
I can't stand the noise outside. Scared and curious. Like there is a lumping horse show in the neighboring village, want a sense of watching, but the condition of the pouch is always hollow. So, you can only listen to the music without being able to see the show.
I distract myself by communicating with Rosa through a video call. Without waiting for a long time the call is connected. Rosa's somewhat bule-like face appeared on my phone screen.
"Hi, Bestie? Lu why? Rich again in the hospital, huh?" Rosa narrowed her eyes.
"Yes, I almost killed myself yesterday, Ros."
"What?! What are you doing, Sei?!" rosa's voice sounded shrill and almost made the speaker of my phone break.
"I can't stand the same behavior he likes to torture women, Rose. I'm a girl too, I don't want my pride to be torn apart by the old man."
"But you're his wife, coy. Self-conscious napa?" I can't just get angry at Rosa's question, because what Rosa said is true.
"Yes, I'm his wife, Ros. But I need time to adjust as well. I gave you a chance to approach first. But in fact, he broke and forced it. I feel rich to be told*sa, Ros!"
"Yes, the cave understands your heart, Sei. The cave will certainly not be able to marry the same battery-aki smell of rich soil Ali Suparti it. But why did you kill yourself?" I expected, he would definitely ask as much detail as possible. He said, there should be no lies and secrets between us.
"Crazy .. This is crazy, Sei. Just get divorced, you, lu! Don't keep that crazy marriage anymore," Rosa's murmur overheard my story.
"But my contract is one year, Ros. You know for yourself what the consequences would be if I retreated halfway. Where am I gonna have that money?" I wiped my tears slowly, then smiled in front of my phone screen.
"Gua help find the money, huh, Sei? Caves where you digituin the same as your man. Anyway, the cave will try to free you." I was filled to hear Rosa's statement. Although he is an antique bule, but he is always there for me both my likes and sorrows.
"Ros .. I appreciate your sincerity. But I don't want you to get dragged into a problem I made myself. Let me take care of my problems, okay. You help me enough with the do'a, but if you want to practice meatballs aci kikil soup yeah .. with pleasure." I grin the horse, I have to try to show my happiness side. So Ros wouldn't worry about me too much.
"If it's, anyway, the cave doesn't promise, Sei. Lu, right, it's hard to get out of the house. Lu pan the wife of the billionaire sultan of the universal airport, Sei," kekeh Rosa. This is the most joking kid. I laughed at Rosa's endless chattering.
An hour, two hours, it doesn't feel like three hours have passed. Rosa was not tired of accompanying me chatting in my luxurious room even though it was only through video calls. I just realized I don't hear those shots anymore. While working, he tried to make jokes that made me not stop laughing.
Until the call was cut off, my laughter didn't just disappear. Rosa .. I miss her. I hope we can meet again soon. The three of us can get together again. Me, Mayang, and you. So that we can enjoy the cost of the mother again, can serve fried rice half a portion again, can stretch again.
Yes, I miss my freedom. If I could repeat time, I would never have hurt my feet in Ali Suprapto's cellar that brought the biggest havoc of my life. I would never be friends with someone who was clearly as clumsy and morbid as "him". Remembering it made my stomach nauseous and my brain again ventured into the past that made me regret for a lifetime.