Tears of Sholehah's Wife

Episode 69's.

Joseph and his family returned to Arif's house, because Ammar had been urging him to ask Jihan for her answer. Ammar was nervous and agitated, the young man really could not accept if the woman he loved and he was looking for all this time would marry someone else.

But their arrival coincides with Jihan and Salma going to the masseuse, because Salma complains of her body being sick after the accident, so at home there is only one Arif.

“Jihan has not answered Ammar's request, so we want to make sure, let everything be clear.” Joseph said after conveying his intention and purpose he came here.

“Iya, Abi. I wish Jihan would cancel her wedding plans and come back to me.” Sela Ammar is impatient.

Arif exhaled heavily, his shady face looking sad. He did not want to convey the decision that Jihan had taken to Ammar and his family, but inevitably he had to do it.

“So like this, Suf. Earlier I was sorry because maybe this makes you disappointed.”

Ammar and his parents were unsettled with bad feelings.

“Jihan has decided to continue with his wedding plans with Nak Radit and refused Nak Ammar's referral request.” Arif is not feeling well.

Joseph and his family were stunned to hear the painful decision.

“No, this is impossible! Jihan can't marry anyone else! I'm not authorized!” Ammar said he did not accept it.

“Ammar, relax, son!" Anita rubbed Ammar's back to calm the son.

“How can I rest easy if the person I love is going to marry someone else, Ma?” Adu Ammar with teary eyes.

Anita was only able to be silent, clear liquid had even seeped out of her eye sockets.

“Nak Ammar, I'm really sorry.” Arif.

“Abi, please cancel Jihan's wedding! Don't let Jihan marry anyone else! I beg you, Abi.” Ammar pleads.

“Iya, Ref. Can't we talk about it anymore? Has Jihan thought about it?” Yusuf.

“Insha Allah Jihan has thought through this decision carefully and is confident in her choice.” Answer Arif.

Ammar shakes. “No! I'm sure Jihan must have been forced to take this decision because Ummi was against and angry with me.”

“Mas, wrong!” Jihan's refutation suddenly appears with Salma.

“Jihan?”Ammar and everyone were shocked.

“I made this decision because of God. He has steadied my heart to choose Mas Radit, not because of Ummi or anyone.” Jihan continued, while Salma was only mute with an annoyed face.

“Jihan, I love you. I want us to be together again, start a new chapter and live happily. Please cancel your wedding and refer to me!” Ammar again begged.

“Sorry, I can't, Mas. We'd better take care of our divorce now, and start a new life! We are destined for no match, Mas.” Reject Jihan firmly and immediately ran into the room.

“Jihan!” Peekut Ammar.

“Already, Son. Don't be forced, Jihan has already taken her decision so we have to accept.” Joseph held Ammar's shoulder.

“No, Pa! I can't take it for granted! I'm not allowed to marry Jihan to anyone else and until whenever I won't divorce her!” Kecam Ammar then passed away feeling devastated.

“Ammar!” Yusuf shouted, but Ammar did not care.

Anita soon followed the son out.

Joseph turned to look at Arif with disdain. “Pardon Ammar's attitude, Rif.”

“It's okay, Suf. Talk to Ammar, and calm him down!” Reply Arif.

“Iya, Ref. Then excuse us first, assalamualaikum.”

Joseph hurriedly pursued his son and wife.

In the room, Jihan sat on the edge of the bed and cried, to be honest she felt pain when conveying her decision to Ammar, she was also heartbroken and sad, but she had to be firm for her ex-husband to let go.

Salma sat down beside Jihan and touched the princess's shoulder. “You're fine, Son?”

Jihan wiped her tears and tried to smile. “Iya, I'm fine, Ummi.”

“Hopefully Ammar and his family will accept this decision freely and immediately take care of your divorce.” Salma said expectantly.

Jihan simply nodded with a smile, she tried desperately to hold back her tears from falling before the mother.

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Ammar opened the door of the hotel room violently and walked in with wide strides and slammed himself on the sofa. Joseph and Anita followed in the footsteps of the son with anxious feelings mixed with pity.

Carefully Anita sat down beside Ammar who was leaning down while closing her eyes. Ammar's eyelashes looked wet, evidence that he had just cried.

“Already, Son. Maybe Jihan is not your soul mate. Mama is sure God has prepared someone much better for you.” Said Anita while rubbing Ammar's shoulder.

Ammar opened his eyes and looked at Anita. “But I want Jihan, Ma. I love him, I want to live with him. Why did God separate us?”

“Son, the farewell God gave, so that you know, there are still many things that you must do. There are still many mistakes that you must change and correct, and God also wants to show if what you expect is not the best for you.” Anita said later.

“But why should it be in such a painful way? I just wanted to change and fix everything. Why is this happening?” Ammar started sobbing.

“Maybe the way God rebukes you is painful. But if this is not the case, you will never realize if you have been wrong in stepping. Assume that God is shaping you to be a more mature and wise figure in acting. Don't be rash again, because the regret will come late.” Joseph chimed in with the wife and tried to advise her son.

“I really regret everything, if I didn't act stupid, surely everything wouldn't be like this.” Ammar.

“Trust! God's plan is better than yours. Try to be patient and sincere, because all of that will be God replaced with a kindness.” Yusuf with a convincing tone.

“Iya, darling. Mama is also disappointed at Jihan's decision, but Mama believes God has a better plan for you. So Mama please let Jihan go, because the more you mengikhlaskan the more calm your heart will be. Try to surrender the will, not force his will.” Follow Anita while wiping her tears.

Ammar bowed silently, trying to digest every sentence that came out of the mouths of his parents. Because it feels very difficult to willingly and sincerely take off the woman he loves since High School.

“Please leave me!” Pinta Ammar.

Joseph and Anita looked at each other, but remained motionless from their places.

“Son, you're not going to do anything dangerous, are you?” Anita made sure she was worried.

“I want to be alone, Ma.”

“Alright, we stay. But Mama please do not recklessly do things that can harm you.”

Joseph reminded firmly.

Ammar nodded weakly without replying to his words.

The couple finally moved on and left Ammar alone in his room.

Ammar closed his eyes again, trying to enjoy the pain and disappointment that was so pierced into the deepest recesses of the heart, mingling with regret that made his feelings crumble.

The more Ammar tried to let go, the more his heart hurt.

“I love you so much. I promised to protect you, but why didn't you give me a chance to keep it?” Ammar said softly, drops by drops of clear liquid fell back from his closed eyes.

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