The Dear Love School

officals

❝Then what is this called opium? With just a look I feel warmth, and with the grip of my hand I feel very privileged.❞

Roosevelt anindia adriana

  ***

    I stared at the school yard which was so quiet, silent and cold. Heavy rain is pouring down on Jakarta today, and now I am in a lobby, more precisely the school lobby. Waiting for things that do not know for sure when will come.

  After the bell rang this afternoon, I decided to go to the library to pick up some books for me to borrow, I needed them for study material later that night.

  But because it was too fun to read in the library, I forgot the time and after leaving the library I was left behind by the bus. Be now I wait for the invitation to the big brother in the lobby, brother Bara said he was in a BEM meeting and soon finished, but it's been more than half an hour I wait for him, he said, but there was no sign of the arrival of the bara.

  I was agitated by myself, there was nobody in this lobby room but me and a receptionist or something that was clear if there were parents of students coming, the female receptionist would take care of it. The woman is busy with her phone does not care about me at all, rather consider myself not exist.

  Yulan said that the girl was an apprentice girl, her age was not much different from me or yulan. Yulan also said that the mother who is usually a receptionist is on maternity leave.

  I tried not to care, but over time I also felt very bored. I quickly picked up my phone and called my brother Bara, but his number was off. Or maybe he's waiting at the school bus stop? And thinking I was there, I quickly picked up my belongings including the tote bag I was carrying.

  When I got out of the school lobby, the atmosphere was very quiet not as crowded as usual. And now I see only raindrops whose volume is getting bigger every minute. I opened the bag that was previously attached to my back, opened the zipper bag at the bottom to take the raincoat belonging to this bag, at least the book inside will not be exposed to rain water.

  After I finished putting my raincoat in my bag, I put it back on. Looking around, preparing to fight the torrent of rain, there is nothing wrong with the rain I like it and I am not afraid of getting sick if it rains.

  I stepped my feet, started down the small stairs to the bottom of the asphalt, a drop of rain soaked my head until it felt cold there. Then I stepped back my legs a second time, this time quite strange, no rain dripped on my body. I looked up my head to find the reason why I was not exposed to rain water and right what I thought, I found the figure of a man with an ash-colored hodie, also with an umbrella he was holding, he said, which is now being used as a protector to block rainwater.

    I smiled widely, looking at him with mixed feelings as usual, between pleasantly surprised and impressed. A man who can always make me laugh happily even though sometimes it can make me cry.

   "Don't be reckless, if you get rain and get sick, how?" Ask with a serious face.

  I just chuckled, feeling really happy with what he just said. About my health and his obvious worries.

   "I'll be fine." Answer me

  He sighed, while looking at me deeply, a gaze that made me feel at peace. "Come, we'll just get back on the bus." He said as he pulled my hands gently, I could only follow his every step from the side while staring at the very quiet school streets.

    The hand of the senses was actually holding my hand tightly, I just pretended not to know about it and chose to be quiet, that's okay, I also felt very comfortable with all of this.

  Walking together under the torrent of rain, enjoying every splash of water that falls in a large volume, produces a random rhythm that sounds loud in the eardrum, the eardrum, sometimes the breeze adds to the peaceful quiet atmosphere that surrounds us both. It felt like I was dreaming, along with my senses walking towards the bus stop. Of course you may think this is just a delusion, because it looks like a drama, but the truth is that I am with my senses.

   We both got to the bus stop not too far from the school, just a few steps from the school gate. Indra closed the umbrella that she had previously used to protect us both from the torrent of rain.

  I was shivering when the wind suddenly blew quite fiercely, bone-piercing, blowing away every single strand of my unraveling hair.

  "Cold?" Ask me, I just answered with a nod.

  Suddenly the senses took both of my hands, he held them very tightly, brought them so close to his mouth, I had no idea what he was going to do. However, after a warm blow was given by the senses on both hands that he still held tightly.

   I was in a place, not expecting my senses to do this. I had a look in the eye with him, with his gaze always sad filled with tenderness sometimes also a sadness that is so deep.

  "It's still cold?" Ask again, in the same position.

  I nodded again because it was the reality as it was, although it was not too cold as before but the coldness was still felt. He gave me a gentle, meaningful smile with one eye that felt so overwhelming to me.

