The Dear Love School

that's you

  

❝My cent, the light that always makes me feel the warmth in my gloomy heart. Every time he smiles it is a happiness for me, when he is sad, I will feel the same thing that is hurt.❞

Kaylindra zeiden pratama

  ***

"Hahaha, crazy is ca, the siti is still ngarep the guy." said eneng with a booming laugh.

   "Don't be shy, siti is embarrassed." Answer siti and then hit the shoulder softly. I just laughed when I heard a funny story about a woman who still expects the man she likes to be with.

   "So kangen bandung." My words made the three of them turn their heads, including the senses sitting beside me.

  "Take it sometime to play in the bandung." Reply coolly with enthusiasm, I nodded confidently at the two of them that I would go to bandung later.

   The four of us were sitting in the paving block together, telling some funny stories about bandung and also very different Jakarta.

   "Indra, what do you think rich tea is?" Said siti, I glanced at the senses that were beside me.

  Indra was silent, from her face it looked like a sedanf thinking about the answer to the question given by siti.

   "Oca is special." replied the senses with a sad face, two words only two words that managed to make half my life float into the air.

  It's crazy, my heart keeps beating so fast it feels like I'm really getting carried away with the sense speech. I'm special, how can the senses say that.

  I am really ashamed

  "Ciee, romantic Pisannn." Shouting in excitement, she showed her anxious face at us all making me smile clumsily.

  "Acie, ciee. Ca." Siti even poked my stomach trying to tease me, I just looked at her annoyed trying to endure the embarrassment.

  "You guys turned out to be here, in search of that ma'am." I looked for the origin of the voice, and found the figure of the man who was standing in front of siti, the handsome man then turned to look at me making me surprised.

   "Good, oca!" Shouted the man excitedly, quickly the man ran towards me about to hug me, but I immediately held back.

  "no! Don't embarrass me, Fian, you don't see a lot of people here." Spray me on alfian, he's the alfian class president at my old school, he's very handsome, his face looks like a soap opera player on tv.

   "Keep it in that quiet place?" the alfian Goda had even gotten a punch on his shoulder from me.

  "Don't you, you think I'm a girl what?" My protest even made alfian chuckle. 

   "Udah dong fian, pity girlfriend oca she's jealous tuh." Tinkering pointed at the senses with his chin, I glanced at the senses. The man stared at the empty alfian as if he did not have the expression he had to show fian.

   "What's? Neng Oca has a girlfriend?" Asked fian with his surprised face, the handsome man immediately positioned his body sitting before me.

  I wanted to deny the sweet talk, but on the one hand the cuddly had said it anyway I didn't want to see the fian keep hoping for me. Yes, fian is one of the men who liked me while still in bandung, even fian once blatantly said he liked me in front of his father and mother.

  "Yes, she is my lover." My answer is finally lying, at least I need some sense help for this matter.

  I looked at his senses, the man did not show any reaction. He only looked at fian with a sharp gaze, as well as an empty facial expression.

  "Huahhhh fian is heartbroken that way." Shouted fian with a made-up crying voice.

  "Don't make oca shy of fian." I said while patting fian slowly, fian type lebay nan alay man who sometimes makes everyone laugh with his silly behavior.

  "Know this is the senses." I introduced indra to fian. Indra immediately extended his hand intending to shake hands with fian.

  "Alfian nugroho kuncoro." Said fian in a soft tone, his face was not as bright as earlier, it seemed that fian was indeed heartbroken.

   "Kaylindra zeiden pratama." Answer the senses, then let go of his hand department on the fian.

  "Pantes neng oca want, very handsome senses." Praise fian with her face, I chuckle softly at the praise of fian. Though fian is also handsome, his eyebrows are thick nose pointed and his style is always stylist, but the negativity of fian sometimes behaves like mothers, sometimes fian is also the culprit of gossip in class, not in harmony with his good looks.

  "Yes, ca. Neng same siti want to bu aan first. Come back here again." Speak a sweet that has been built along with the city that follows it.

  "Fian, come on." Bring eneng.

  "Alim, fian palai didieu bae." Fian answered, taking quickly pulled fian's hand so hard that it made fian wake up from his seat.

