The Beautiful Cheating

Homesickness ...

At night, I was filled with silence that made my heart become lonely. I miss my hometown, I miss my Father and Sister, I miss my freedom, and I miss my free smile like a child who is free to appreciate and move.

My tears were dripping with every tinkle of the silence of my night. Mom ... can you come with me now like you were there when I needed your shoulder? No, I can't be like this. He slept well there.

Mother ... let me tell you about my life journey as long as you're not around. Tells me about how I went through the times of joy and sorrow. Even if only in a dream, I want to put out all the tired complaints in the chest. Lord .. Take care of him for me, softly melt his sleep in the caress of Your love. Give me my misses to her, apologize for her, and convey my love.

I could not hold back my tears. My tears are getting more and more bitter, along with the past shadows about me and my mother. Only the two of us know what happiness was like at that time. 😭

As this cry began to subside, my phone rang. I got a quick glimpse of the phone screen that was open. The name El Barrack is there. With a heavy heart, I grab the latest thin phone and wipe the green button using my thumb.

"Yes, Brother. What's up?" ask someone across there.

"Open the door, honey. I'm in front!" he cried, making my heart melt from shock. Is he mad at me?

"good. Wait a minute." Without turning off the phone, I took my body off the bed and walked slowly towards the door still covered in bulletproof steel.

I pushed the button over the door, and in an instant all the layers of the room were gone. I opened the door and immediately lowered my face.

"What's wrong with you?" ask El, full of probes.

"What's wrong, I'm just afraid you're still angry" I replied honestly.

"angry? Angry why?" he smiled crisply, so heartless.

"Here you go, just go in. I'm limp," I replied lazily. I rolled my eyeballs off guard, I don't know why I feel this heart is bored. Tired of my situation and with my mood in disarray.

El looked at me without blinking as I raised my face.

"Hey, are you crying?" the question is soft, touching my cheek. "Say, what makes you cry? Are you afraid of this incident? Did you miss me too much?"

El grabbed my shoulders, rubbed my long hair, and kissed the top of my head.

"Don't you think what happened to you was part of God's plan? Involve God in your every breath. God must have devised the most beautiful plan for you" he whispered softly and calmly.

Yes, hearing her whisper my heart suddenly cool and comfortable. Calmness enveloped my soul.

"Free me, brother. I want to be free as ever. When I am free to choose my menu, free to choose the road even though it is full of twists. Not something like this" my sobs, and I'm getting my face to his chest.

"Surely, I will definitely set you free. Be patient and know, now Ali is in the midst of searching for you. Especially now that all his business is on the verge of collapse. My father intervened after knowing Mayang had entered the house," he said, but still my anxiety did not go away.

"I'm afraid the people in there are victims too, brother. Maya's just a major depression, what about the others?"

"I know your intentions are good, but at least protect yourself first. Only later after all is under control, can you start your plan." Right, if I just can't protect me, how can I protect others?

"What you want now is your freedom and the freedom of others, right?" I nodded in agreement. "Be strong, let you not be easily defeated by them. I will always follow your good steps. We're going to destroy Ali and his kingdom, okay." I nodded again, and I tightened my arms.

"Please promise, to always be by my side, brother."

"I should have said that, Ca. I love you."

Hi, Readers!

This is really the real outpouring of my heart that is missing the figure of Mother.

For those of you who are missing Mom, we hug each other and strengthen, yuk!