
**question, please answer well
what do you think the same senses are?
do you like the same senses?
choose indra or glen?
try to answer well, so that we are closer wkwkwk
happy reading♡**
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❝Sorry that I can say from the bottom of my heart, forgive me for failing to keep my promise to God of happiness, and forgive me for everything to the selfishness I did that made you a target.❞
Kaylindra zeiden pratama
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"Ocaaaaaa."
I could only smile looking at Chika who was now hugging me so tightly, there was a small sobbing of chika who seemed to be crying.
"Kok cry?" My toot.
"Oca, sorry. Just try if I find you fit not back to class, surely the incident will not be rich gini." Bright Chika looked at me softly, clearly tears were held in her eyes.
I chuckle, besides being carefree and whiny, she is very easy to cry for small things that I think are sometimes ordinary.
"It's not your fault, I'm okay anyway, right?" My words gave a boost to Chika.
Tonight, the two of them came to the hospital to visit me, yulan said chika was very worried about my condition, especially when she saw me being carried by the senses in a bloody manner, chika had to cry very loudly when she saw my condition.
"That's a good thing you didn't bleed out ca." Timpal yulan who was relaxing sat on my sofa.
For yulan, she is a figure who will not openly show affection to someone, yulan will usually do an action for the person she loves.
"Where is the story trying to get you to fall in the bathroom?" Chika asked who was still wondering why I could fall in the bathroom.
"Yes, that's chik, the floor's slippery." Answer lies.
"Partially not careful, so gini right." Omel chika still with a sour face.
"Yes sorry." I chose to give up, because I'm sure Chika will continue to ask questions about yesterday's events.
"Udahlah chika, her name was also accidentally. I'm just gonna take a break." Yulan said asking chika to stop asking me.
Chika could only snort her head, then passed away from my room, before leaving, Chika also had a chance to stomp her feet on the floor, a sign of being annoyed by what yulan said.
Yulan could only shake her head at the child-like mannerisms, whereas I could only smile thinly, feeling very happy to have friends like yulan and chika who were always attentive to me.
Now that there is only me and Yulan who are still silent, I myself am still hesitant to start the conversation after the debate between me and yulan before the incident this afternoon.
I noticed the movement of yulan who was now taking the plate, opening the fruit parcel that she and Chika were carrying, putting some kind of fruit into the plate. Then Yulan came to me, gave me the plate while sitting in the chair that was available beside the bangkar.
"Eat ca." His order.
I just followed, and then ate the wine on the plate. Eating them one by one despite being aware of the gaze given by Yulan is very scary.
"I know you lied about falling in the bathroom? You could've lied to Chika but not to me." Yulan spoke amid the silence that lay between me and her.
I choose silence, rather thinking about what I have to explain to Yulan, it is true that yulan is very difficult to be deceived, she is always sensitive to the conditions that are happening.
"Ca, I told you, stay away from the senses. This is the first warning that is given by the same gang to you, before this gets worse ca." he said again which is now like forcing.
I know yulan is worried but should I leave my senses just because of the threat from cia and her friends, I want to last even longer with the senses, she said, accompanying him in the face of all the problems that befall him in the future, I want to be the first to come, if the senses are injured.
I can't give up so soon.
"Can't yulan, you know I love the senses." My answer in the end.
"But not with the sacrifice of yourself ca, if such senses love you, he will certainly not let you hurt rich gini. But what is it? Selfish sense, he wants everyone to know that you belong to him, without caring about your safety." Yulan stared intently at me, her emotions visible from her crimson face restraining her anger.
"Why are you wrong with your senses? I am wrong here yulan, senses have warned me, if together with him I will be in danger. If you were in my position, you would surely understand." My answer is not to lose to yulan, here I do not like it if the senses are always the target of mistakes that he did not do.
"If you had known, you would be in danger, why do you stay close to your senses?" Tanya yulan was still firm on her stance to blame the senses.
"Because I love him yulan, I love. You must understand my position here that loves the senses so much." I again and again stand up, trying to defend the senses at all costs, I don't want the senses to always be the target of error.
"If you love the senses, you won't admit this oca."
"Whatever you say, I cape, you have to take my position now, the desire to protect someone dear will definitely make you willing to sacrifice, even risking your life, because that's how love is."
Finally I tried to end this debate, yulan with all her assumptions and I with all my defense will never end. I who stand firm with my stance and yulan who do not want me to be hurt, become a very different combination to find the end of a debate.
Yulan snorted, then came out of my hospital room with a fist that she was trying to hide, I knew yulan had something she was hiding, it seemed like yulan knew a lot about the senses, I knew a lot about the senses, cia glen too.
But, it would be very difficult to extract an information from a very stubborn yulan.
Do I have to keep getting lost like this, without knowing what really happened, between cia, glen and also the senses. What should I do if I do not know the root of this problem.
Lord, please give me a way, so that I can know what I have to do to solve this problem.
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I groaned softly, still feeling the pain that was too great on my head, said the brother coal, my head hit very hard, fortunately my skull was not cracked, only bruises on the forehead, just bruises on the forehead, part of my thigh was torn and had to be sewn.
I didn't know it was going to be that bad, I'm sure the wound on my thigh was a scratch from the thin wall of the room.
I slowly opened my eyes, while feeling the glare on my sense of sight, of course my morning was still greeted with a very thick smell of medicine. I'm still in the hospital, the doctor said I can't go home until I'm fully recovered.
"Wake up?"
I glanced at that smooth and gentle-voiced person, I was already sure the owner of the voice was my bundle. "Udah bun."My answer is trying to wake myself up so I can lean.
"Here help me." My mother helped me wake up my body that felt heavier when it hurt like this.
