The Dear Love School

fallin love

❝When in love, the worry and jealousy will be immense, just like today, when I worry about him and who in the end realizes me that I have fallen in love.❞

Roosevelt anindia adriana

***

I'm still here, in class with a blanketing silence. Indra, that guy has left me in class, of course he has to leave me, like what he said when he was on the roof, he has a reason to stay away from me when in front of a lot of people.

Actually I'm still thinking about Glen's words when he was in the kantin earlier, it feels so strange. Glen said that he likes me? Whereas I have only met him a few times, it can even be counted on the fingers. Where can he think of himself as liking me?

Didn't I expect, just that this didn't make any sense, or was there something glen was planning? I hope it's not a bad thing, or he's not really in love at first sight with me, yeah hopefully it's just that.

I heard the sound of footsteps approaching towards the classroom, who was certain it was yulan and chika they must have been worried about me for leaving suddenly from the canteen.

And sure enough, the two of them came up with sour faces especially chika, the girl with short hair even looked annoyed. The two of them came to my desk, the chika who had been sitting on the table next to my desk and the yulan who had been sitting in the chair in front of my desk.

They all looked at me very sharply.

"What's wrong?" I asked in the end, curious about what made them like this.

"How do you know Glen?" Ask chika.

"I? Recognize it? Never mind getting to know him, getting officially acquainted I never did." I replied in a lazy tone, I remembered my first meeting with Glen, the man introduced himself and already knew who I was.

Chika let out a long sigh, like she was relieved of something. "We think you really know Glen and are close to him, let alone you ever go to school together with him." Clearly yulan, I just nodded in understanding why they were putting on such a tense face.

"Don't worry, I don't like a guy like Glen, even though he's good-looking, but brother Bara said he's a delinquent in his college, even Glen befriended a kating kak ema who was known to be naughty." My speech.

I thought that chika and yulan would be surprised but what I got from their expressions was ordinary, there was no surprise they showed.

"Why? It was no stranger to the figure of glen, the delinquent man was already famous as an unkempt man." Chika's story with a stir, it seems like they have a lot of grudges with glen.

"Yes, for what I accept it." Add me.

"But you have to be careful oca, glen is not a person who gives up easily, he will definitely get what he wants no matter how." Yulan's sweat on me.

I nodded in understanding, then clasped chika and yulan's hands together. "Thank you for worrying about me, I'll be careful." I convinced them both.

After that there was a pretty hugging event between the three of us, although our friendship was fairly new, but I'm sure, chika and yulan always wanted the best for me.

***

"Sister! Brother bara." My screams so see the state of the house is very quiet, now it has shown at 17:15 should be father and mother have come home with a big brother as well of course, but the state of the house is very quiet.

"None of the coals!!" Shouted me again while continuing to walk towards the room coals, outside I have seen the bike kak bara parked there.

"What the hell is ca, screaming." I was surprised to see kak bara coming out of his room with a messy face, it looks like kak bara just woke up.

"Don't you just wake up? Where are you mommy's dad, sister?" My toot.

Brother Bara yawned lazily, scratching his hair that began long. I looked at him disgustedly, brother Bara is indeed a slob.

"Indeed, mother didn't tell?"

I shook my head, for I was not told anything by my mother or father.

"They both went back to Yogyakarta, Grandma went to the hospital. They'll stay in yogya for about three days." Obviously, brother coal, I just have no intention of asking anything more.

"Yes, brother bathing sono, the smell of his body." My ejek.

"Yes, later." He answered, closing the door to his room.

I quickly held my hand against the coals, so as not to close the door of his room.

"Sister, wait."

"Hm, why?" Ask.

"Oca wants to tell me." I said to brother bara.

"Come in." He answered and went into his room, I followed his step into his room.

The room is very neat, and arranged exactly in place, a monochrome-themed coal room, all in the black and white coal room, ranging from mattresses, sofas, and sofas, study table up to mattress.

Unlike my room which is more colorful but the coal room is very fragrant daj also clean. I sat in a small sofa in the room of the coal, while the brother was busy cleaning his books on the study table.

"What story do you want deck?" Ask someone who is busy with their work.

