for yelling at someone older than me, but I also felt annoyed because of the actions of the coals.

"It's a deck, it's nyolot." Shouted ka bara I saw already beside me while carrying a glass of mango juice. "Bar sak bersikin sagin heck!" I hit his shoulder pretty hard, "Sick deck, sick." Brother Bara looked in pain while rubbing his shoulder that I just hit.

"Tell me, try drinking." Brother Bara gave me a glass of mango juice which he brought to me, I glanced briefly at the glass thrust by brother ember, I took it to drink it with one sip.

I walked slowly, uninspired towards my room on the 2nd floor, up one by one the stairs that seemed to be very numerous, I was breathing heavily, he said, inevitably today makes me a little tired and also happy that is immeasurable, there are many questions in my mind about some of the rolling events that occur.

About indra

About his family

About his life

About his attitude

Anything that concerns the senses is always full of mystery and surprise.

Living the senses like a pandora doll, there will always be another within her that will unfold as time goes on, and I will be one of the people who opens up the other side of the senses.

***

After I finished changing clothes, I went back down to dinner together with kak bara, and what I have seen is a lot of food served at the dining table, which I believe is kak bara cuisine.

"Let's eat the deck." I saw Brother Bara serving a fried fish on the table, I smiled at the unashamed coal brother using the apron, with his shirt sleeves slightly rolled up.

"Sister, mom and dad why haven't you come home yet?" I asked, pulling up the dining table chair for me to sit on. "There's a division head election meeting at the father's company, we pray that you're elected. If you are busy with bookkeeping, you know it is not soon the end of the year, you will be very busy." Obviously my brother, while his hands were busy giving fish to me and to him.

"Yes, I forgot brother, hehe." I chuckled to myself because my father and mother had already said that it would be very busy this month.

Brother Bara shook his head, because it was me who asked about things I should have known.

"Udah deck, let's rush to eat, if it's cold it's not good." Said brother Bara, I nodded while eating the food that has been prepared by brother Bara, thank you for having an older brother like brother Bara who is kind and also very affectionate with me.

"Sister, oca would like to ask... "

"Ask what?" Tanya bara stopped her eating rice. "What makes someone experience bullying?" I asked, staring at the coal, do not ask why I asked like that to the brother of the coal, the brother of the college majoring in psychology this is no longer foreign to him.

"Usually, there is a problem that causes someone to be bullied or humiliated." Replied brother Bara casually, I know this one brother is very clever and reliable.

"But right, brother, time must be avoided by everyone? And why wouldn't others help when they saw the bullying." Obviously with a serious tone, this is about the senses I have to figure out.

"Hmmm it seems like it happened because of the time someone who experienced the bullying, there is something in the past that makes people think of someone as someone who deserves to be away from." Brother Bara stared at both balls of my eyes intensely, I was a little excited, for fear that my brother ember knew the meaning of my question.

"Why deck? The guy in the bully was the guy who drove you home?" Said brother coals, I gasped even I choked to the point of coughing.

"Sister, I'm just asking." I smiled awkwardly, immediately finishing my dinner, "I'll go study, thanks for dinner brother coals." I stood up quickly to my room, fiuhh do not let kak bara know that the person in the bully is a sense, can be serious.

I took my phone that was on the nightstand, saw the chat room on my phone that was full of various chats from my old friends who were in bandung, and also the school class group, which was also, also class, but there was one message that caught my attention the most, one that caused me to experience sudden hypothermia.

Unknown

I'm indra, please keep my number, I'm afraid that someday you'll need my help.

Unknown

Your uniform will be returned tomorrow, thank you for today, you are the first person to do that for me, after 2 years.

If there's a typo please say, okay?