The Dear Love School

my crush

❝There's a lot of things I've been hiding, and it's certainly very painful, you just have to wait, someday you'll know, when you don't love me anymore or when my time gets more uncertain, and I make sure after that I'll leave, never even come back.❞

Kaylindra zeiden pratama

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Tonight the city of Jakarta was flooded with heavy rain, lightning continued to rumble from earlier. I who was summarizing the note could only stare at the dark sky from the window of my room. Sepi, my house feels uninhabited, brother coals are busy with his college assignments and I with my duties.

Like what my mother said, this morning I came home from the hospital after feeling my condition was fine and from this afternoon Kaylindra did not come to visit me. Yes, I did wish that man could come and see me, but as he said, he would come if he had, so it seemed like his senses were in trouble so he could not visit me. Positive thingkinglah, oca.

This afternoon, my father and my mother left for Yogyakarta, she said, my grandmother went back to the hospital, I do not know how bad my grandmother was, because I was not too close to her, maybe because of the distance.

I resumed the event of summarizing the lesson notes, I asked yulan to take a photo of her notebook and sent it to me, so that I could more easily summarize, ketibang had to use a package book.

DUARR

I was surprised, hearing the thunder that rang so loud that my bedroom window was open, and my bedroom window curtain flew to and fro in the wind.

I lazily closed my bedroom window, before that my eyes saw something down there. I explained what I saw, there was someone in the same uniform as my school uniform standing in the rain. I rubbed my eyes hoping it was just an illusion, but now that person was looking at me pushy, his face pale and filled with wounds.

I round my mouth in disbelief, rushed downstairs to pick up an umbrella and went out to meet the man.

"The indra!" I screamed after opening the fence.

The man I called his name just looked at me softly, his face was really bad and was filled with wounds. I brought myself closer to my senses, watching him so as not to be exposed to rainwater, even though his body was already wet.

"Let's go in." My speech.

He just shook his head uninspired. "Come on!" Finally, I forcefully pulled my hand into the house.

He could get sick if he kept standing here, after I got to the front of the house I closed the umbrella I used. "Wait here, don't go anywhere, I'll get a towel." I said, then ran towards my room.

"None coal!! Brother bara!!" Shouted me while knocking on the door of his room, for a long time I decided to enter without waiting for brother bara to open the door.

What I saw was that my brother was standing at the door to open the door for me, but was restrained because I had entered first. Without caring about kak bara, I immediately ran towards the closet kak bara, took a piece of clothes and also her pants.

"Hey, hey what's up?" Ask me confused.

"Indra is under the feet, his face is battered, and he's rained." I answered, then ran back to leave kak coal.

I saw his senses still standing on the floor of the house, he looked at me softly. I went to him, gave the towel I had previously taken in the room to the senses.

My eyes could not escape him, his face, his eyes and his every move. I'm concerned, what happened to her senses so that she could be like this? How many people want to make him hurt? Is what he said about the many enemies who hate him true?

"Get." Calling lirih.

I tried to hide my sadness and worry by looking at her slowly. "Yes?"

"You okay?" Ask.

How can he still say if I'm okay, when he's not okay?

"Let's go in, father and mother are not at home." Obviously, while pulling the hand of the senses to enter the house.

"Oh yes, this is my clothes, wear it. The bathroom is over there." I went to the bathroom door next to the kitchen.

Indra received the clothes, then left me to go to the bathroom I had pointed at.

After the senses left, I rubbed my own face, how could it be? Someone like the senses? Someone I know well and amiable, should always be hurt?

And he's still acting normal? As if this was not a difficult thing for him? I growled resentfully, if I knew whose senses were hurt because of whom, I would never forgive him.

Shifting my mind, I then took some medicine from inside the p3k box that was at home. Antiseptics, plaster, betadine and also cotton I have brought and placed on the living room table.

"Where's the mood?"

I saw her coming down from the 2nd floor while circulating her gaze looking for the figure she asked.

"He's changing clothes." Answer lethargic.

"It's so bad, huh?" Ask brother bara.

I answered him with only a nod, not intending to explain what I saw. Before long the senses came from the direction of the bathroom, and had already used the clothes I gave.

"God. What happened to the senses?" I asked, surprised as I saw the face of the senses.

"It's okay, brother, it's not a big thing." Answer the senses with a forced smile, even though the corners of his lips are severely injured.

Indra came to us both, and sat down next to me. "What is the rich big thing? Look at your rich face." Firmly with a slightly high tone.

Indra again only returned with a thin smile, maybe if his lips were not seriously injured could be the senses will smile widely.

