Tears of Sholehah's Wife

Episode 73's.

Radit had told his decision to Yuni, suddenly making the mother shocked and did not accept.

“Why did you do that, son? Why do you make a decision without thinking long and talk to Mother first? We can still talk about this.” Yuni Protests.

“Already, Bun. Everything has happened, I only act according to my instincts.”

“Nak, Jihan has chosen you and rejected her ex-husband, now you even cancel your wedding plans just because she cried over the departure of her ex. This is too much, baby!”

“Bun, it's a matter of the heart. Although Jihan chose me, but her love for Ammar. They still love each other, and I don't want to be a barrier between them.”

“OK, maybe Jihan still loves the young man, but with her choosing you, it proves that she doesn't want to be back with her ex-husband. Means you're not a barrier, son.” Yuni Sanggah.

“Bun, he refused to refer to Ammar because I already menghitnya. That's why now I let him go, because I don't want to limit his life choices.”

“After all I realize, maybe this is how God taught me to be more patient and sincere in life, even though a little sick but I have to be strong and continue my life. Because I believe God has prepared the best for me, and I only need to follow the path of destiny that he wrote.” Radit said then smiled although it could not be denied his heart was sore, but he believed that over time, everything would recover and be fine.

Yuni let out a sigh of resignation, she was speechless even though her heart could not accept the son's shocking and painful decision.

“Yes already if this is what you want, Mother can not say anything more. Honestly, Mommy is disappointed and sad, but how else? Mother has no power to resist destiny.” Yuni bowed then rubbed the corner of her wet eyes.

Radit embraced the mother's shoulder with affection. “Mother don't be sad! Insha Allah after this Allah will give you something good.”

“Aamiin.”

“Then I say back to Jakarta, Mommy take care of your health and well here.” Radit said as he hugged Yuni's body.

“Yes, you also take care of your health and often come here!”

“Ready, Bun!” Radit let go of his embrace and kissed the back of his mother's hand.

Yuni kissed her son's cheeks and forehead with haru and dear.

Assalamualaikum, Bun.”

“Wa’alaikumsalam.”

Radit got up and immediately got into his car, he left the mother's house sadly. To be honest he was hurt and heartbroken, but he tried to keep smiling to make it look okay. Radit sincerely releases Jihan and wishes her happiness with others, because the highest level of loving is letting go.

After Radit left, Yuni rushed to contact her relatives and conveyed the cancellation of the child's marriage.

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At four o'clock in the morning, Ammar and his parents finally arrived home. Since Jihan left, Ammar decided to return to his parents' house, leaving the house he once shared with Jihan empty.

Ammar threw his tired body on the sofa and leaned back and closed his eyes. Her heart still aches and pains whenever she remembers Jihan's rejection and imagines her being with someone else.

Looking at the son who looked broken, Anita and Joseph approached him.

“Honey, you want Mama to make something?” Ask Anita.

“Mar, Papa knows this is hard, but try to sincerely accept it. Because this is all a provision from God, and He must have other plans for you.” Yusuf.

Ammar opened his eyes and straightened his body, and looked at Joseph with teary eyes. “But it hurts so much, Pa. Why should the recompense of all my deeds be this? When I struggled and wished for Jihan to come back to me, she broke my heart.”

“Mar, when you have too much hope in man, God will bestow upon you a painful hope. So even when you love someone more than your love for Him, he will scratch the wounds of that love. That ye may know that Allah is jealous.”

“Iya, darling. When we are disappointed and wounded because of man, then come to God with prayer and prayer, then you will feel the calmness and compassion of God. Try to get closer to Him to be more obedient.” Anita chimed in on the husband's words.

Ammar fell silent, trying to digest every word of advice that papa and his mother gave him.

“Sometimes there will be a time when you fight and fought by someone, so be patient and focus on strengthening yourself. Sure God will give you the perfect of your religion at the right time.” Anita.

“The Betul that Mama said. Be wise in your waiting, one day you will be amazed, how Allah will bring you together with your soul mate. Then use the time to wait with good things and surrender.” Continued Yusuf.

Ammar nodded his head lethargic, he did not want to refute or reply to the advice of his parents.

“Ya already, now you rest, soon adzan dawn.” Pinta Yusuf's.

“Iya, Pa.” Ammar went and was about to leave, but he stopped and looked at Joseph with a soft look. “Pa, please contact Mr. Adam, and have him take care of my divorce with Jihan!”

“Alright, later Papa will convey to him.” Yusuf Sahut.

Ammar turned around and continued his steps towards the room.

Anita looked at the son's departure with sadness and concern. “Passion Ammar, this must be heavy for him.”

“Hopefully with this incident, he can be a better person again.”

“Aamiin.”

Inside her room, Ammar lay and looked at her wedding photo with Jihan on the wall. She recalls when they were in High School and she always promised Jihan that she would always look after and protect the woman, and she also hoped to become Jihan's husband in the future.

It turned out to be known by Abbas and deliberately took advantage of the situation of Ammar who lost his memory, Abbas aka Miranda said if the promise was aimed at him instead of Jihan. Ammar falls into a trap and becomes his lover. Until Jihan's presence undermines all of her rotten plans.

Ammar exhaled heavily, there was a feeling of tightness and pain in his chest. The mountainous regret made his heart so fragile.

“I love you, Jihan. I don't know how long it will heal this wound.” Ammar lirih.

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar.

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar.

The dawn prayer rumbled, Ammar's heart suddenly quivering as if called. He immediately remembered the message of Joseph and Anita, maybe it's good he tried to follow the advice of his parents.

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