Tama And Ratna

89. Hole in the Heart

Tama very much had to keep picking up Sindy with Mama. Ratna suggested it. Not that he suggested to Tama pick up Sindy, but suggested to have a one-on-one talk with Mama. At home there is also a Father and Mother. So when Tama and Mama leave, Ratna will explain the truth slowly to her parents. So that there is no longer a misunderstanding.

"Lha you've got it wrong what's the same in-laws you're rich with?" ask Mother.

"God willing there is no ma'am, the original Ratna never made a mistake. All this time the demands of Mama are just grandchildren. At the beginning of my marriage I agreed not to work. Our marriage is for both of us. Mas to sacrifice a lot of ma'am in order to fulfill the request of Mama. Now that there is Aksara, I think Mama will not be so anymore but in fact," said Ratna was not able to continue because in her arms Aksara began to cry.

"Sing strong. Sing patiently. The marriage test was macem-macem Ma'am. Grandma you can pass this test insyaallah, Gusti boten saree. Your prayers will be answered" said the father.

"Mas Tama's faithfulness, and everything that Mas gave to me has made me grateful. I'm not asking for anything anymore. As long as Mas still wants to fight together I will be strong whatever the form of the test. Especially now that there is a character. I don't want her to have a weak Mother" Ratna said as she looked at her calm-looking son in her cradle.

"Such a pamper atimu Mbak, I am proud of you," said the Father was taken by Mother.

...***...

Tama and Mama were sitting in line at Dindukcapil to take care of the deed of Aksa as well as writing his name in KK. Ratna had already prepared all the documents that might be needed into one yellow map so that Tama no longer felt any difficulty if there was anything she needed to show. In addition to registering the name of Aksara in KK and making Deed, Tama also stopped by the office to report his whereabouts. In addition to the allowance for him liquid, the entire office also knows if this little angel will be a source of new spirit for both parents.

"Wait here yes, I want to ask for the commander's signature," said Tama invite Mama to sit waiting in the waiting room visitors.

"Don't be long, talk about it tomorrow again. We still have to get to the station" Mama said.

"Yes Ma" Tama replied with a flat face.

Tama walked in to meet the commander Hendra who was in the room together with the commander Novan. The two had just finished their lunch like, Tama could tell by seeing there were two boxes of rice that had not been thrown on the table.

"Mission Ndan," Tama said after knocking.

"How's he?"

"Nand, I'd like to ask for an autograph."

"Make what?"

"Register my son Ndan, let his allowance be liquid," Tama said with a smile that could not be hidden.

"Woiya, your wife just gave birth. Congratulations Ji, how? Healthy for both?" this time, Nova asked.

"Alhamdulillah healthy Ndan, thank you," replied Tama.

"Now, I signed it. Congratulations, continue not to late leave. Sorrowful children you stay over" said commander Hendra.

"understand. That's why I acc your filing cut yesterday."

"Yas Ndan then I say goodbye, there will be a need after this," said Tama to both commanders.

When Tama was walking out, she accidentally met Cece who had just come out of the logistics room. Cece immediately follows Tama's steps and embraces her best friend. The two chatted while walking. Cece even had time to meet with Mama and greet his best friend's parents.

"This is Cece who used to love playing with you? Oh, my God is so different now. It used to be thin and dry you are now quite full," said Mama who recalls her son's old friend.

"Yes aunty, Praise God for being happy" Cece replied.

"Ah you could have," said Mama.

Not long chatting, Mama immediately remembered if the clock was approaching 2 o'clock. It's time they picked up Sindy who Mama somehow introduced as Tama's cousin's sister. Tama deliberately turned the road in order to have a little time chatting with Mama. He felt he needed to make a deal with Mom.

"What does Mama really want? Tell me now Ma, but there's no Ratna" Tama said to the point.

"Mama doesn't want anything. Mama just pity that kid. She has no parents, although now she is not who you are but you have introduced her to Mama, she was once your favorite. She just needs Mama to be her mother's replacement even if she knows you don't have her. He also promised not to interfere with your relationship with Ratna, he sincerely let you go" said Mama.

"Didn't you feel sorry for Ratna Ma? Falling awake she struggles only to fulfill one request of Mama. Now that he can give what Mama asked Mama instead bring Sindy back even in front of both parents as well. How about the feelings of my father and mother? I'm their daughter-in-law, I'm trusted to look after their daughter. Ratna was told to come with me. How would Ratna's parents feel if they found out this was how she was treated in my family?" said Tama.

"Mama pity Ratna, but take a look. Ratna's sincere, she's fine. She also told Mama that she had no problem having Sindy come with Mama. She even likes someone who can accompany Mama."

"Ma, please.... Okay, gini. Because this is all over. I received Sindy's arrival, but if I knew Ratna was crying because of the girl's whereabouts she would immediately send me home including Mama," said Tama who had run out of ways.

"You ngusir Mama? Tega, you?"

"I'm not ngusir Mama. If Mama doesn't accept Tama back, let Tama take Ratna away" Tama said.

"Kok you so anyway?!"

"Yes or no Ma."

"And one condition is no less important, I will do whatever I need to do to keep my wife feeling. And Mama did not I give the right to protest whatever I do later," continued Tama makes Mama can not dwell.

Mama briefly saw the figure of her husband in her son. How Tama talks, and how Tama can stop all your arguments exactly with her Papa. Mama almost cried, but stopped her from doing it because she didn't want to get so wrapped up in that endless sadness. It is undeniable that Papa died in an unnatural condition and that left such a huge wound in his heart. Although her only son is always trying to fill the void, but in fact the hole in the heart of a Diana is never lost.