
El Barrack is still faithfully sitting beside my bed. He was strong, but not as strong as his love. Ah, this heart always hurts and hurts often remembering that scene.
I'd rather pretend to be asleep than be asked questions by the handsome guy next to me. But apparently, El knew that I was just pretending to sleep.
"Open your eyes. Pretending to sleep is tiring, you know." I heard El's ruckus. Upset, but I was only able to hide my anger because my condition was still weak. Damn, it seems like it's worth it for me to be given the title of the Foolest. I was just threatening Ali, but I was stupid to make that threat a reality. I lost myself. I'm sick, I just let Maya go, I can't protect the people in that house, and I must have lit a fire of hostility between me and Ali Suprapto.
"Darling?"
"What, the hell, you? I'm still hearing your voice!" my jolt, though it still sounds weak.
"Why are you, anyway? If I'm wrong, say it. Don't leave me like this. At least if you talk, I can tell you what disappointed you. At least I can change things you don't like. This silence of yours shows your disrespect for me again. Does it hurt as a result of me?"
Pain ...
Reach ...
Stuff ...
Pain ...
Do I look childish?
Do I look tacky?
I looked up at the ceiling of the room. Then, I ventured to look at El who was also looking at me.
"Do you love me?" I asked, barely audible.
"Very, Ca. I love you so much." turns out she heard my voice that I deliberately made concubines possible.
"But why are you two?" I glimpsed his eyes widening like he was in shock.
"I see with my own eyes, brother. You hugged and kissed another woman I knew very well. You defended coming home just for her sake, without visiting me at all. You think I didn't see that scene?" well ... relief is already a sense of tightness that presses the chest. For the results and the decisions, I am ready to accept it.
"What do you mean, anyway?" El looked at me confused, I knew he must be just pretending. "Explain as much detail as possible. I feel like a victim of defamation here, you know."
How can?
I'm the one with the heartache, how is he the one who feels fit?
"Sister, I saw that Mayang came out of his house and met you. Then you hug and kiss her. I see it with my own eyes, brother. You don't know what it's like to be betrayed by your own friends and girlfriends. Errata, own affair. I'm being cheated on, brother. Funny right?!" reality does not match expectations. I guess, El will feel guilty and explain everything.
In fact, he actually blew his laughter to the red of his face.
Whatisthis?
Did I misunderstand?
"Russia ... Eca. Funny, anyway, if you're jealous, hmmm? Unfortunately, your jealousy is unfounded. Masa, jealous of your own sister?"
Deg.
"His own sister?" I scrunched my forehead.
"Darling's my sister, just a different mother. Ali Suprapto Grandpa-Budi Suprapto's. Actually, I'm not ready to tell you everything. But you can't wait."
"Really Mayang is your sister, brother?"
"Oh, God! Really, Sweetheart. I've decided you are my last love. I will take you from the grasp of Ali Suprapto. You must be mine."