Tama And Ratna

47. Still angry

With a lethargic face Tama stepped into the clinic to see Ratna. Tama gets a message from Nesya that Mr. Leo gave him punishment. But for Tama the punishment was not enough to erase her guilt on Ratna. Tama opened the door of Ratna's room slowly then approached the bed where Ratna was still asleep. This morning when he left her, Ratna had not yet used an oxygen hose, but now Tama sees Ratna using an oxygen hose on her nose. Tama slowly stroked Ratna's head then kissed her forehead just sitting and just silently looked at Ratna who was sleeping not so comfortable.

Tama sat there accompanying Ratna for just a moment. He chose to return to headquarters and carry out his sentence right now. Tama first looked for Mr. Leo and apologized for the new he took his equipment and began running around the field where apples and ceremonies are usually held. Until the night Tama continued to torture himself, continuing to run around the field. Lucky Mr. Leo saw Tama who was exhausted with wet clothes due to sweat.

"Ji, already. Don't torture yourself like that. Whose wife will take care of you until something goes wrong?" said Mr. Leo.

Tama did not hear Mr. Leo's words, he continued his run until Mr. Leo restrained his body and stopped him, "Aji already. Come with me you."

Mr. Leo managed to drag and bring Tama to the counseling room. There Tama says everything that has happened to Mr. Leo including the beginning of the feud between Bagas and Tama.

"I swear sir, I'm innocent. I took the punishment willingly just to avoid these kinds of things happening" Tama said.

"I can't believe you 100% because I haven't heard from Bagas. But if until Ratna your wife fell this way, you also believe something is wrong," said Mr. Leo.

"Ratna had just lost her close friend Sir, a few days ago would she go back to Java if you might hear the story of Bu Rosa. He was still shocked so, Bagas and Zahra came. I don't know exactly what he did to her but seeing from how Ratna always eluded my eyes, I'm sure Bagas said something about the accident at Akpol back then," tama said this time in a quieter voice than before.

"So how are you going now? I can't keep quiet, I don't like you bringing your personal problems into the office. Aji, your career in the last 10 years in the police has been great. Not because of one problem I was forced to lower your rank. You are also struggling for that recruitment. If you fail, the commander will be sad. You are the golden son of Commander Slamet" Mr. Leo advised.

"Sir, I beg your permission to settle this matter with my wife" Tama said.

"Please. You have to finish this now so that tomorrow you can focus again. Because we have to prepare a welcome for the new Bintara. You I give the task to make a pesonil formation for them," ordered Mr. Leo.

"Lho weren't they just leaving for training?"

"There's no harm in preparing for everything."

"Well sir, then I will recap the data first I just gave to the Father," said Tama.

"That's home. Meet your wife, pity her alone," said Mr. Leo who began to be relieved to hear the voice of Tama who had returned as usual.

Tama went back to the clinic to pick up Ratna. Fortunately Ratna still wanted to give him the news that the doctor said Ratna did not need to stay overnight. He is better and can rest at home. Tama brought his car, then looked for a parking space that is approximately easy to reach. When he arrived at the ward, Tama could see Ratna was lying down while playing her phone to relieve boredom. Tama as usual when she came home, she approached Ratna then kissed her forehead. Ratna did not refuse, meaning that the condition of Ratna's heart is better than yesterday, hopefully.

"Sir, are we going home now?" ask Tama.

"But eat first, I'm a laper," said Ratna still in a hoarse voice.

"What do you want to eat?"

"No idea."

Tama grunting. Ratna if you're angry will definitely answer that if asked what you want to eat, "Eating meatballs will not?" ask Tama.

"No."

"Chicken plump?"

"Not really."

"Keep what, baby?"

"No idea" Ratna said again.

"Sir, don't keep going ah. I'm confused about what to do" Tama said.

"Lagian Mas nyebelin anyway," said Ratna while distancing Tama's hand.

"Yes yes Mas nyebelin. But his anger will eat out. Deck, you're sick again if you don't eat how do you want to be healthy? I don't want you to be healthy for others. Be healthy for yourself" said Tama, making Ratna even more upset.

"Ratna..," persuaded Tama again.

"You believe more in the same Mas or Bagas? Whose husband is it?" ask Tama at the end. He had no intention of holding her back anymore. Ok this problem can not be postponed and must be completed now anyway.

"What do you mean? There his wife nambek tuh asked first kek why. No such rich nudu-ujug-ujug," replied Ratna no less ketus.

"Dec, be honest with you. Are you saying, Bagas until you're rich in gini?" this time, Tama began to demand answers.

"Who's Bagas?" ask Ratna back.

"Her husband Zahra, Deck. You doubt the same because he said something to you, right? He talked about the problem Mas was in Akpol, huh?"

"wait. Mas, Zahra's paralyzed husband, right? She knew her husband Rangga Mas by name" Ratna said.

"The ladder?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"He told me what you were. By the way, Mas does not want you to be angry and continue to not like Mas," said Tama who began to sit in front of Ratna.

"He said it was evil. He ruined Zahra's life. Mas who made Zahra paralyzed and could not continue his dream to become a policeman."

"I thought so," muttered Tama.

"Dek...., you still believe in the same Mas?" tama asked Ratna before she continued her story. After Ratna nodded, only Tama continued her story.

"True events are not Decks if you want to believe. Actually Zahra was like Mas, but at that time Mas was still the same Sindy. I never looked at Zahra at all. On the one hand, Bagas his best friend Mas likes Zahra. Mas just help Bagas to express his feelings to Zahra, that's all. The matter of Zahra being paralyzed, he fell off the wall climb while we were training. Mas was responsible for the problem not because Mas deliberately did it, but because Mas did not want the problem even bigger. Mas was on top when Zahra fell and Mas was blamed for people thinking Mas was sabotaging his rope."

"What did you say is true?"

"Sir, you know best whether he's lying or not. You think I'm lying now, right?" tama asked as she stared right at the two beads of Ratna's eyes.

"No."

"Sir, I want to ask for your help this time. Please believe the same. I'm going to get things straight now" Tama said.

"The problem is faced, not avoided. Solve your problems, I'll help you as much as I can."

"Mas..," said Ratna again.

"Why?"

"I'm sorry, ." replied Ratna in tears.

"Yes already. I'm not angry, now we go home, we rest at home. I'll pay for your absence next to you last week."

"How'd it go?"

"Whatever way you want," Tama replied with a slanted smile.

"Mas.., I'm sick. Cuddle yes" whispered Ratna.

"As you wish, my queen."

Tama was finally able to hold Ratna's hand again. He managed to get Ratna's attention again and managed to solve one problem with his wife. Now Tama just need to finish it with Bagas, with his old friend. As Ratna had quoted her words in the past. The problem is faced, so Tama will now face whatever he will encounter later the problem with Zahra and with Bagas his best friend must be finished.