"So that was at school, Glen actually felt the same way as oca."

"WHAT!?"

As I suspected, brother Bara would be surprised, clearly visible with him who had released the books he had previously held, then sat beside while looking at me seriously.

"How serious? You accept him?" Ask the curious.

"Yes no, who the hell wants to be the same model guy rich glen, sis." I answered while rolling my eyes lazy.

Brother Bara let out a long sigh, maybe he thought I would accept glen.

"Good deck, don't take you decked out with a guy rich in glen, he's not pantes for you." My big brother's advice to me, I just nodded.

"But, you have to be careful, glen will definitely not be easy to give up that fast, you do not go alone well, do not get close to glen too dangerous." Add more bara.

"So weird as you ca." Brother Bara said while turning his eyes on the ceiling of the room which was black and white.

"What's so weird, brother?" Askaqua.

"Nob in Bandung, not in Jakarta, there are always people who like you. You just moved 2 months ago." Answer brother bara.

I did not respond to what Brother Bara said, I was confused myself. In Bandung I was always the target of the men there, and in Jakarta? Only 2 months ago I was at school there was already someone who expressed his love for me.

Mommy once said, I and my brother have inner beauty that decreases from the mother, said the father also mother used to be the same as me. There are a lot of people who like mommy, and it seems like it's downhill.

"Don't know, brother, I'm confused." My answer.

"I don't want to, until the rich happenings we repeat again with you deck, be careful well."

I nodded in understanding with the words of brother Bara, yes I do not want the incident I experienced when in bandung repeated in Jakarta, quite once I feel such a creepy thing. This time I will prevent it.

"If it is very dangerous, you mending to change schools just well deck."

***

Today is the first day of the end of the semester, all night I studied very hard even though I used sks, speed system last night. Instead of being lazy, the last weeks I used to summarize the notes and the tasks left behind, the task of recording me was very much because I was left behind for 2 months.

And this morning I was walking around the school looking for my room, like any school, the room would be randomized during a repetition like this. I've got room 12, which is out of nowhere because I just found room 10. Usually in Bandung, each room contains people from different classes, whether it's upperclassmen, underclassmen or friends of different classes.

So the possibility to cheat and cooperate is smaller.

I stopped at a classroom, we found a paper stamped on the window that said no 12 and I was sure it was my room, I quickly entered the room to see who I was sitting with.

Upon entering the room, the previously crowded state suddenly became silent as my presence they all stared at me. I who felt that this situation was not good, could only give a faint smile to all of them, then passed away to look for my table.

I circulated my gaze when I heard the yulan voice cry, and it was true that I saw yulan sitting on one of the chairs in this room. I quickly approached Yulan, hoping that my table was not far from her.

"I'm so glad we're one room." Say it with excitement.

"Yes me too."

"But how can it?" I'm confused.

"The first letters of your name are R and I'm S, in the absence of class between my name and your name is only passed by 2 people. Each room will have 5 people who are from the same class." Yulan.

I nodded in understanding, it was only fitting that I could be together with Yulan.

"You know table number 11?" I asked yulan.

"No 11 means two tables from my desk, in front of it" he replied, pointing to an empty table at the front.

I went to the table and put the bag and the street board that I brought, in this room there are so many people that I do not know, on average they are the younger siblings.

I went back to Yulan to talk, to ask Chika too, I didn't know which room she was in.

"Yulan, do you know which room Chika is in?" My toot.

"Chika's in room 5, she's the same room as devan." Yulan replied, I just nodded in understanding.

Feeling calm, at least there are still people who chika knows even though it is not as familiar with me and yulan.

"Ca sat down, the supervisor has come."

I quickly returned to my desk, sitting up neatly. Earlier I prayed that this time my repetition was launched, and I could get the best value.

***

I stared at some of the books lying on the library table, some kind but dominated by physics books. Yes, I took advantage of a long enough break to read books in the library, of course, at least this way I can memorize even a little.

Actually my mind is not calm, thinking of the senses. Since I hadn't met him, I didn't know where the room was either, I had intended to go to him to the rooftop. But not because I feel, I think too often about the senses, but I am not who they are.

