
Life must go on, no matter how painful or how happy, let time be medicine. The magic of time, a past that is so painful can gradually turn into a romantic nostalgia that you want to forget.
Shella wanted to stop running from the reality of her life, stop worrying about the judgment of others, and start a new miracle.
From a distance Shella meets her, she encounters little meaning to the life struggle she once feared, and out there she tries to break through the limits of fear.
Shella sometimes thinks that life is a struggle to build a home for the heart. Seeking to cover the holes of disappointment, suffering, uncertainty, and doubt. It will be a beautiful house later.
Yes, Shella thinks she's built a house with Akemi. However, it turns out that the house is only a house, not yet a place to live. Shella bought a mattress, but could not be a bed yet. As it feels now. Shella is married, but the shadow of the past begins to surface.
Every night Shella had to be awake for a third of the night. He is love of the universe. Raising hands begging for blessings while shedding tears of hope.
In the third of the night he enjoyed the silent breeze of the night, the silent silence of his broken heart. The fear is increasingly gripping themselves, so as not to realize there is a body that clutches it lovingly.
Shella's regret was not about her marriage to Akemi, but rather did not dare to be honest with her husband. Thinking misunderstandings will occur amid the warmth of their relationship. Although good inside out, but does not one's heart no one knows? moreover, there are other men's names that should be tucked into their love story.
Has Shella dimmed Akemi's love? the man falls in love with Shella every day. Likewise with the woman, she felt half-dead in love with Akemi. That love made him unable to share his story on behalf of another man.
Shella more depressed, everyday life that is imagined full of happiness, now slowly disappear with the departure of Ibrahim who struggled. The man fought for a false love. What if they meet at the wrong time? what would Shella tell that guy? would Ibrahim accept her status as a woman from another man? the man who gave her so much love.
"Are you worried about something?" Akemi asked in the midst of their togetherness in the room hugging each other.
"I'm fine, maybe I'm just a little bit exhausted because today there are a lot of clothing orders in the boutique" Shella replied.
"Do we add more employees?" bargain Akemi.
"No need, I can do it myself. Naomi also helped a lot, "shella replied while cupping Akemi's cheeks.
"But what if you're exhausted? I don't want my wife to feel tired" Akemi said, hugging Shella aggressively. Shella smiled thinly.
"I'm a tough woman, baby" replied Shella, without her noticing she mentioned the word affection for the first time to Akemi.
Akemi let go of her embrace, then turned to look at Shella with a difficult gaze to understand.
"What did you say?" akemi asked expectantly for Shella to repeat her sentence earlier.
"What?" shella was confused.
"What woman are you?" Ask Akemi again.
"I'm a tough lady say-" Shella did not continue. He instantly understood what made a happy hue on Akemi's face.
"Are you this happy with just that one word?" shella asked with a rustling heart. He felt so much guilt in there. Should she make Akemi wait any longer?
"I don't want to know what makes you hold back that one word, but understand my love, my sincerity, and my affection." Switch warm hugging Shella's body.
"I thank God for bringing us together. I learned a lot from love. I learned a lot from women like you. I've never fought for someone before, but I'll fight for you when our hand ties start to stretch" Akemi later said.
Hearing the words will be fought, Shella again remembered the figure of Ibrahim. I don't know where the half-god worshiper went. But one thing is certain, his departure makes the position of Shella more cornered. Every day he had to experience fear. Afraid that someday Nisa will do everything that makes her have to separate from Akemi.
Nisa is a woman who can do anything. Flip things around. He's capable of doing all that.
"What if I end up making you give up?" Shella asked after a moment of silence.
"There's no giving up in the dictionary of my life baby. The struggle will have an end. Where our hands will hold on to strengthen each other. The struggle is an effort. I try to pursue the love I adore. The love I believe in from God." Sentences full of meaning that makes Shella feel something raging. Does Akemi love her that much? is that how much Akemi loves Shella?
"Are you not going to fight for me if I'm in a position where I should be fighting?"
Deg, man,
The question seemed to stir up Shella's soul. Of course he will fight for Akemi. So much for the man to give her. Then why did Shella have to give up?
"Of course I'll fight for you. So much you gave me love and appreciation. Then how can you question my struggle?" shella really meant it.
"Is the struggle not part of the return?"
Deg, man,
Is it true that Shella's love for Akemi is due to her return? is it true that the man saw that the love of Shella had been love on the basis of revenge? what about the honor Shella gave to Akemi? is that also part of the return? is it that low? thought Shella.
"Can you see the return in my eyes? does the language of the book say, I give you the honor of return? do my eyes say that? hyks, hyx." Shella started sobbing. He could not continue his sentence. Shella did not blame Akemi for the question, but she blamed herself for not being able to tell the truth.
"Calm down, I'm just testing you. Please don't take heart, em?" Akemi kissed Shella's forehead. The man tried to calm Shella down, though his heart was also agitated. Akemi hugged Shella and buried the woman's face into her chest.
"Alright Shella, keep playing around with your own anxiety. I'll still be waiting for you here. In our house. I'm sure one day your lips will say everything" Akemi said.
"I'm sorry Akemi, I'm still playing around with my anxiety. Will you wait for me here? in our house. Someday my lips will say I love you. Although it takes quite a long time, I will fight for you. Because you deserve to be fought for, "inner Shella.
To be continued.
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