
Shella could no longer hold back her tears. He kissed Akemi while sobbing. A huge sense of guilt has been lodged in the heart and mind of the deep black-eyed woman. The man was only able to take a touch from his wife. This is the first time Shella has been aggressive about physical contact.
Feeling out of breath, Akemi takes off the kiss first, and breathes in the air deeply.
"Darling, did you eat wrong until you moved so fast?" said Akemi while rubbing her lips that still have the rest of Shella's saliva.
"I'm sorry, are you hurt?" sorry Shella sad.
"I wasn't hurt, just surprised. Why are you suddenly aggressive like this?" akemi Goda. However, it invited a lull in Shella's face. The woman again felt guilty for her treatment in the hospital.
"I'm sorry, I don't know what else to do after hearing your explanation. It turns out I hurt you all along accidentally. I even bore a very big wound in your life. Am I not so bad?" shirih Shella. The woman's eyes were back in tears.
To be honest Akemi wants to switch the conversation so that Shella does not remember her mistakes continuously and grieves. But the man failed.
"Darling, listen to me carefully. If I were in your position, maybe I would do the same as you. So there's no need to feel excessive guilt, em?" bright Akemi while cupping both cheeks of Shella.
"Then what if Brother Ibrahim asks me to marry him?"
Deg, man,
The question successfully hurt Akemi, but once again Akemi was too strong to drop her defense.
"You know the answer dear," Akemi replied finally after a moment of silence.
Yes, Shella knows the answer. Isn't he married? let's just say he's married. Abraham will understand. And if the man has not been able to accept the reality, then Shella also knows the answer. Wasn't Abraham the responsibility of his parents? then who is Shella? Shella was just an intermediary to make that crazy man recover as he had.
**
The next day, Shella and Akemi go to the Hospital to visit Ibrahim. This is the first time Akemi accompanied Shella after a long time did not appear at the Hospital. The look on Akemi's face seemed illegible. While Shella felt uncertain. His heart is not broken. He kept squeezing his sweaty fingers.
"Come in," Nisa tells Shella and Akemi. However, Akemi refused to enter. He let Shella alone meet Ibrahim. Not without reason the silver-eyed man took off Shella alone in there. To be honest, he just wanted to test his wife. Whether his love will falter at the request of Ibrahim, or even survive with Akemi.
Finally, Shella entered by herself, while Akemi waited outside while sitting on the chair next to Ibrahim's room door.
"Hi, how's Brother doing today? is it much better?" Shella asked awkwardly. Yes, Shella was still awkward when she met Ibrahim. He kept remembering what he said yesterday.
"Thanks to you I'm much better" Ibrahim replied with a happy smile.
"It's not because I'm Brother, but God did give a miracle to Brother. I didn't do anything" Shella replied trying to rebuff Ibrahim's prejudice.
"So, how?" asked Ibrahim with a hopeful look. Yes, Ibrahim was still expecting an answer to his question yesterday.
"Sister Ibrahim, I-I"
Shella did not dare to continue her sentence, she was very afraid if continuing her sentence actually triggered back Ibrahim's disease.
"Ibrahim my son, can I speak here?" Nisa who had been silent, now made a sound. He doesn't want to make Shella's position any harder. While there is a man out there who hopes his woman will return to his arms like she used to.
"Tell me," said Ibrahim flatly.
"My son, when I was pregnant with you, I always dreamed you'd be a genius. And it was proven. You're a smart kid and handsome too. I'm proud of you." Shella and Ibrahim did not answer Nisa's words. Both of them were silent and listening to the middle-aged woman's story.
"Then I destroyed your dream. I put my ego first compared to your future. You guys are not wrong about this. You were just in love at the time. While Mom always covered up the facts that hurt Mom," said Nisa while sobbing.
Deg, man,
What other test is this? does Ibrahim really still expect the love of Shella? what should the woman do? there's a wounded heart out there if he doesn't make wise decisions.
"Sister Ibrahim, I---"
Not yet Shella continued her sentence, Nisa first interrupted the woman's speech.
"Ibrahim, Shella is your sister. Are you still going to marry your sister? well, let's say you can get married, then what about Shella's husband? don't you think about that guy?" nisa. However, Ibrahim just stared at his mother flatly like nothing had happened.
"The answer is that only Shella knows. He decides here, not me."
Deg, man,
What is this Ibrahim talking about? does that mean she's testing Shella's love for Akemi? or just for Abraham? I don't know, Shella's a dilemma.
"Tell Ella, tell me the truth. Don't lie anymore, there's been too many lies you've done to me. And it makes you suffer" Ibrahim asked.
Shella's eyes began to glaze over, even the woman's snot was almost down and formed the number eleven.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Hix, hyx, hyx." Shella sobbed, there was no other word that could represent her feelings other than an apology.
Ibrahim smiled at Shella's reply. She knew that Shella did not say many words, because she did not want Ibrahim to get hurt again.
"Go Ella, I know you're in great torment. I've been holding you here for too long. You even took care of me and gave up your responsibilities at your husband's house. How stupid of me to choose to be a crazy man rather than my future. I only adore your love, not knowing that there is a wounded heart, your husband, " Ibrahim said.
I swear by whatever it is that shella cries in the man's arms, the man who introduced her to love first. Shella was only able to cry, and so was Nisa. The middle-aged woman could not hold back her tears.
"Ella, I know you love her so much. Because he's a good man, he's even willing to let you go for me. You know because of what? because he really loves you. If it was me, then I wouldn't be able to see my wife taking care of her crazy ex-boyfriend. Do you understand now?"
Shella did not answer Ibrahim's words, she just cried while holding the man's hand.
"Go, meet him. I know he's outside waiting for you. He won't come in, because he's struggling with his fragile heart when he sees me with you."
Hearing the command line, Shella finally ran to the door and saw Akemi who was still sitting in the same place while folding her hands.
Can't imagine if Akemi wasn't present in Shella's life, maybe the woman would live without direction. He found his right soul mate.
"I love you baby, I love you so much. I love you, I love you so much" said Shella, hugging Akemi's body tightly. It feels good to take off a very heavy burden on the shoulders. Yes, this is the first time that Shella has expressed her love for Akemi without feeling burden again. Because in the past he had not really received Ibrahim's apology.
Akemi's tears did not feel falling and wetting her cheeks. He was moved by Ibrahim's wise words. Yes, Akemi heard all the man's conversations. None of it was missed.
While in the room, Ibrahim seemed to cry about his own decision when giving up Shella.
"You made the right decision, son. You're right" said Nisa proudly.
"I don't know if my decision is right or not ma'am. I also felt a huge wound here. However, I cannot take the rights of another man. While I'm also a man. I know what it's like to lose someone valuable. Akemi's a good man, she really sincerely loves Shella."
The sincerity of Ibrahim made Nisa amazed at her own son. In the heart of the middle-aged woman praying, may Ibrahim find his right soul mate. It was not his son who fought for love, but rather his love that had to be fought this time.
To be continued.