
I had a meeting with Mr. Andika, an easy businessman who was trying to compete with me. Suddenly, he offered to cooperate. Of course I will accept his request with pleasure, I want to see how far the notoriously arrogant and ambitious man works.
I saw Andika looking at Alea with a longing gaze, as if to pounce on my woman. 'You want to play around with me apparently Mr. Andika. Let's see, if you dare to touch my woman, then I myself will cut off your hand' My inner self.
"Thank you for your cooperation, Mr. Javier. Have a nice day. And also thank you, miss..."
"Alea".
Andika turned her hands to Alea, and Alea received the helping hand with a sweet smile, a smile that was always shown to everyone, but not to me. Alea looked at me with a cynical look, but I ignored that, I like to see the corner of her eyes that always plunge into my heart.
I saw Andika's eyes on Alea like a voracious look, and I hated that. And I don't think Alea likes that situation either. Evidently from her awkward attitude, Alea left me and Andika to go to the toilet.
"Sorry Mr Javier, is your secretary married?" This baw* question makes my blood boil.
"I'm sorry I can't give you information about the privacy of my employees". I said calmly, I was trying to master my emotions that were ready to explode.
"Well, it turns out you're very professional Mr. Javier. Well, excuse me. If you change your mind, please contact me about your secretary". Said the breng*ek man to me with a grinning smile that I hated the most. I clenched my hand.
"Beautiful, beautiful in the sight of a straw". I was angry because I was jealous. Yeah, I'm jealous if anyone admires Alea besides me. I am the only man who can admire him. How selfish of me, but it's okay, Alea is just my woman. Catch that.
"Daddy want a straw?". Alea broke my daydream.
I left Alea who still looked puzzled by my attitude that had suddenly turned into a bad mood. Alea was really able to change me in the blink of an eye. My emotions, my soul, my heart, my desires, and my love all changed. This is all because of the man I don't want to mention by name, I just pin it as ba*ingan.
*****
In my office and Alex and Andre are working on a plan to celebrate the success of the project I signed with Mr. Handoko. I'm so happy, because Alea I can achieve my dream.
"Aren't you going to take that four-your-your-face secretary to the club". Ask Andre. Yes, what this playboy guy meant was Alea, I purposely mentioned Alea with a four-eye secretary as if hiding my feelings from my two best friends. I'm ashamed of myself falling in love with a woman in just a few minutes. Yes, I fell in love with Alea when I first met her, when she accidentally bumped into me. I do not want to be considered a cheap man, I still uphold my ego.
The offer of Andre and Alex, of course, I refused. I didn't want my woman to be noticed by another man, what else was it in a cursed place where there would be many pairs of eyes that adored her, arguing Alea was too innocent to go to that damn place, anyway, even I said if I was embarrassed walking alone with her if it wasn't for work. And unfortunately my words had an impact on Alea, the woman heard my words saying I was embarrassed to be with her. Jeez Javier, you just broke your own heart by insulting your woman. Yes, my heart aches and breaks with my own words. But I tried to cover up my disappointment by acting haughty.
I looked into Alea's eyes that I couldn't explain. But that face turned into a sad. Was he offended by my words. If it is, it means... Ah, Javier.
*****
I followed Alea who spent her lunch every day in the cave in front of the office. She was always with her best friend, if not her name was Dina. I don't really remember the name of her best friend, my eyes and memory are only on Alea.
And how surprised I was when Alea said that if she liked Alex, my best friend, no... She loves Alex. Believe me, my heart was crying because it was sick, jealous, hurt, and broken. All the flavors appeared simultaneously, I accidentally tightened my grip on the glass until it broke. My hands are bleeding, but that's not the case. My heart is bleeding.
Since then I have become more sensitive to Alea, I have made her the venting material of my anger. I'm so emotional that every time I see Alea smile when I look at my best friend Alex, a look of admiration and love. I'm jealous. I don't blame Alex for this, the guy doesn't know if Alea loves him in silence, but Alea? she was very conscious of loving Alex with all her heart. My heart was so hurt that I forgot that if I was the selfish one here, I wasn't brave enough to express my feelings to my woman, I just adored her through my arrogance.