"You fighting? Until that rich face?" Ask me again.

Indra shakes. "Not my sister, I helped the mothers who were almost snapped. But, I'm the one who was targeted by those thugs." Answer indra.

I looked at him limply, there was no way I couldn't believe that these injuries were caused by thugs, senses were definitely lying.

"Oh. Next time be careful, finally your face is the victim right?" Said brother bara.

"Yes, now oca puttin wound senses well, fear of infection. Brother, go to the room first."

Brother Bara got up from his seat, then left us both in the guest room. After my brother left, I looked at the face of the man who was now sitting beside me, honestly I could not bear to see the face of the senses that were really bad and covered in wounds.

I took a cotton swab from inside the plastic, slightly wet it with an antiseptic, then rubbed it on the sensory wound, she grimaced in pain, even screaming as I accidentally pressed the wound on her lips.

"Sick ca." He nodded with a loud voice.

I rubbed the cotton back on my face, and I could not feel a single tear falling from my eye.

"Why crying?" He asked who noticed the tears kept dripping from my eyes.

I did not reply, choosing to wipe my own tears while continuing to treat the wounds of the senses. To be honest I can't stand it, I can't keep seeing my senses hurt for no apparent reason, and until now I haven't known why my senses are always hurting.

Although he said, it's because of the thugs but I know, it's not like what he said. Indra's lying.

After I finished cleaning the sensory wound, I poured betadine on the new cotton, then closed it on the sense wound giving plaster until the cotton was completely attached to the sense wound.

"Don't be sad." He said while wiping my tears that spilled back.

"This is why I don't want you near me, I'm gonna hurt you oca, a lot of people hate me. You're not safe with me."

"Then how? I love you!" I cried out in frustration, saddened to see the state of the senses and upset by what he said.

"Me too, but as I have outlined and you cannot be together, like the moon and the sun, always shining on the earth but never being able to meet at the same time, we'll just split up, okay?"

I shook my head strongly, my tears were getting spilled and I immediately embraced my senses very tightly.

Yeah, I don't want to lose him, my senses, my stars, he's everything to me and I'll never let go of him no matter what.

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This morning I was at school, I felt fine so decided to go to school today. Last morning brother Bara who drove me to school, he said he was very worried about my condition, especially my path is still not perfect, still stoned because of the pain in the thigh that has not disappeared.

But maybe I came too early, because when I got into class, there were no other students. I just let out a long sigh, then walked slowly towards my desk with great difficulty as my legs still hurt.

"Why go to school if you're not okay."

I turned to the origin of the voice, found a very handsome sense figure this morning with the school alma mater he was wearing, he was right standing behind me while carrying a paper bag.

"I can't help but meet you for a day." I said seduce.

Indra chuckled at what I said, did not respond or comment, he put the paper bag on the table, then helped me to come to my desk, helped me to sit in my chair.

Indra walked back to pick up his paper bag earlier, and after finishing taking the item, senses sat down next to my chair.

"I brought you some fried rice, would you like to eat it?" Bargain senses while removing a box of supplies from the paper bag he brought.

"Byeah, I happen to be hungry." I replied with excitement, this is the first time a sense has brought me food.

"You haven't had breakfast?" Ask.

"That's it, haven't eaten rice." I answered while laughing.

Indra shook his head slowly, then opened the lid of the box. His throat in front of me, along with the spoon he placed on top of the soy sauce fried rice complete with side dishes. I stared at the fried rice, expecting something else.

"Want me a bribe?" Ask.

My eyes sparkled, feeling very lucky because my senses were sensitive to my will, proof that he knew that I wanted to eat while being fed by him. Nodding my head so enthusiastically became the answer I gave to the senses.

He began to take the fried rice with a spoon, feeding it into my mouth, continuously until a few spoons until my mouth was full of fried rice.

"Mm, this is so good, did you make it?" I asked after I finished chewing the fried rice in my mouth.

"No, my mama made it." Answer indra.

"woah, seriously? I want to meet your mom." I said.

"Yes, I'll take you to visit your house and meet your mom." The answer agreed to my request.

"really? All right, I'll wait for you to make it happen." Pleased speech.

I think it's very unlikely to meet the family of senses, because I think both sense parents are very mysterious, chika and Yulan who from the beginning of school here have never met the two senses parents, let alone me?

Indra smiled knotfully, again feeding a spoonful of fried rice into my mouth. "Have you had breakfast?" I asked, because from that moment the senses continue to feed me, even himself has not eaten a spoonful.

"No, I've had breakfast at home, I purposely brought this for you." The answer.

