That Cute Woman is my wife

Chapters. 54. How I Love You.

I was so angry when Alea ignored me and got closer to Alex. Which husband will not be jealous if he sees his wife laughing happily with another man while with his own husband is very different, moreover it is with my own best friend. Maybe Alex doesn't know how Alea feels about him, but Alea? in fact he's well aware of thousands of percent loving Alex.

After watching Alea and Alex's interactions that I thought were friendly, I had the intention to teach the woman a lesson while she was at home later.

I decided to leave the office early because I wanted to talk to Alea. I want to make it clear to her that she is my rightful wife. But when I got home, I didn't find Alea anywhere. In the rooms, the kitchen, the living room, the bathroom, even the housekeepers no one knows where my wife is. I was frustrated and almost crazy for him. Is Alea going to leave me because I insulted him in the office?. Thought.

"Alea, where are you, baby?". I asked myself. I wanted to call her, but I held my pride too high. I wanted to silence her as my protest gesture towards that woman. But instead of me protesting, it was me who was protesting through Alea's departure. Honestly, I was so scared of losing her. I, who had been injured in the past, was instantly healed by an accidental encounter. I fell in love with Alea's attitude and innocence. He was able to turn my cold world into a warm one. It's just that I'm not good at expressing my feelings to her. I don't know how to show my love to my wife.

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At exactly 9pm Alea came home. I try to neutralize my emotions and thoughts. I showed a flat attitude as if I didn't care. But Alea's indifference made my heart hot.

"Where have you been, huh?. Don't you know what time it is?". I asked with an angry face. But Alea did not answer me. He just passed away leaving me to the bathroom. I was still waiting patiently, until the woman came out of the bathroom in full pajamas.

"Didn't you hear me?. Are you deaf?". I asked again with almost uncontrollable emotions.

"You are my wife Alea, since when have you dared to ignore me?. And since when did you dare to go home this late?. Basic cheap ladies*n!". I told my lady cheap*n, something I never imagined all this time. Do I dare that to him?.

"Wife?. Listen carefully to the honorable Mr. Javier Alexander. Did you forget the first point of our agreement? That we should not interfere with each other's affairs. So what makes you angry?".

Alea's question seemed to remind me of my position in his heart and life. Like I don't mean anything. My heart really hurt and broke into pieces. Does our togetherness during marriage have no effect on his heart and life?. Thought.

"Listen well to Miss Alea. Did you forget that I could change the terms of the agreement at any time if I wanted to, so keep your rude attitude Miss!". I flung Alea's body and almost fell on the bed. His face turned into pias.

"What makes you mad Vir?. Didn't you marry me for a purpose?. You want to use my brain for your personal gain, and I always fulfill that. Then why are you angry if I have to go home this late?. Isn't my duty just to help you achieve your ambition?. Then where's my mistake?". Alea's eyes started to glaze over. This time he said in a soft voice. To be honest, I was devastated by Alea's words back then. How ignorant of himself I am. I love her, but I dare not express it. I was too afraid of her rejection, even more so she loved my own best friend. I feel so guilty about making my woman sad. Instead of apologizing for my own words, I snapped at him. I'm turning the bow.

"If you know your obligations, then stay calm at home if I come home from work. Isn't your status still my wife?. Then act like you are a married woman. Understand!".

Alea's face turned into pias while I said it out loud like no burden. Alea's sad face made my heart pinch. I wanted to pull her body and immerse her in my arms. But I'm too cowardly, I still uphold my ego. The woman did not answer me, she chose to shut up and enter the bathroom, not knowing what she was doing inside.

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After coming from the bathroom, Alea landed her body on the sofa where she used to sleep. Well, during the few months of her wedding I let Alea sleep in that little place. But tonight I want to take her to bed with me. Instead of asking her, I asked Alea to argue. Until he was caught off guard by my attitude and slept behind me on the sofa. I looked at my wife's back with guilt. What I've done. Thought.

I wanted to embrace her body, but my heart and brain said something else. Sometimes I think about how to love Alea well and properly. Am I so obsessed with my love that I forget how to love someone?. Being so arrogant for too long makes me stupid about one thing, which is how to love a woman properly.

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