Tafakur Love Mualaf

Conscience

Coming home from college, Fiha went home with Hasbi. Then he saw a human, who was riding his motorcycle behind them.

”What do-not, Hasbi has a relationship with Aqila. But it's impossible, too, that he made her a mistress. Never mind Fiha, don't think too much. Why would he marry you, if he likes Aqila. Never mind, don't take too much with you.” Inner Fiha.

They had arrived, and Yunah told Aqila to come in. Even he was embracing Aqila's shoulders, and ignoring Fiha behind him.

"Do not frown, the beauty will be lost Fiha. He and I are just friends, very clearly in front of you. We also do not secretly meet, behind you" Hasbi said.

"Hasbi, I know you don't like me to argue. I know you're disappointed, because I'm always with Ali. But, there are things that are far more important than feelings." replied Fiha.

"So our household is swept away by the current, you won't care either. You only care about your situation. Do you ever think Fiha, the child in your stomach is our child. She needs complete parents, raising and educating her together." Hasbi explained, long and wide.

"I know, so I struggled. I want to be a mother, you never even understand. I want to accompany you Hasbi, although to settle my personal affairs would make a misunderstanding." replied Fiha.

"Say clearly, Fiha, that there will be many who will be hurt." Hasbi held both shoulders.

Suddenly, Fiha's head felt dizzy. He immediately threw out Hasbi's hand, while enduring the pain within his chest cavity. Fiha had already managed to enter the room, then locked it tightly. Hasbi knocked on the door many times, but Fiha did not answer.

"Oh, it hurts!" moaning Fiha.

"Dear, why are you?" Hasbi knocked on the door.

"Help me baby, my earrings are stuck on the inside of the hijab." Fiha just reasoned.

"Hurry and open the door, let me help you" Hasbi said.

"Let's go, baby, I'm having a hard time moving" replied Fiha.

"Or, you want the door to be broken" Hasbi said.

"Don't Hasbi, let me open it." replied Fiha.

A few minutes later, Yunah patted Hasbi on the shoulder. She invites to eat together, because she understands Hasbi is tired of studying on campus.

"Come, have lunch first." take Yunah.

"Yes ma'am, I'll wait for Fiha first." Hasbi replied.

"Leave it, why should you care about him" said Yunah.

"He was removing his snagged earrings" Hasbi replied.

Yunah pushed the door, but it still did not open. He began to know that the door was locked from the inside.

"Why should the door be locked." Yunah protest.

"Maybe Fiha wants to change clothes, Mom, afraid that anyone will come in" Hasbi replied.

"Mom told Ali to stay away from Fiha" Hasbi replied.

"Mother had told him to stay away from Fiha, but Ali was just like Fiha. He also insisted on refusing, and wanted to continue to be friends with Fiha" Yunah said.

"Well what else ma'am, we can't force someone's will." Hasbi replied.

"As far as they are, I'm dizzy. Now, I want to accompany Aqila in the dining room." Yunah said.

"Yes ma'am, I'm still waiting for Fiha here." Hasbi replied.

Yunah passed from before him, and Hasbi was still faithfully waiting at the door. Aqila looked at Yunah, who was scooping the side dishes for her.

"Mom, can't we wait for them?" ask Aqila.

"Do not eat alone." replied Yunah.

"Just wait Mom, I'm not good" said Aqila.

"Why should it be bad, Mother told you to eat" replied Yunah.

Yunah poured more vegetables, and also poured drinking water. Aqila ate the vegetable, then drank the water. A few minutes later, Hasbi appeared with Fiha.

"Fiha, let's eat together here." haggard Aqila.

"Yes Aqila, I just released the snag earrings" replied Fiha.

”I was actually waiting for the pain to subside, after taking painkillers. Forgive me, for having lied to you.” Inner Fiha.

The next day, Hasbi went to college with Fiha. He brought her Aqila's favorite dodol, cooked by Yunah. Fiha waved his hand at Ali, then went to class.

"It seems, I'm no longer considered a son-in-law." said Fiha.

"You're talking like that" replied Ali.

"Because my mother-in-law is getting closer to Aqila, there may also be other intentions" Fiha said.

"Try to think positive." replied Ali.

"I can think positively, only my heart can't be lied to." said Fiha.

"Alright, there's no need to force it" replied Ali.

Ali and Fiha read the book together, until many of his classmates came into the room. They stared at Fiha cynically, whispering softly.