  "She's tea wants to be a mosquito repellent! Think of fian, dizzy pisan sirah eneng." Say a sweet with a distinctive tone of his Sunda, then bring the resigned fian in the pull like a prisoner by the enem.

  Fian waved his hand at me still with his face paled, I waved my hand also replying fian. Then again chuckle at the cute and fian behavior that is so funny.

   "They're both there." I murmured, then turned my gaze to the senses who had not said anything since then.

  "It turns out you're special oca, everyone likes you." Speak senses that make me confused, what do you mean?

   "You just need to blend your senses to be liked by everyone" I replied after digesting the sentence.

   Indra shook her head, her tears looked sad and exuded an overwhelming sadness.

  "No one accepted me as I tried to blend in with everyone." replied the senses, his eyes still staring in any direction, the daytime wind flying his black hair.

  "What about me?" I asked, tilting my head to see more clearly the face of the senses.

   He smiled faintly, then turned his face to me until we looked at each other at a short distance away.

  "You are different, when everyone hates me only you force me to be friends with me." he replied, chuckling, I smiled with my senses.

  Yeah, I'm weird, like what the senses say, but I don't think the senses are as bad as what people say. He's different in his way.

  "Ah, I'm ashamed. Never mind, let me wanna go around again." I said again to divert the conversation, not wanting to continue random talks like this.

  "Where else are you going? We've been going around the whole old town." Answer the senses, who stand up.

   "Come! The oca!" I sharpened my ears not when a heavy voice called my name, including the senses that helped find the origin of the sound.

   "Oca heck!" Shouts that voice again, I circulated my gaze and found a man with the same shirt that was worn by the siti and the cute but more fashionable with the addition of a denim jacket as well as levis pants that he used.

   The man was none other than Kamal, the man I had been avoiding all this time, which made me feel nightmares for several months.

  I neutralized my breath, trying to act ordinary not when the man was in front of me.

   "Hey, oca. How are you?" Ask with a relaxed face.

"I'm—ok." I answered, while creeping the dress I used, I was afraid.

   I was also unconscious, my hand was already grasping the arm of the senses very tightly. Perhaps the senses felt the pain of my grip on her being extremely harsh.

   "He who?" Kamal asked, of course, his face relaxed as if he felt that nothing had ever happened between me and him.

   "She—my lover." I answered lying, I glanced at the senses with a glare, hoping the senses understood what I was saying.

   "What! Do you have a lover?" Kamal screams like surprise, evident from his rounded eyes and slightly open mouth.

   "Yes, she's my boyfriend. I have to leave immediately, nice to meet you kamal." I then pulled the hand of the senses away from the kamal, hoping that the man would not follow my steps.

  After feeling completely safe from kamal, I immediately released my grip on my senses, still trying to hold back the fear and tears that could have fallen.

   "I'm sorry, I lied." I said in a soft tone, I honestly am not strong. I feel something but again I hold it, I don't want to ruin this time.

   "You why? You scared?" Indra asked in a row, I shook my head quickly, not wanting my senses to know.

   We're supposed to be in jail, that psychopath. If it wasn't for being a minor and if it wasn't for my father choosing peace, we might have rotted in prison for his own work.

   "Oca!! Oca!!" I found that the cocks and siti ran towards me, they were like they were chasing demons.

   "Hurry home." Tell eneng with a hunting breath, it seems cool to run very fast.

   "Well? Why?" Me, confused.

  "the fian, he told everyone you were here. Can be berabe later." Clearly cuddling while holding his chest.

   "Udah sono came home ca." Adding more sites made me even more confused.

  "But I still want to play with you guys." Reject me, actually I don't care if everyone knows I'm here.

   "Ca, is this for your safety, you forgot? Anyway, we've been shouting. Is it neng?" Said siti then glanced at the wistful, the cuddly gibberish agreed with the speech of siti.

   I was full, they even still understood my condition when it was like this. "Then I go home, thank you, siti." I hugged the two of them very tightly.

  I let go of my hug and looked at them with a sad look, it felt like we only met for a moment why should we part again?

  "This, there are souvenirs from bandung, for father to the same mother dona, there are special souvenirs also for brother bara." Eneng gave me 3 large paper bags, I wanted to reject them but lightly glared at me insisting that I accept them.

