Tama And Ratna

53. Failures

That night I went home with a tired face. Lucky to arrive at Tama's house finds Ratna cooking dinner. Her face was not as pale as this afternoon, she was also able to smile to greet her husband who had just returned. Ratna put down her work then approached Tama who started walking towards her.

"Are you better?"

"Lumayan. If I don't get better soon, who are you?" Ratna.

"Why are you so great Mother" said Tama.

"Is there a problem in the office?"

"Kok know?"

"You know, not as fast as usual," said Ratna began massaging her husband's shoulders slowly.

"Sir, you have an operation tomorrow?" ask Tama.

"No, I'm not."

"Can you give me permission for a minute? Tomorrow morning you come to the office. There's one problem that you can't solve on your own" Tama said.

"What's the problem?"

"There were two members whose girlfriends were making a fuss. Don't take it he said he said he was treated unfairly with the picket officer."

"Can't you?" ask Ratna again.

"You enter the court, but its status is only as a pavar so it is detained and forbidden to enter. The wives just went in and out and checked, they were the same, but they said they were treated unfairly it was checked but eventually denied entry. I ask for help from you, because you are both women so you can understand each other. If Mas is the one who talks later they are getting more rebellious," said Tama.

"I'm coming to the office tomorrow. Now take a shower. After this eat together," said Ratna.

"What-how's Nausea? Just thinking."

"Not to think about. It's been muted. Even though I vomited again, I had to eat. I have to be healthy" Ratna said.

I am thankful that his wife is okay. At least Tama no longer need to worry excessively on the condition of his wife. Ratna is great and Tama must learn to believe more. Tama must believe that whatever happens Ratna will be able to take care of herself as well as keep their baby well.

Ratna accidentally eats separately with her husband because she does not want to disturb Tama. Poor that her husband should be able to eat voraciously even disturbed because Ratna who constantly felt nauseous. Even though Ratna has deliberately cooked her favorite dishes, namely spinach mixed with corn. But it turns out his favorite cuisine alone can not make his appetite increase. Tama had already finished eating and walked over to Ratna who was still struggling. The sound of Ratna's spoon then began to feed Ratna.

"No ah" said Ratna.

"If you want to eat, let's try A.", said Tama.

Turns out right, the meal should be fed to Dad. Basic, it's still as big as a pea but already know who fed it. It seems this child does not accept that the mother is often left behind with Dad. It is also seen from how Ratna can turn so spoiled and want to stick to the husband when it was not so.

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In the morning Ratna braced herself to accompany Tama to give reprimand to its troubled members. Ratna is actually not feeling well, but how else she must be strong because this is one of her duties as a wife and companion of a leader. Ratna deliberately took a sip of her afternoon dose in the morning so that she would not have to be tormented had to go back and forth to the bathroom to vomit out her stomach contents that were actually empty.

Ratna only sat down when Tama was scolding her subordinates. After all, Ratna had not been given a chance to talk. He was just monitoring how Tama was reprimanding his men. Ratna actually likes to see Tama who is full of assertiveness like this, because this kind of scenery she rarely sees from the figure of her husband when at home.

Ratna continued to try to stay concentrated even though her stomach condition had not improved completely. As Baby Ji continues to protest at her Mother to just stop working but Ratna still forces her to join the fight together. Tama had a glance towards Ratna who continued to hold her stomach. Tama wants to tell Ratna to come out, but she sees Ratna trying to hide her pain, so Tama chooses to be quiet and appreciates Ratna's efforts to look good. Because not only Ratna is in charge of guarding Tama's authority, but she is also in charge of protecting Ratna's self-esteem.

"But sir, I'm still given permission to marry her right?" ask one of the people who are angry.

"If you can't educate your future wife for the better, I doubt your request will be accepted" Tama said.

"Capable. I'm sorry I did that" said one of them.

"Yes, you guys make a statement and leave it to me at maximum this afternoon. I hold the letter in consideration when you file for a marriage hearing tomorrow" Tama said.

After finishing Tama invites Ratna to sit in her study room temporarily so she can rest for a while before returning home. Honestly Tama was so worried about Ratna's condition that did not improve day by day.

"Your mother is not papa?"

"No papa, but very dizzy" Ratna said.

"If you go home, don't go to work today how?"

"Mas, anterin to doctor dong if there is no more work. Can't you?" ask Ratna.

"It can, but only nganter not until nemenin. How's it? There's work to be done."

"Bang, sorry to interrupt. What Sister Ratna let me just send, I also want to go to the hospital to visit brother Bang Yudha," bargained Nesya.

"Rare you papa?" ask Tama.

"Yes not papa. Instead of the more sick Mbak, if waiting Bang Aji finished with the work of the madman later," said Nesya.

"Mas I'm just like Nesya. No papa, right?"

"It's not papa. But promise, be careful" said Tama.

"Yes promise."

Ratna went with Nesya to the hospital. Just reach the parking lot Ratna and Nesya parted ways. Nesya towards the pavilion while Ratna towards the poly. Ratna queued up a while later her name was called. Inside there Ratna was already gravely frightened when the ultrasound device touched the surface of her stomach. There is an unpleasant taste actually since yesterday, it feels like there is something wrong with the content and it is true that the doctor stated Ratna content has fallen.

The fetus in Ratna's stomach was too weak to survive, which is why Ratna's stomach hurt since yesterday. Before Ratna stepped into the operating room, she first told Tama and then left her phone to one of the nurses she happened to know.

Tama saw the message immediately rushed to find the commander for permission and immediately left as fast as she could to get to the hospital immediately. When she arrived, Ratna was still in the operating room so Tama had to sit down waiting for news from inside. His mind's getting fucked up. Everything was centered on Ratna. His chest was tight imagining how crushed Ratna was right now. After struggling alone and failing he still had to be in pain and Tama so pitifully could only look at Ratna who was lying weakly on the gurney. Ratna was already fully aware but she was unable to do much. His face was pale and not strong.

"I'm sorry" said Ratna.

"No need to apologize, you are not wrong" Tama said.

"If there is a lot of work back to the office just not papa, Ratna alone is not papa really," Ratna said.

"No dear, where might Mas barin you alone in this condition. My work can still wait. You're more important now" Tama said.

"But later Mas yelled at Mr. Leo again."

"Sir Leo gave permission for Mas here. Mas work also wants to be escorted here so that Mas can work while accompanying you," said Tama.

"Are you sure you're not lying?"

"Have you ever seen me lie to you?"

"No."

"Mas wouldn't lie to you. Because Mas does not want to scratch your trust with Mas," said Tama so gently.