And I ended up here, with a pile of books that I had almost half read. I want to go to the cafeteria but I'm lazy.

"Hey, you're here."

I glanced at who was speaking that, and I found Devan standing beside me carrying two cups of ice.

"Yes, I'm here." Reply pleasantries.

Devan sat in one of the empty seats next to me. "This is for you." Devan handed me a cup of chocolate-flavored ice.

I looked at Devan confused, why did he give me ice?

"That was Chika, I met her on the way here, but she told me to give this to you, she said she wanted to poop." Devan clearly seemed to understand with my confusion.

"Oh, then thank you." I answered while taking a cup of ice, then drinking it, I happened to be thirsty too.

"Tumben didn't go to the cafeteria?" Ask devan.

I chose to reopen the physics book, leaving every page of the book full of formulas about force and everything. "Just lazy." My answer.

This time I seriously read Newton's law, and some of its explanations.

"Ca."

"Hm, why?" I asked not to take my eyes off the book I was reading.

"Glen came here." Devan replied in a soft voice almost a little whispering.

I quickly closed the physics book and saw if what Devan said was true. And it turned out to be true, a man named Glen along with his friends came to my table.

"Good morning by noon oca." The sweep arrived in front of me.

"Hm, morning." I replied lazily, I reopened the book and read it again, not intending to talk to Glen and his friends.

"What are you doing with this guy?" Glen asked in an intimidating tone.

I saw Glen staring dislike at devan, while devan could only bow his head not daring to return glen's sharp touch to him.

"I asked him to come here, and it's none of your business anyway." I answered, Devan looked at me in disbelief as if it was a dream.

"Yes you're right, but you know I'm jealous!" Screeched glen.

I laughed sarcastically, what did he say? She jealous?

"Then? What care? I have to keep your feelings? Even you don't have the right to say that you're jealous." I was clearly accompanied by an understatement smile.

"Oca, did you really reject me? Is this all because of this guy? Or because of the senses?" I asked with a very serious face.

I looked at him in disbelief, how could he think devan was the reason I rejected him.

"Glen, I've said many times, I don't like you, I'm not someone who can lie to my own feelings, when I say that not liking means that I don't like." Obviously, looking at him I don't like.

"But love will be present if you get used to it, give me a chance." Force it with a clear face.

"How can love come from habituation, if I can't get used to you?" My answer is starting to be lazy with this endless debate.

I stood up from my seat, while picking up the books I had previously been reading, I intended to leave glen behind to stop this endless ridiculous debate.

"Come devan." Teach me to devan who keeps quiet and says nothing.

Devan and I left glen and his friends, and walked to the physics bookshelf to store the books I was carrying.

"Let me help you." Tawar devan who also stood beside me.

"Yes." Yeah." I answered accepting devan's offer, giving the books I had previously brought to Devan so that she could help me put the books.

When I finished I immediately left the library along with the devan who was still following me. On my way out of the library, I saw a sensory figure reading a book not far from where I had sat before.

He was so focused on reading books that I unconsciously kept staring at him in silence. "Ca come on." Devan pulled my hand to immediately leave from the sense place.

But I really couldn't take my eyes off her, even as Devan pulled my hand to leave immediately, I kept dropping my gaze on the figure of the man with a sweet smile with that handsome face.

Unexpectedly, the senses took her eyes off and gave me a hard look, then she smiled at me, a sweet smile that my senses always showed me.

I returned that smile, after I no longer looked at him like before, I felt very calm when I got a smile from him.

That was enough to treat my worry for her. When I fall in love, the worry and jealousy will be so great, just like today, when I worry about her and that it finally dawns on me that I have fallen in love.

***

**Gaes gaes, so gini, should be gini, oca if you talk to your friend using my Indonesian, so usually use me-you. But when I say the same senses, his Indonesian language uses baku so you-me.

Well the problem, I still like not to be aware, even if sm temen-temen oca, I use standard Indonesian, baku, so for example if there is a scene oca again talking sm temen2nya using standard Indonesian please tell me well let me revise again.

Understand the habitual gaes, I udh nge-blend very same raw writing so a bit difficult to make in his:v**