"Thank you bun." I answered after successfully leaning back with a pillow that supported my back.
"Dec, breakfast first. Last morning, indra brought in porridge for you."
I looked at the mother in wonder, the max of senses coming here? But when?
"Kok, I don't know bun."
"Indra came early in the morning, already neatly wearing a uniform, mother told him to wake you but he said he did not want, just let you rest." Answer the mother who is now busy opening the plastic that is said to contain the porridge.
I can only ria-oh, why I negative thinking on the senses, but the man has come to see me. "Indra also brought a bouquet of Roosevelt flowers as well as a cake, very romantic boy." Add mother while praising the senses.
I turned my eyes, on the nightstand beside my stool, on the nightstand I saw a bouquet of Roosevelt flowers wrapped so beautifully, she said, also a medium box of the same pink color is decorated with ribbons on the top.
"Mother is very cool when you know you're dating the same senses, he's a very nice guy, how polite again." Mother again praised the excellent sense figure in her eyes.
My mother does agree with me, anyone who feels the nature of the senses will be very happy with her. A good sense with all his friendly attitude, as well as his tender heart full of affection.
"Try if your senses do not know you, surely you already do not exist, because of lack of blood."
I can only return your compliments with a warm smile, I understand you know what is best for me, and you give a hundred percent green light to my relationship and senses.
"Let's eat first, want a bribe?" Tawar mother who is now carrying a bowl of porridge giving senses.
"No need to be bun, oca can be alone." I answered and then took the bowl of porridge and began to eat it.
"You're at school again, no problem, right, deck?" Ask mother again.
I stopped chewing my porridge, looked at my mother, did she know that I had fallen from the bathroom, because of the bully I was going through, so she asked me like that?
"Well, I'm fine at school." I answered with a faint smile that tried to be forced.
"Alhamdulillah, mother does not want you to have problems again richly hummed. I'm quite worried about your condition." Bright mother.
I no longer answer my mother's words, re-focus on eating chicken porridge which somehow feels very good, does it feel like it turns into delicious like this because of the senses that it brings? Or indeed this porridge is very delicious.
"Mother not working?" I asked who was aware of the appearance of the mother, using a light green channel shirt with long hair rolled.
"Well, you want to keep you here." The answer is now busy peeling fruits.
"When I can be alone here bun, if you are busy working just don't papa." Add me.
Actually I do not want to bother just because of me, but I hope all this will not happen, if only I keep waiting in the bathroom everything will not be like this.
"Grandfather, all you want to go back to Yogyakarta tomorrow, your grandmother is getting sick worse." Reply bundaku.
I nodded my head understanding.
"From semalem hp you sound mulu tuh, the eneng nelefon-nin" said the mother who is still focused on peeling mango.
"Keep up, will you?" My toot.
"Mother lift, keep saying the same fun if you go to the hospital, he immediately panicked until the screams are unclear." It was my mother who made me laugh.
I had imagined that if a person panicked, he would scream indistinctly, his lips trembling violently and would even stutter greatly when he spoke. I don't want to be happy until I know my condition.
"Keep telling me why I'm in the hospital?" Manya make sure.
"Mother just told me you fell in the school bathroom." Reply bundaku.
Mother put the plate containing the fruit that she has peeled on the nightstand, clean the rest of the messy fruit skin, then put it in plastic.
"Mother wants to go out first well, if there's anything you can phone, your phone has been squeezed." My bundle.
I just nodded, not wanting to know why she wanted to go out. "Bun, please take the flower first dong, want to kiss." My love to mother.
Mother smiled gently, immediately took a bouquet of flowers Roosevelt gave me the senses. Before leaving the mother also had time to review the mane of my bed that was broken, after which the mother really came out of the room of my room.
When you feel your mother is gone, I immediately find something in the bouquet of flowers, usually the senses will write a letter and put it there. And sure enough, I saw an envelope hidden inside the flower, I quickly opened it, of course to see the letter that my senses had written to me.
***Did you sleep well last night? If so, I would be very grateful to God for granting my prayers.
I'm sorry, because I didn't see you last night, of course you know, I'm a coward, a coward.
I don't promise if I can see you later in the day, I'll try, if you feel lonely write something for me or write an expression of your feelings for me, I'd really appreciate it if you made it.
At least that's a criticism for me.
Only forgiveness can I say from the bottom of my heart, forgive me for failing to keep my promise to God of happiness, and forgive me for all the selfishness I did that made you a target.
You must know I love you very much.
Don't forget to eat the cake, I hope you get well soon! I'm gonna miss you here.
—with luv, kaylindra zeiden price***
I was touched when I read the letter, to be honest since I was holding back tears in my eyes, I was not strong if I had to imagine how hurt my senses are now. I'm sure the senses aren't stupid, and he knows what's really going on with me, I really hope the senses don't blame themselves for this.
Although I know, in the letter the senses slip a few sentences of sadness and regret, he considers himself a failure, when all this has just begun.
I understand what I have to do now.
Fully supporting the senses with what they do, trusting the senses whatever happens because I believe the senses will always do the right thing.
At least with me on the side of the senses, can slightly reduce the burden of his life, I will try harder, to bring the senses away from all the mass is also the problem.
Yeah, I can't give up, when this is just getting started, I want a win.
I will continue to be with my senses, accompanying him to face all these problems, hoping that after this it will all be a happy ending.
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The intention to finish in chapter 30, but only entered into the conflict in the last day:(samples are not yahh hmm, but still want to create a story that many senses are the same oca, before the ending later, but still want to create a story that many senses are the same oca, hueee I still don't want this story to end huhuhuhu.
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