Tafakur Love Mualaf

Tafakur Love Mualaf
Emptiness of the Heart



On returning home from campus, Aqila was seen rushing out of class. Hasbi had just walked up to him, had already disappeared from the barrier. Hasbi was in a hurry to chase after him, and accidentally bumped into Fiha.


"Hey baby, why are you in such a hurry?" ask Fiha.


"Dear, I was chasing Aqila" replied Hasbi.


"I told you, you can't be near Aqila. He likes you, so it's only natural." said Fiha.


Hasbi pinched both of her cheeks. "From a long time ago I was a friend dear."


"I'm jealous." Fiha put his hand on his chest.


"I'm sorry, I should've been more sensitive." Hasbi rubbed his cheek gently.


Fiha smiled at Hasbi, looking at her meaningfully. They immediately put their feet together, holding hands. Aqila seemed to have left, but she was actually not far away. Being behind the parapet, paying attention to their hands holding tight.


I have him, like a light comes. It reflects light, thus filling the emptiness of the heart. Actually it is complete, but maybe someone languishes to see it. Someone must cry, in a smile of happiness. I didn't mean to be selfish, but it was the light that chose to come to me.


Not to leave her alone in the dark, but to find another light. Understand that someone who is beside me, should not be seized by anyone. She will only settle in my heart, as someone I love forever. As a woman, you are perfect. But this imperfection of myself, is a complete complement to the household.


Fiha closed his diary, coming out of his room. He helped Nimah, to fry the shrimp.


"Fiha, you look tangled" said Nimah.


"Capek Ma'am, out of college all day." replied Fiha smirked.


"Capek finished college, or tired of serving the husband." seduced Nimah.


"Mom could have, I'm fine. Though weary of it, yet her reward will be earned as a filial wife." Fiha smiled.


Nimah held onto Fiha's shoulder. "Smart wife, great daughter-in-law, you wait for the horse. I'm going to the toilet for a minute."


"Sir Ma'am, let me grind the chili as well." Fiha smiled cheerfully.


Nimah left Fiha alone, until Hasbi appeared. On a whim, Hasbi wrapped her hands around Fiha's waist.


"Darling, what are you cooking?" ask Hasbi.


"I'm cooking shrimp." replied Fiha.


"I like your soft, better-sounding voice. Feminine style, neat appearance, no more aruk-arukan." said Hasbi.


"It's because of you too, who taught me." replied Fiha.


"Look, this is a diary, right?" ask Wanda.


"Yes, Aqila's. Quickly take it, before it's discovered." whispered Stayli.


They immediately hid behind the closet, as there was someone approaching towards the door. It turned out that Hasbi who entered the classroom, put her bag on the chair.


"Aqila where it is, it's gone." Hasbi monologue.


Hasbi dropped out of class, and Stayli and Wanda read Aqila's diary. Both of their eyes were rounded, seeing that there was a Hasbi name there.


"Let's unload Aqila's feelings, on everyone." Stayli.


"Yes, let him not be at home at Glow University." replied Wanda, with an evil smile.


The two of them immediately walked out of the classroom, then waved at the people he passed by. Walk meandering, occasionally jumping with a flick.


"Guys, I have info. Some secretly like people's husbands. Moreover, the man is the chairman of BEM, who does not know" said Stayli.


"True, not very self-conscious." added Wanda.


"Where's the evidence." answer everything.


Stayli opened the book wide Aqila, and all eyes read it. Aqila had just walked out of the library, and found all eyes shining towards her. Some smiled mockingly, and some shuddered in disdain.


"Be careful, he'll be an actor."


"Kasian is very yes his life, must have a feeling of clapping one hand."


"Like Hasbi, without realizing who she is."


"Obviously there's no hope, there's still flying altitude."


Laughing sounds and even rude speech, were heard in Aqila's ears. There was no name called, but he already felt. From their gaze alone, Aqila could decipher who was meant.


”Why do they know I like Hasbi. What a deliberate Fiha, spreading my true feelings.” Inner Aqila.


Accidentally, Fiha collided with Aqila. Fiha explained to Aqila, that he did nothing.


"Aqila, Fiha lied to you. We know how you feel, because it's Fiha who spread it" Stayli said.


"You have to go, Fiha. I guess, you're sincerely friendly with me." Aqila immediately ran away leaving him.