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Four days after that disgusting incident, Seika was more silent and shut herself up. His gaze was blank, his face was deathly pale, unable to even detect others around him.
Had taken to the best psychologist in Jakarta-Doctor Ammelia. As a result, Seika suffered from dissociation mental disorder. Dissociation itself is often called detachment from reality. Understanding is one of the many defense mechanisms the brain uses to overcome the trauma of sexual violence. Many experts believe that dissociation exists on a spectrum. At one end of the spectrum, dissociation is associated with the experience of daydreaming. At the opposite end, complex and chronic dissociation can make it difficult for sufferers to function in the real world.
Dissociation is often described as the experience of “ruh out of the body”, in which a person feels unattached to his body, feels his surroundings seem unreal, is not, not being involved with the environment he was in was like watching the incident on television.
Individuals who experience traumatic events will often experience some degree of dissociation — partial amnesia, move around and have a new identity, to the worst, to the worst, double personality— at the time of experiencing the incident or days, weeks after.
That's what makes Seika like a mannequin statue. But El never gave up hope. He always sought the best treatment to treat his beloved lover. Destroyed for sure, seeing the state of Seika who was like he had no hope of life anymore. But El believed in a miracle. God knows what His servant needs.
Precisely the new problem El Barrack is Mr. Amran. The old man who killed his stepmother every day never absent from contacting his daughter. That made El confused when he had to find a reason to hide the true state of Seika.
As it is now, early in the morning the blind cell phone Seika has rang. Unfortunately, this time it was not a voice call as usual. Except video calls. El's eyes whizzed, his mouth wide open. Moreover, seeing the condition of the woman beside him had woken up from her sleep. Finally, inevitably El ignored the call until the Caller bored himself.
"Darling, hurry back! I'm confused to face your Father who every second calls. I don't want to lie too much" said El. Seeing Seika's current condition, El never smiled a bit. His smile seemed to disappear along with the pain Seika suffered. El felt, he did not deserve to smile while Seika was fighting her trauma. He felt bad and inappropriate.
"When I knew it was you, I was so happy. Because, only you can make my heart beat like it wants to explode. Unfortunately, Papa prevented me from approaching you because Papa knew your family's genealogy. Papa even hates you, so Papa refused your application to borrow money at that time. Until finally, you fall into a cycle of suffering. If I had known earlier that time that you needed money, this might never have happened. Unfortunately, I was late again. It's bad, isn't it?" El wiped the tears that fell hanging on Seika's jaw. El smiled, and only for Seika was that smile.
"I'm devastated, I feel my world has ended knowing you're getting married to Grandpa Uncle. I didn't even come home last night just to forget about your marriage to Ali. Mama even scolded me all out until all my facilities were temporarily blocked. Only the optics remain. And do you know why I love optical ventures? Because, the optics are to make a person's vision clear and clear. Like you who are always clear when you see someone who needs help. You always care about the people around you, whether they like you or not. So, the reason I opened the EyeClear Optik was you." that very second, Seika's finger moved and hooked El Barrack's finger that was touching the back of Seika's hand.
Of course El barrack was surprised. El looked at his finger and Seika's linked finger. He smiled and said, "i know, you must have heard me. Hurry back."
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Elsewhere, Zack is busy blocking all networks of Gold Dragon gangs that deal with outsiders, drug addicts, or large mafia abroad. The Gold Dragon army itself was successfully incapacitated by the Silver Dragon team. The Silver Moon team is tasked with securing evidence and releasing the women. It wasn't easy, because Gold Dragon had several posts. And every post has a security code that's hard to crack. Therefore, El was willing to lock himself in the basement of Ali Suprapto's house to get instructions about the security codes of each post.
Which meant, before the Dragon War happened, El was already able to predict and know the ins and outs of the Gold Dragon.
Ali's own defeat was not solely due to the weak Gold Dragon. However, Ali's brain and mind were not functioning because of Seika. Yes ... again because of Seika. But that's the truth. Ali, who is so obsessed with the daughter of his former driver, will certainly hold Seika tightly so as not to escape, right? To get it alone takes decades. He made a face for Seika. Why thicken the face? Yeah, because of Seika's mother's murder back then.