  The two sense hands brought my hands back, this time he brought his body closer to me, closer, further eroding the distance between the two of us, then each of his hands grasped one of my hands, the more, then he took it in the hoddie pocket he used.

  "It will be warmer." He said with eyes that remained focused on me, sometimes every look at me emanated some things that even I did not understand, sometimes, look at the injured eyes that keep trying to look strong with a gentle smile that is so amazing.

  If that's all I can understand, even if I sometimes feel stupid with my own assumptions, because the attitude of the senses is always changing every time.

   Is this what is called opium? With just a look I felt warmth, and with the grip of my hand I felt very privileged.

  ***

    Today I dress up pretty, more precisely a little exaggerated than before, I even pinned a flower-shaped blue and white hairpin on my hair that I let break.

  The clasp was very special, the senses bought it to me when I accidentally met him at a cafe, an accidental meeting, that day I was just intending to buy some food, but find the sense figure that is eating there. Finally we both decided to take a short walk with the light of the moon, going to the night market that was not far from the cafe.

  Actually I was with brother Bara at that time, but because seeing the two of us meet and brother coals there will be business finally he decided to leave me to the senses, brother coals are very sensitive. Be that night we both played in the night market, and with the senses who bought me this hairpin.

  After I finished wearing lip moisturizer, I came out of my room and found my feet already very handsome with a white shirt and black material pants are so dominating, so, and his hair that he arranged in such a way that it looks very neat.

  I'm sure this won't go well.

  "So very handsome." I answered while pulling my bedroom door knob.

  I walked closer to the big brother, to take a closer look, my brother is indeed handsome.

  "Of course, brother." Arrogant.

  I turned the lazy eyeball, more precisely sorry for having praised brother coals.

  "I'm taking my words back." I said as I passed away leaving my brother coals.

  I heard a little snort from the coals.

"Yes, sister brother is also very pretty today. Error, more precisely always beautiful at all times." Her praise is now hugging my body from behind.

I smile happily, feel very lucky to have a big brother like brother, he is always attentive and always worried about my situation even though sometimes annoying.

  "Thank you, let's be late." I said while releasing his embrace at me.

  He nodded then took my hand towards the garage. Today is a special day, because today is the division of the student rapot, after almost 1 week I struggled with the paper and finally the day I will arrive.

    The school asked when taking a rapot so that there was a guardian of students who accompanied, because today my father and mother are very busy being a big brother who accompanied me to take a rapot at school. Actually I was quite disappointed because again they both could not come to take my rapot, but I am grateful because there is still an old brother who always accompany me.

 

   ***

    I opened the car door, then exited while confirming the uniform I was wearing. Today I decided to bring a car, intentionally he said.

  "Come brother." Take me while holding his hand, just walking a few meters from the parking lot, I've heard all kinds of whispers from people who see the coals and always, just always, kak bara will always be someone who is liked by many people because of his good looks.

  "It feels like an idol brother of the deck." He said while chuckling softly, I pursed my lips because it was upset to be the gossip of many people.

  I vaguely heard the reaction of the people once they saw me and brother coals, some say that brother coals are my lover, some say that brother bara is my brother, my sister, there were also those who shouted indistinctly while looking at the foot of coals with amazed looks.

  "Don't be horrified, your class where's the deck?" Ask who knows I feel very uncomfortable with what people say about me and brother coals.

   "Here." I took off my link with my brother coals, walked ahead of him to show where my class was.

  Actually I let go on purpose, because I always hated being the center of attention, especially for bad things like now, being the gossip of all students in school.

I entered my crowded classroom, followed by the coals from behind of course. "Well deck, your school is very good well, the pantes spp monthnya exceeds the snack sister a month." He said with a crisp laugh, when entering the classroom, everyone there looked at the big brother with a look of admiration.

Even all the activities that took place in my class came to a halt instantly, from the student guardian to the student looking at my sister with a strange look.

   "AAAAAHHHH, Brother Bara, assalamualaikum."

  Chika who was previously sitting with a mother there immediately ran to shake hands with her brother. "Waalaikumsalam, uh chika." Answer brother bara.

