That Cute Woman is my wife

Should Marry?

Ibrahim's question really shocked the hearts of everyone who was in the ICU room. Even Doctor Kiara was very surprised. The beautiful doctor knows exactly if Shella is married. Does Shella have to marry Ibrahim for the man's safety? quite impossible. Thought Doctor Kiara.

"Alright, let the patient rest first. Don't let him talk a lot" said Doctor Kiara. Luckily the doctor interrupted Ibrahim's words as if demanding an answer from Shella.

Doctor Kiara left the ICU room. Ibrahim's condition has stabilized. Although there is still no possibility of a complete recovery as usual.

Pov Shella.

I said many things while trying to wake Ibrahim up from his long sleep. I just kind of put out that sentence without a burden. Shouldn't I remember Akemi? my husband never hurt me, even when I blamed your decision to leave Ibrahim and marry him. He never even took issue with my relationship with Abraham.

I feel so guilty for the man I love so much. I don't know what I would be without him. But now I just feel like a traitor after saying the wrong thing. Should I say I was willing to marry Ibrahim earlier? should I resuscitate this poor man the wrong way?

I have to what now? lucky Doctor Kiara saved me today, but what about tomorrow? what if Ibrahim asked me to marry him like I said? what if Ibrahim demands that I divorce Akemi? then I would die without my husband.

To be honest I said a lot of things to spur Ibrahim's emotions so that the man would be aware. And sure enough, my efforts have worked. But damn, my position is the one that is stuck right now. Where I have to answer my own words.

I finally decided to go home after seeing Ibrahim's condition begin to improve. Luckily the man did not force my answer to his question. If not, I don't know what else to do. But we really shouldn't be married.

Ibrahim began to rest without saying many words. Maybe he was also tired after being in a coma for a few days. I am now on my way home to my beloved husband. The husband I miss all the time.

Along the way I kept thinking about Ibrahim's question. The question seemed to ring in my memory. And I arrived at the house where Akemi was.

I kept walking with shaky steps, my life seemed not excited because of my own actions.

"Have you come home?" Akemi asked who was standing in front of me.

I didn't answer my husband's question, I looked at him deeply. How guilty I am to Akemi. I saw sincere love through her eyes. Even Akemi's smile is never fake. Can I still leave him? I really am a bad woman.

Thinking of how evil I was, I hugged Akemi tightly as if I didn't want to let go of the man I loved. I cried in his arms. Maybe Akemi was confused as to why I suddenly hugged her while crying, but I could no longer hold myself back. I feel so guilty.

Long time I hugged Akemi while weighing the taste, whether I should be honest with Akemi about the condition of Ibrahim, or just buried it deeply. But what if Akemi finds out? he'll be ruined.

I thought for a long time, I finally came to the point of conclusion, that I should tell Akemi the truth. Has he not always been wise in addressing my situation? then why should I doubt? yes, I must not doubt the sincerity of Akemi's love for me. He has often gone through many things when he had to wait for the answer to his love for me. And this time he will understand me again.

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry" I said regretfully. Akemi took off my embrace and looked at my face that did not dare to look into her eyes. I lowered my face from Akemi's sight. I really can't look into Akemi's silver eyes that are filled with sincerity.

I finally told you everything that happened at the hospital. I didn't even miss my line that asked Ibrahim to get married. Until it came to Ibrahim who again questioned my marriage. And you want to know what my husband's answer is?

"Don't think about it, it's because you want him to be aware of his coma. It usually happens when someone is unconscious. There must be something that spurs itself to want to come back to consciousness. Usually it is someone very valuable who is able to do it all. And you did it, baby." That's how Akemi answered me while peeping my forehead.

My tears fell on my shapeless cheeks. I don't know what to say about Akemi's pure heart. Should I thank nature for the kindness of my husband?

Where else would you like a man like Akemi? is this real? is Akemi really human? or are angels human?

"Why don't you get angry Akemi? temper me! just blame me! or snatch me. Hit me, pinch me. I deserve it" I said as I pushed Akemi's chest and with tears streaming down.

I finally fell down weakly on the floor. I want Akemi to be angry, so that I know how she really feels. Does he really have no jealousy at all? at the very least, say something that made me realize.

"Darling, if I get angry, then what are you going to do to me? you've had too many difficult times so far. As Husband, shouldn't I support you?" reply Akemi wise. Once again I felt my position crashing into the abyss of my own arrogance.

"But at least be angry with me Akemi, I'm tired of seeing you constantly relenting and being patient with me. I'm really tired" I said.

"Do you want to know my true feelings?" Akemi asked with a voice that started to get serious. My heart became turbulent. Is this guy gonna say something I don't want to hear? but alright, I will listen to every word of his heart this time. It is impossible for a husband who has no jealousy at all towards other men who try to get close to his wife.

"I was so jealous, even my feelings were blown to pieces when I had to be willing to let you meet and take care of Ibrahim. Even though he's your brother, but you've had love." I'm not flinching at all. I enjoy the honesty of Akemi's heart. So all this time I've been hurting my husband unintentionally? Oh my God, how sinful I am God. I was crying in my heart.

"My heart is not made of angels without jealousy and pain. I was just as sick as Abraham. Even I'm a lot more sick than him if you can see how deep my wounds have been. But what can I do? do I have to cry and scream to stop you from going there? didn't I feel like I was being a selfish man back then? then where is the wisdom that I've held dear all this time?"

"My heart hurts and bleeds Shella if I get angry and yell at you, don't I look like a selfless man? I should be grateful that your relationship is just a brother. If not, then I'll kill Ibrahim myself for trying to take my wife."

"So understand baby, I'm not doing this because I don't love you, or have no jealousy at all. But I'm doing this all for the sake of our household. I am a priest here, and you are his aunt. Should I blame my mother when I as the Imam don't want to waver at all?"

"Now tell me, should I be mad at you? or do I have to throw away the prejudices that create distance between us?"

I swear by anything, I can't help myself anymore. Finally I kissed Akemi's lips and********** deeply as a form of my love that could not be spoken through words. Only body language can I speak at this time.

True love will be intact when the ego is lowered. Because sometimes love feels strange, sometimes blinding the eyes of the heart, but continues to lead us in the path of truth. Yes, Akemi has been on the right track now by remaining wise in determining the attitude. This is how the Imam in the household is.

To be continued.