I blushed in embarrassment, very pleased with the reply of the satisfied senses, saying that he prepared this for me already made my cheeks feel hot, as well as my heart pounding incoherently.

Ah basic senses, a man with a million mysteries also has a lot of love, although creepy but in fact the senses are so pleasant, especially with his attitude that always makes me feel privileged.

But my pleasure just vanished, when my hearing felt the sound of footsteps, it seemed like there would be students coming into the classroom. I stared at my sharp senses, sighing deeply and actually did not want this moment to end like that.

"Indra, it looks like there will be students coming into the classroom, let's get them cleaned up before they see us both." I said to the senses in a serious tone.

The answer I got from his senses was not his uneasiness nor his fear of everyone knowing about my relationship with him, but a very sincere subtle smile imprinted on the handsome face of a Kaylindra.

He put the spoon, as well as the box of supplies he held on the table, looked at me limply not to remove the sweet smile he was emitting, unexpectedly the senses brought his face closer to me, eroding the distance between the two of us, until there are a few more stops left.

"I'm not afraid if they all know about our relationship, let's say I'm selfish, but the truth is I love you so much that I'm not willing if one of those guys likes you, expresses love to you, declares love to you, or keep feelings for you." He said very quietly, like whispering very close to my face, the smell of mint gushed as his senses spoke, while his hand now rubbed the side of my lips, wiping the messy food scraps there.

"You should know, I'd be possessive about it." He added again, making me successfully scream joy in the heart.

It is not usual for the senses to say clearly that he is jealous of something, and this is the first time the senses say that he is really afraid of losing me.

Along with that, the senses began to distance his face still maintaining his smile which was now widened when he saw me raising the corner of my lips because of his words, I did not like possessive men, I did not like possessive men, but I like it so much if the senses do that.

After all the students came to the classroom, me and my senses stayed where I was, sitting together with senses busy feeding me, sometimes we were both joking, he said, laughing to make some students including the gossip culprit stared at us with astonishment. Of course, because this is the first time for a pratama kaylindra zeiden to smile and laugh in front of others, and I am proud because I am the reason the senses are happy.

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When the time came home from school, I was cleaning my belongings from the table, today everything went well, oca and yulan no one away from me, maybe they understand my feelings and the senses that love each other. Merely, my classmates felt very strange with me, they all blatantly told me to stay away from the senses, I never responded to what they said, she said, because I think it'll just be a waste of my time.

Including devan as well as audrey, they really aggressively asked me to stay away from the senses, again and again I could only ignore them, not intending to answer anything.

"Ca, come on." Take chika after her things, finished tidying up.

I, chika and yulan intend to go together to the parking lot, all day they both always take care of me, not allowing me to go alone like that time, even to go to the bathroom, he said, they followed me.

I nodded, while attaching the bag to my back. Intending to get out of the classroom along with chika and yulan, but my intentions were taken off as soon as my hand was slowly pulled making me turn to see who did it.

"What's wrong?" I asked, on the figure that has always been my thinking.

I looked, chika and yulan came to a stop to see the two of us talking. "You want to go home together?" Ask.

I smiled gently, then nodded in agreement to her desire to drive me home, after all brother coals would not mind.

"Then, me and Yulan first well, be careful." Chika.

"Yes, I'll see you." I answered while waving at two of my friends who started to move away from the classroom.

"They're very nice to you." The words that make me laugh a little.

"Yes they're good, sometimes they suck." My answer.

I along with my senses walked along to leave the classroom, passing through the hallways of the classroom that began to quiet because all the students were crowding out through the gate.

"Today I didn't see the cia and the gang, nor the glen, do you know where they were?" I asked to open the conversation.

"No, why look for them?"

"Just curious about them, why they hate you so much." I answered, staring at the floor I'm on right now.

There was a sigh that sounded as soon as I finished my words. "There's a lot of things that I'm hiding, and it's certainly very painful, you just have to wait, someday you'll know, when you don't love me anymore or when my time gets more uncertain, and I'll make sure that after that I'm gone, I'll never even go back."

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**Ahay ahay, still santuy, anyway want to make a romantic moment first for the senses the same oca do not want them to split, I love them both because hikss 😏😭

Aigoo who is curious as well as the senses, pantengin aja continue who knows the front chapter, I unload, as what is said by the senses when oca does not love him anymore or when the time is up, I unload, uwuwu which is the reason the senses reveal their mass in oca. OPSS😏😒🌚 instead splitter heheh.

Anyway just keep going, don't forget the vote and comments, big luv from queen araa♡**