  "Who's here?" Ask brother.

  Chika who was asked such a thing was of course already smiling indistinctly, but in my eyes it looked disgusting, ew, is that what it feels like to fall in love? Am I like that when I'm with my senses?

   "Sister, look at it." I said while nudging the coals with my elbow.

  Brother Bara realized, then gave a sweet smile to everyone there. "Come brother, here's the seat." Invite chika with great enthusiasm, I who saw it can only follow the brother of coals from behind while grumbling annoyed.

   "Good morning yulan." Sapaku looked at Yulan sitting on the chair by my desk.

  "For oca." she replied with a crisp face, beside yulan I saw a very beautiful woman, her face white and her eyes round, which was definitely not native Indonesian.

   "Hi brother juyi." Sapaku on kak juyi, I have met with kak juyi several times even though sometimes still pangling with the beauty of kak juyi.

  "Oca hallo."

  "Hi yulan." Sapa sak bara with a sweet smile typical kak bara.

"Hi also brother bara, very handsome today." praise yulan so honestly, brother ember just chuckles is used to being praised handsome.

  I sat myself down with brother Bara in the seat next to the yulan and brother juyi. "Sir.

 

   "Why brother?" I asked as soon as I heard my brother calling me.

   "Whose side of yulan is she?" He asked half a whisper.

  "Sister juyi's name, brother yulan." My answer is ordinary.

  "He's married, brother." My speech.

  Brother Bara immediately glared, looking at me in disbelief. "Serious deck?!" Ask them loud enough.

  "Yes." Yeah."

  "Damn so bad, just wanted to be on the floor."

  I laughed softly at the murmur of kak bara knowing that kak juyi was married, brother bara.

  "Eh deck, are you of the same class as senses? Where's she?" Ask brother Bara while circulating the view throughout the class to find the existence of the senses.

  "Not come yet brother." My answer is also not to feel the presence of Kaylindra in this class.

After my homeroom teacher came followed by the sensory figure behind him, the man did not dare to look around and the senses came unaccompanied by anyone, or rather deliberately did not come to take the rapot belonging to the senses.

  ***

    "Congratulations, I didn't think you'd rank 3." He said after the two of us left the classroom.

  My homeroom teacher said I was ranked 3rd, devan ranked 2nd and guess who got the first rank? Of course the senses, the teachers already knew very well that the man was clever, and there was no doubt his intelligence.

  

   "Later to buy yah?" I said with a sweet smile.

  "Yeah." Yeah."

  I laughed gladly because I heard that my brother would treat me, I would ask him to eat at the famous cafe and order a lot of food.

  About the senses, yes like what I said earlier, the guardian of the senses disciple does not come. Many people who say during school at this high school, no one ever knows what the face of both parents senses, because if there is something to do with the guardians of the students, the, both senses parents will not come and senses are already hated from the first day of school, mainly due to the provocation of the glen and his minions.

  "Why don't Indra's parents come." Ask brother bara to me.

  I just aim at the shoulder no matter, actually do not want to answer the question of brother Bara. We both walked together towards the parking lot, of course still with a sharp gaze, scorned to awe at the brother and I, the risk of having a brother as handsome as a coal foot so I have to understand and get used to it.

   "Get."

My steps stopped as soon as I heard a distinctive voice that I was so familiar with calling my name, I turned to make sure that the voice I heard was that of someone very special to me.

  And sure enough, as soon as I turned my head I found a sensory figure that was standing not far from where I was and the coals. Indra came to me and brother bara, then saluted brother bara by kissing his hand.

  "Eh senses, congratulations well could be the first rank." Said brother bara congratulating.

  "Yes, thank you." Answer the senses with a sweet smile.

  "Sister, I want to ask permission to take oca away with me, I promise to return oca as soon as possible." Indra's permission on kak bara.

  I was surprised because I did not expect the senses to ask permission from brother Bara to take me.

  "Yes of course, keep oca good." Reply to brother Bara give permission, then pat the shoulder of the senses slowly.

  After that brother bara waved at me, passed away went into the car leaving me and the senses both.

   "Ca, come on." Take your senses while pulling my hand away from the parking lot towards the school building.

