The Dear Love School

the promise?

  ❝Behold, someone like me, can only wait, wait for the time when death looms, I just ask God for a little time, to make my promise to my loved ones, just a little while, to make my promise to my loved ones, if it has materialized then I will be lost.❞

Kaylindra zeiden pratama

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   "No senses, I'll never leave you for any reason, including this." My answer is still in his warm and gentle embrace.

  "I'm sorry, I'm sorry if one day you get hurt and I can't help you, or defend you, I'm too cowardly." He who now switched to wiping my long black mane.

  "I don't care about the senses, even if I have to lose my life, as long as it's about you I'm willing." Answer me again without hesitation.

  I don't know, how can I say that, I feel so sure of what I said. Maybe it's because I've fallen too much into my love for him, unable to distinguish what to do and what not to do. Love is blind, and it is real, when I love the senses, even I am willing to sacrifice life, as long as I can see the happy senses, if I can see the happy senses, it is neither a fiction nor a false allegory that has never been proven to exist.

  Many love stories like that, maybe me and my senses are one of them? I hope not, I don't want to part with the senses.

   Although the senses did not respond to what I said earlier, I felt a brief kiss on the top of my hair, after which I heard the numbness of the senses.

   "If you're willing to sacrifice your life for me, let alone my reason for staying, while my happiness is gone. Don't joke oca, I can't imagine living in a world without you." He said, still in a soft, soft voice.

  "Therefore, let no one go, promise, we will continue to be together until old age, marry, have children, until grandchildren until old age and death separate us." I instantly let go of my embrace to my senses, raising my little finger to make a promise.

   Indra looked at me shady, the sweet smile was back, but a slab was the answer to the promise I wanted to make. "I can't promise if it's about that, sorry." Answer with a sad tone.

  "Do you intend to leave me?" I'm confused.

  "No, it's just that I don't want to make you too hopeful, if I know for myself, that it will never happen, that my promise just wants to make you happy, after that maybe I'll be gone." Answer the senses again with great confidence, there is a dim beam of light that I see from the eyes of the senses, a flash of light that is not very visible, but so beautiful when I can see it up close.

   "Where are you going? None? Don't say anything weird to indra." I laughed softly, justifying my slightly messy hair.

  "Behold, someone like me, can only wait for the time when death looms, I only ask God for a little time, to make my promise to my loved ones, just for a little while, I just ask God for a little time, if that's done, then I'll be gone."

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  I walked to class imagining what he meant in every sentence he said, I still don't understand, what's wrong with my senses? Was there something he was hiding?

  I was riled up, still unable to find the answer to the sensory utterances, still confused and filled with question marks. Along the way to class, I kept hearing other students whispering about me, probably because of my quarrel with Glen.

  I tried to raise my ears, wishing I was completely deaf so as not to hear their gossip about me and my senses, even though I kept hearing it, I kept hearing it, starting from those who say that the senses wear pellets, to the like and some even say that the senses threaten me to want to date him.

  Why is everyone blaming him? None of them blamed me, or said that I was flirtatious and had teased the senses, why did no one gossip about it. Why must always the senses be the target of error, why not just me.

  I stomped my legs irritated, started to open the door of my closed classroom, again I saw all the students in the class looking at me sharply. Especially the yulan and chika who were still leaning their bodies against the wall in the classroom.

  "What?" I asked them.

  The mood of the class was back, when one by one they began to come to me to ask questions ringly about my relationship with the senses.

  "Can you back off?!" Snap me.

  My friends all immediately loosened the room around, making me able to breathe again with relief. "Listen, all that you ask is not true, I love the senses without coercion or influence or anything like that, the senses of good men in my opinion, whatever everyone says. It's over there's nothing else I need to talk about, because the truth is that." Reply steady.

  All my friends let out a disappointed sigh, they one by one began to sit down to their respective seats, leaving devan, audrey, yulan and chika.

   "Ca, aren't you crazy? You know that senses—"

  "stop, I hate hearing someone say a bad thing about the senses." Sambarku cut off audrey's speech.

  "Ca, I was in the cafeteria talking lo-gue, but now it's me-you again? Want to get attention, huh?" cecar joe the gossip queen who helped aggravate the atmosphere.

  "Gue can speak lo-gue, only I think it's not polite, so I'm just talking about using lo-gue language like people who don't have ethics and don't know cuddly." I answered while showing a mocking face to Joe.

  And sure enough, joe immediately cursed slowly even though I can still hear, I laughed sarcastically, joe with his mouth does deserve a lesson. Everyone in the class is also silent, including Audrey and Devan who have now returned to their respective tables.

    "Ca, we need to talk." Yulan pulled my hand towards my desk and herself, followed by chika who walked by.

  "why? Want to oppose my relationship with the senses? Can't yulan, I already love the same senses." I said before Yulan started the conversation.

  "Ca, did you ever think why the senses are away from one school?" Asked yulan in a slow tone, deliberately so that others would not hear the conversation between me and yulan.

  "The senses are ocaaa dangers, he has excuses, has many lies he hides, the senses are not as good as they seem." Yulan answered the question she asked me.

   "Just because of the mass? Aye right? Just because the senses are shunned, right? Yulan, all those people have made mistakes, and we should have given him a chance to fix it, not in an enemy like this." I did a defense.

   "Yes ca, but glen is just as gang as not likely to understand it, you will definitely be the next target, I don't know what else to do for your defense, but you have to be careful, be careful, I don't want them to do something with you, to get you away from the senses." Clearly yulan, who had then chosen to sit down to her chair, coincided with the arrival of the teacher, as well as the senses that followed from behind.

  When the lesson started, I wanted to urinate, so I asked the teacher for permission to go to the toilet.