   "Thank you, siti. I'm gonna miss you both." I said, walking along with the senses, even though my heart is heavy but this has become the way, the most important thing is that I will always remember the two of them, my best friends.

  I along with my senses walked with a silent voice between the two of us, the event these streets were destroyed just because of the fian and all my problems.

  All of this was because of my mistake, if I didn't have this face, the face that everyone considered to be the most perfect. I'm not ungrateful, it's just that it's so complicated to understand.

   We should have been in jail at the time if it wasn't for his young age and because of the father who kindly closed the case. Even though I was the victim, I had to feel traumatized because of what we did, the man was bullying me.

  The son of a bitch who loves me so much that I'm obsessed with myself.

   "Ca, don't daydream." I was shocked as soon as I felt my senses pat on my shoulder, I immediately looked at him with a tired face.

  "Wanna go home?" Ask Indra.

  "Where is the next destination?" I asked back.

  "There, I'd like to take you to monas. But, if you're tired we can go home soon." senses explained, I thought for a moment.

   "Continue on." I answered steadily, indra just nodded then gave his helmet to me, senses took out his motorbike with me who was now riding his motorbike, towards the next destination. Monaz.

   ***

   "You want to buy a kite?" Indra asked as soon as he found a kite trader around the monas field.

  I nodded, assuring the sensory offer it seemed like it would be very cool to play kites in the afternoon towards this afternoon, the wind was also quite strong.

  Indra walked towards the kite trader who was walking around, I did not pay too much attention to what the senses were talking about because I kept looking at the monument monas very high.

   "Here, can you play it?" Ask indra while handing a kite to me.

  I smiled thinly, a very cute little kite and of course I could play it. This is my game in bandung first.

  

   "Of course I can, you're going to fight my already very good self." I then chuckled, taking the kite that was in the hand of the senses.

  He also bought two kites maybe one for himself. "Okay, let's see." Speak with the senses in a challenging tone.

   "You hold this, I'll run to fly it." I gave my kite to the senses.

  I pulled a small thread roll along with my right hand which held a thread strand connected to the kite.

  I ran so fast that the kite could fly. "come on, let go." I cried out to my senses, the senses obeyed and quickly let go of my kite.

  I kept running while controlling my kite, until my kite flew at a medium height above the sky. I screamed with excitement.

   "How's it?" I asked my senses who were running towards me.

   "not bad." He replied, I smiled proudly for flying my kite.

  After I helped her sense fly her kite, the kite would not be able to fly if no one helped her.

  The skyline we both flew so high, in addition to my kite and senses there were several kites belonging to other visitors who accompanied.

  "Indra wants to sit." I felt bad because I kept standing.

  Indra who was beside me immediately glanced at me, although his hand was still busy controlling the kite with thread.

   "Sit here would you?" Finally, the senses told me to sit on the paving block, just like in the old town.

   "okay." I answered and sat there, and the senses sat beside me.

   "If you're tired, get it." My senses tell me to give me the thread in my hand.

  I gave that thread to his senses, saw what he was doing. Indra stood up and left with my thread, not far from here the senses stopped on a patch of land. The land had not been covered by paving blocks, and the senses were plugging the wood that became the foundation of the thread, along with his own as well.

   Then the senses returned to me and sat down beside me.

   "We'll see enough of them here." Her speech.

  "You know? What things have I not been able to accomplish until now?"

  "I don't know, what is it?" Askaqua.

   "Make my loved ones happy, before I actually leave." The answer is, I am confused not to understand what is said by the senses.

   "Where are you going?"

   "Go, to a place far away forever." He replied, I was astonished to find this conversation heading towards the matter of death.

   "Your max, death?" Ask again.

  "Yes, everyone will definitely feel the name of death. But before that happens I want to make someone happy who I really love." Evidently.

   "And you know who that guy is?" He asked but now his senses turned his face to look at me, so we both looked at each other.

   "From me, the light that always makes me feel the warmth in my gloomy heart. Every time he smiled it was a joy for me, when he was sad, I would feel the same way that I was hurt. And I've asked God to give me time, to make me happy, and to laugh for the rest of my life."

   "And it's you oca, you're my mentor, will always be a ray in the darkness of my life."

  ***

Hollaa, update guys, banned baper, don't forget yahh vomment