  "The hydra? Where are we going?" I asked as soon as I saw the senses climb up the stairs to the third floor.

  And true as I thought, indra invited me to go to the rooftop there the atmosphere was very different, unlike before, I saw several flower pots lined up near the guardrail, there are also vines that are deliberately wrapped on the boundary grill.

  "Wow, did you decorate this rooftop?" My toot.

  "Yes, do you like it?" He said, asking me back.

  "Of course." My answer is a lie, not just a lie. This place is so beautiful and not as crowded as usual, more neat and clean.

  "Cabin." Indra again pulled my hand, now she invited me to stand behind the guardrail which was already full of flowers.

  "Do you know why I brought you here?" Ask.

  I replied with a sleigh because I did not know the reason senses invite me rooftop. Indra with her sweet smile reached into my hands, grasping them very tightly, not as usual.

   "You feel this."

  My hand was carried by the senses towards his left chest, I was shocked when I felt a very tight beat with an erratic rhythm.

   "You can feel it? How fast my heart beats, and you know, this only happens when I'm with you."

  I looked at the senses more and more in disbelief. "Actually I wanted to ask you this, did you feel the same way when you were with me?" Ask.

   I was biting my own lower lip nervously, not knowing what to say, my tongue was so twisted it was hard to say a word.

   "There's actually a lot I haven't told you, but today I'm going to say what you never knew before."

  I just stared at this man in front of me very closely, occasionally looking in awe of his very handsome senses with his hair flying in the wind.

   "The first moment I saw you I felt something very different, your smile and the warm look on everyone made me feel very happy to look at you at all times, whether when you're reading a book, when you're writing even when you're laughing and talking you'll always be dazzling." Evidently.

   "And from the day you came to me, asked me to be friends I felt like you were a really good girl, when everyone hated me only you stood by and stood up for me."

  "And since last week, I realized something, that I love you oca. Will you be my lover?"

  I was getting quieter, unable to speak anymore my feelings were very pleased with the declaration of love that the senses were expressing, but I was confused by all this, wasn't this not too fast? Although it has been almost 1 month I know the senses, but it feels ah... I doubt.

  "Get."

  I came to my senses from my daydreams, and now ventured to look him in the face. "Indra, you know I'm scared enough to start a relationship, I'm just scared and can I? To make you happy, to protect you or to make you laugh, and I only worry that when I can't do that you'll turn away from me." Clearly I was very honest, with the courage that I had gathered so far I finally dared to reveal this.

   The sensory response was then just a small laugh with a row of teeth that he deliberately showed. "I should have said that, because I know I'm not worthy enough to protect you, make you happy and make you laugh with me. But one thing I can assure you, I can give you a lot of love and affection that you'll never feel before."

  I was filled with sensory speech, love, all this time I have not felt it, even though I have been in a relationship several times, but it always feels bland and never happy because the average man who became my lover only looks at me from the beauty I have, not from love or heart.

    "Indra, let's try to build a relationship, and make each other happy." I answered with great certainty.

  Indra smiled very widely, then hugged me very tightly. "Let me feel your heartbeat beating so fast." He said in between the friendly embrace of me and himself.

   Today, with a very happy atmosphere along with the afternoon breeze and twilight that witnessed finally me and my senses together in a bond of relationship, promise each other will protect and make each other happy.

  With my heart beating so fast, I finally found something that I had long wanted to find, a comfort and love that was so deep.

  ***

**Hallo finally updated again:(in this draft what is chapter😭? Finally the same senses oca offcial nih, kiww want to ask pj not the same oca and the senses of this drama-filled couple AWOKAWOKAWOK😂😏

Conflict has not begun guys, just watch how the story of the two of them will be as sad as romeo and Juliet or as beautiful as Disney stories?

Btw, you guys are confused by the same visual senses as oca ye right? Ara never netapin visual fixed to the cast of the senses or oca, it's up to you guys want to shadow the same senses or use whose face, want it yunanda mango, sm zara jk48. Or Iqbal with vanessa pricilia, it's up to you.

But here I fit again write this story as well as mengebayangin na jaemin face as indra😂😏 and jeon heejin as oca.

Want to see their faces if it's my version? Nought

 

   To jaemin**

 

,

 

Jeon heejin