Tears of Sholehah's Wife

Episode 70's.

The sky had turned dark, the wind was blowing quite cold along with the rumbling that came alternately. There are no stars, there are only moons hiding behind the black mega. Looks like it's going to rain tonight.

Ammar parked his car right across from Arif's house. He tried to accept it, but still could not let go. Ammar's heart leads him back here, he still wants to fight and hopes Jihan changes her mind.

But suddenly a figure that had been interfering with his mind appeared from a distance. Jihan who had just come from Aisyah's house walked slowly towards her house.

“Jihan!” Ammar exclaimed, he hurriedly got out of the car and ran towards his ex-wife.

Jihan was shocked and suddenly her heart was pounding.“Mas Ammar? Why is it here?”

“I want to meet and talk to you.” Reply Ammar.

Jihan looked around, there were only the two of them. Maybe because it will rain, people prefer to be at home.

“Sorry, Mom. I can't talk here, because we're just the two of us. I'm afraid to be a slander.” Jihan was about to step away but Ammar immediately blocked her step.

“Jihan wait a minute! Let me talk to you for a minute!”

Jihan recoiled away from Ammar, she felt really awkward and unpleasant, especially when they were not far from Radit's house, she was afraid that the man saw them and misunderstood them.

“Mas, if Mas want to talk, please go to home.”

“What's the difference here with at home? What if at home you change your mind?” Cecar Ammar doesn't understand what Jihan means.

“Mas buk ...”

“Jihan, please listen to me! Cancel your wedding plans with Radit and come back to me! I beg!” Cut Ammar fast before Jihan finishes talking.

Jihan was stunned, then turned her gaze away from Ammar. “Sorry, I can't, Mas.”

“But I love you. You know that, I loved you since we were in High School. I promised to take care of you and protect you, and I beg you to give me a chance to keep it!” Ammar pleads.

Jihan took a deep breath, trying to hold the tightness inside her chest. “I'm sorry, Mas. I really can't. It's better now to go!”

Ammar shakes. “No, Jihan! I don't want to!”

Jihan turned her head to look at Ammar. “Mas don't be stubborn! I've received Mas Radit's sermon, I'm sure of my decision and I can't just cancel it, because I don't want to hurt other people's hearts, Mas.”

Ammar was stunned, his heart growing more and more painful. “You prefer to keep his heart and let my heart break. I'd better lose my memory for life, as long as you stay by my side. Than I have to remember everything, but I just lost you like this.”

“Astagfirullah, Mas. I should be thankful that my memory has returned. Isn't that what I wanted long ago?”

“But this is not what I want, Jihan! I want us back together, I want to take care of you like I promised since High School. I don't want us to split up.” Ammar's murmur began to be emotional.

“Mas, all this is already a provision from Allah. We need to follow destiny, not fight it. Because the more Mas fight, Mas will increasingly feel pain because he can not be sincere.” Jihan.

Jihan was silent as she gulped, she was a little afraid to see Ammar's gaze. The gaze he often got at the beginning of their marriage, the gaze full of anger.

“Alright, now I get it. When I desperately tried to find you so that we could be together again, you were sincerely separated and forgot about me. It's only right you didn't reject his proposal.”

“Not like that. I was wrong!” Deny Jihan.

“Then what? Can you explain why you refused to refer me?” Challenge Ammar still with a sharp and disappointed look in his eyes.

Jihan bowed silently, she tried to hide her eyes that began to be bathed in clear liquid. “Because it's the best, Mas.”

“Best for whom? For you, for Radit or for your Ummi?”

Jihan raised her head to look at Ammar, this time she could not hide the tears that were seeping out. “For Mas, for us and for everyone. Believe me, one day you will understand why this destiny that God has laid out for us, why this pain that God has inflicted on our hearts. I am only a woman of the last days who strives to be steadfast in following God's scenario, I have no power whatsoever to go against her will. So I beg you to understand, Mas!”

Ammar smiles in his pain.“Well, if you think this is best for me and for all of us. Now leave! I won't hold you back anymore. Because no matter how hard I try to fight for you, if in reality you want to leave, I can what?”

“Mas ...”

“Already, it's over. Maybe you're right, I should learn to be sincere and stoic like you. I wish I could heal this wound as soon as I lose you.” Ammar continued, his tears fell just like that.

Jihan shook with sobbing, somehow hearing Ammar say the farewell made Jihan's heart like it was slashed. Shouldn't he be relieved if Ammar gave it up?

“Sorry to be a bad person in your life, sorry I wasn't able to look after and protect you. I wish you always happiness. Goodbye to.” Imbuh Ammar, he immediately turned and stepped away.

Ammar got in the car and the gas left Jihan.

Jihan who was still crying just looked at Ammar's car moving away with a feeling of destruction, she was steady to choose Radit but that does not mean she does not love Ammar anymore. He simply followed his heart and was convinced God had a plan by leading him to this point.

“I'm sorry, Mas. I love you too, I also hurt to part from you.” Said Jihan Lirih.

“You were caught crying over his departure.”

Jihan who was startled suddenly turned to look at someone who was now standing behind her with an unreadable look.

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