  "Sir, I'll let you go to the toilet for a while." My permission was politely to the thunder pack who was already quite old.

  "Yes, watch out oca." Answer gently.

  I nodded at the thunder pack and thanked him for giving me permission, thunder sir is one of the art teachers who is half a century old, even though he is no longer young, pak guntur is very gallant, pak guntur is also known as the best teacher.

   Arriving at the women's toilet, I went straight into one of the rooms, closed the door and urinated. When I finished, I opened the door toliet booth, but it was very difficult, I kept trying to open it hoping that this door would just get stuck, but the reality was different.

  I was stunned by that voice, a familiar voice in my ears and for sure it was the voice of cia, Felicia kim, the woman who abused my senses back then.

  "Siram he's crazy."

  A second later I felt my body wet from the water splashed from the top of the room that had no roof. I swore rudely, how dare he play like this.

  "UNSCARED! IF YOU WANT TO DESIGN THIS PROBLEM, GO AHEAD! HERE FACING ME! SCUM COWARD! OPEN DOOR!!" Shouted me very loudly while pounding on the bathroom door that I believe was locked from the outside by the cia.

   Not the answer I got from the cia, even a more water flush, the severity of the water that was splashed on me was the remaining water soaking mop cloth, mop, it smelled from the smell that he was not wearing.

   I was shivering from the cold that was running through my entire body. "Gue emang can not face directly with lo oca, but I have a brain that I can use to fallin lo. After this away the senses."

   I heard threats about moving away from the senses, but I didn't care about those threats. After being silent, I heard no more voices, both cia and her friends, they seemed to have gone and left me far from being okay.

  I sat my body on the floor, thinking for a moment what I could do. I stared at the bathroom sky for a while, every bathroom especially women there is a room, as in this bathroom, there are 4 rooms that can be used by all students, each room is only limited by a bulkhead, 2 Meters without roof.

  An idea flashed through my mind, I immediately climbed up the toilet seat, saw the unlocked next door, I could go through there, with great difficulty, I climbed the room divider, I climbed the room divider, this room divider is thin, only 5cm thick. I set my shoes on the divider of the room, trying to bring the foot that was resting on the toilet seat to step on the divider of the room, despite the hardship but in fact I succeeded, now I've been sitting on the room divider, with both of my legs dangling from the other room. I again stepped on one of my legs, sitting in the other room, so I could get off the top of the room safely.

  But just now, I was ready to jump and bring my other legs to join resting on the toilet seat, the legs that were holding my body on top of the seat slipped, to make my body look and fall on the floor with my head touching the floor, I don't remember anything else, because of the pain in my head that made my vision blurry before everything went dark

   ***

    "God." I screamed, as the pain in my head suddenly lifted.

  I immediately opened my eyes, sitting on my body was also holding my head that was hurting. I held back the pain for a few seconds, until a thunderous sound blew everything away.

   "DOCTOR!! OCA IS SOBER!!" I know that scream, that familiar voice to me.

  That's my brother, of course, and why is he here? Because of the confusion I looked around rolling my eyes to clarify what I was seeing now.

  Hospital, I realized this place as soon as I saw the drip hose dangling as well as the needle that was still piercing the back of my left hand.

   "Dek, you want brother? Deck?" I narrowed my eyes as soon as I saw someone who was no longer a stranger to me, of course, who else if not brother coals.

 

   "Engga. Kam—who are you?" I pretended to act forgetting memories.

  "Astagfirullah haladzim, dek, this is your brother, brother." Sad talk.

  I laughed out loud, looking at the expression of the frightened and worried brother who was exaggerated. "WHY!"

   I laughed so hard as soon as the coals changed his expression to flat as well as blotting his lips. "Emang you think that's funny deck!? You don't know what brother is worried about?! You even spesping Ngeprank!" He said in an angry voice.

  I stopped my laughter when I heard the sound of the coals rising an octave. "Sorry brother, the end of brother is strange, where there I forget the memory." I answered, choosing to give up.

  "Excuse me, I want to check on the patient."

  I turned to the origin of the voice, a nurse came up to my stool, checked my heartbeat with the stencil she was carrying. I simply complied and fell silent to see the nurse examine me.

  "It's fine." Say the nurse, then write something on the street board that he brought.

   "Father need not worry, he just needs a break for recovery." The nurse said to the bar.

 

  Brother Bara nodded his head in understanding, along with the nurse who left the room. "Sister, who am I brought here?" My toot.

  "Indra, this afternoon he called my sister, and said you were taken to the hospital." Answer the brother who is now sitting next to me.

   "Where's the mood?" I asked again because I did not see the presence of the senses here.

  "Sister's mind told me to go home, hasn't asked permission from her parents, they'll worry." Reply to brother coals again, who now carries his hand to rub my hair shoots.

   I was silent, still confused by what was happening, how could the senses find me? Is he looking for me because I'm not back in class?

  "Why the hell deck? Says her senses she found you falling in the school bathroom, saw your thighs torn until it had to be sewn, your forehead bruised." Angry with a hot face.

   "Sorry, I'm not careful ." My answer is a lie, not wanting to explain in detail what really happened.

  "Good sense nyari you, because you did not return to class after permission to the bathroom, noh chika, yulan cry earlier, see your condition, pale face, shivering, shivering, hypothermia because your shirt is so wet." Adding the coals again at length, his face looks angry considering my condition which may be very bad in their eyes.

  I chose to take his bare hands, then rub it slowly, calming my only brother so as not to babble at length anymore, I know kak bara is a person who will be very worried about my condition to anyone.

  I purposely didn't tell you the truth, because if you ever find out about the bullies I've been through, he'll definitely force me to change schools, and never see my friends again, brother Bara was already quite angry because of the incident I experienced was hummed, so now he will be more proactive about my safety.

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