The Dear Love School
04. shame
***❝I love butterflies, just like today, when I feel butterflies flying in my stomach, because it is happy to get the attention of you❞
Roosevelt adriana***
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Indra turned her eyes away from me, trying to melt the atmosphere I had made stiff, well I was stupid to say such a thing to a cold-hearted person.
"I don't know why I can care about you, but my friend has forbidden me from trying to sympathize with you, but strangely enough, like now I'm even willing to run to give you medicine." I smiled as I looked up at the sky, my heart was actually slipping away at no time when my senses were rejecting my entire attention so violently.
"I didn't ask you to tell me why you were silent when you were beaten by someone else, and here's just one thing I want to say, I'm your friend now. You can call me if you need my help." I turned to my senses who were also looking at me, smiling so much at my senses that my eyes narrowed.
"Don't be my friend, you won't be safe, stay away I don't need your help." Indra arrogantly said that, making me feel annoyed and annoyed, grunting softly and then quickly returning my senses. "I don't need your confession, because then I've made my decision, we're friends." As I stood up, I handed a white uniform to my senses.
"Wear it, your clothes are wet, you'll get cold." After saying that I immediately left the senses in the rooftop with a little disappointment because my sense of caring was not considered by the senses.
Once again I needed to write some list of senses had made my heart hurt, but strangely after saying that I smiled a little down the stairs towards the second floor where I was in my classroom.
"He's good..."
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"Where have you been oca." I stare at my two friends yulan and chika who have rattled their waists in front of the class when I see my arrival. "I'm sorry... It's been a while, a really bad stomach ache." I grimaced more precisely, while holding my stomach that did not hurt.
"Sorry, I kept you waiting." I said to my two best friends, clutching their hands together to get into the classroom, "You know I'm worried, what if you stray?" Chika said worriedly as she put her lips together. "I'm sorry I told you, it hurt a lot of stomach." My reason again while smiling at the two of them.
"Hmm, yes you want not to go far" Yulan let go of my hand hooks and walked towards her chair. "Thank you I'm worried." I smiled at these two very good friends.
I sat next to Yulan, with Chika still talking about what I thought was unimportant, "Oca.. I think Devan likes you." Chika shook the back of my hand that was on the study table.
"Yes is chika... " My lazy voice I still crossed my mind the senses that were saying something very painful, very painful. "really? You want to take devan if he really likes you?" Gini yulan's turn asked, looking at me with one eyebrow slightly above.
"No idea, I'm lazy to talk about romance." I answered while sticking my forehead on the table, feeling weak my legs can no longer stand up. I felt that my sense of attitude towards me was very cruel, she should thank me because among the many people who hated her, I still had empathy for her, not by rejecting my cares in a rude manner, she said, at least if you feel uncomfortable, express it in a good way, not like this.
Instead it made me think harder, what happened to these senses and this school?
But then again, this is my will I must endure and be strong at all costs including being rejected by my own senses.
"Ca.. Oy.. Why is it a child." I gasped in shock when yulan shook my body so hard that my head almost fell down. "Hmm." I raised my head while staring at the confused two of my best friends. "There's bu tada... " Chika looked up at the tone maam who was walking towards the classroom, at that instant Chika immediately ran towards her seat which was actually behind me.
Remind me again that I must be strong if I want to be friends with the senses.
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I grieved as I stared uneasily at the streets that were starting to be quiet with vehicles, widening my gaze to look for the person I was waiting for, ka bara, ka, his name is bara leksamana Adriana he is my brother who is now studying at one of the famous universities in Jakarta.
And now I'm waiting for his arrival to pick me up, usually you'll come to pick me up at school, but it's been 30 minutes I've been waiting for coal in front of a deserted school gate.
"Where the hell are you... " I hit my foot hard, there's no way I'm gonna have to wait here for a few hours? I am not spoiled and not independent, I do not know the route to use the bus to go home, I am also not too good at using the online ojek application. Because that's why I stand here and I have to go on the bus after I'm gone.
But then I saw a red scooter stop in front of me, I saw more clearly who he was because I knew you were using a cross motor instead of a scooter.
I looked carefully, looking at who someone was in front of me right now, I could not see it clearly because it was blocked by the helmet used by him.
"Let's ride..." Said this man still sitting on his motorbike, I knit confused eyebrows, a little scared, let alone he was not the person I knew.
"Wait for who?" I asked quietly as I looked at the man, with an interrogating glare. "It's me... " He took off the helmet he was wearing, I was shocked to death, because in front of me now is the senses, well KAYLINDRA ZEIDEN PRATAMA.
"Lho's? Indra.. Kok—"
"Ssttt... I know, let me take you home." For the second time the senses covered my mouth with his fingers, my eyes rounded as the senses scrutinized my entire face. "Come on... " Indra pulled my hand slowly so that my body almost touched the side of his motor if not the senses that were holding me back.
I nodded slowly as my senses gave me the helmet, I wore it slowly, though I could still see my senses staring at me very warmly.
Ahhhhhh
I don't know, but I feel butterflies flying in my stomach when I know my senses are watching me, my cheeks are warming up of course, because— well you know I can be called a sensory fan.
"Wait!" I flinched as the senses held back my arms as I was about to ride the bike. "Why?" I asked slowly not daring to look at the two hazel-colored eyes.
Indra did not answer my question, which I saw the senses open the jacket he was wearing, Then the senses hugged my waist I don't know what to do only after I saw the jacket worn by the senses already stuck to my waist. I looked at her senses confusedly, why did she put her jacket on my waist.
"Ke—"
"You wear a short skirt, I don't like being the center of attention for bringing a girl to show off her thighs" the voice of the senses cut off my speech, I looked more and more at the senses of disbelief, because he just paid attention to me.
"Let's go up."
