Sweetest Nightmare's

Just Part of the Sleeping Flower

"That's-that's not my fault."

The sentence continued outwards from Feli's thin lips which trembled and began to pale, purplish.

The body of the beautiful woman trembled, and was also flooded with sweat. His breathing was hunting, sounding so heavy and claustrophobic.

"FELISHAS!"

Feli was aghast while someone voiced his name out loud. His eyes were open in a patterned and puffy state. Her tears flowed faithfully.

"Hey, Baby. Calm down."

That sweet, soft voice. Feli knew that voice.

Feli turned his head and found Hayden clutching his trembling body in his arms.

Feli's heart beat is getting faster, and out of control. The infuriating panic attack returned, making Feli's body unable to stop shaking and sweating.

Of course, it managed to make Hayden feel anxious. He saw the bead of his female eyes trembling, moving randomly in an uncertain direction, full of fear.

Both of Hayden's big palms were poking Feli in the face, trying to get his female attention on him, completely.

Hayden stared at Feli's beautiful bead which trembled with a gentle and deep, loving look of caution. "Baby, listen. Calm yourself. I'm right here. I'm right here. You're secure. I'm with you. Focus on me, just me, hemm?"

Feli was speechless, he was stunned but still in a state of trembling body and hunting breath.

"I'm right here, Baby. Be calm. I'm with you. Follow what I say, okay?"

Feli slowly nodded his head, making Hayden smile, despite his bitter smile, full of anxiety.

"Take a deep breath, then exhale slowly" Hayden said in a soft voice.

Feli did what Hayden said without a fight.

"Right, Baby. Forward. You're save with me. Breathe in again, then throw out slowly."

Inspiration ....

Exhale ....

Hayden led Feli to do the same thing over and over again, until Feli's breathing slowly stabilized.

"You okay, Princess?"

Feli's beautiful hazel beads still met there, staring at the blind Hayden who was still staring at him.

Feli shook his head faintly. Her tears, which had subsided for a while, broke back. "I'm-I'm scared."

Hayden quickly grabbed onto Feli's body into his warm embrace, without wasting a second.

Her female body was still slightly trembling. He could feel, even the heartbeat of Feli, was still chaotic and unstable.

"It's ok, Baby. I'm here." Hayden spoke in an angelic tone, trying to calm down while rubbing Feli's back gently and affectionately.

Feli's eyes closed, trying to feel the warm and comfortable sensation that Hayden gave while slowly regulating his breath.

Hayden gently kissed the top of Feli's head. "You're doing fine. It was just a dream. I'm right here. I'm with you."

Feli's two hands were still trembling violently, slowly raised, touching Hayden's back, until they crumpled up the plain white T-shirt that her husband was wearing, tightly. "J-don't leave, I. I-I beg you."

Hayden rubbed Feli's long mane, slowly. The touch is so soft, loving and also a calming effect. "Shhh. I will never leave you. I promise."

"But you p-go and m-betray me with Jane," said Feli, stammered with her trembling voice.

"It was just a dream, Baby. I was here, your name. Calm down."

"Dreams?"

Hayden breathed a sigh of relief as he closed his eyes. He put his chin on Feli's shoulder, but still make sure, if he does not give a bit of food there, especially if it gives a painful efficiency for the wife. "Hmmm. You're just a dream."

Feli returned Hayden's embrace, eroding the remaining bit of distance, putting their bodies under pressure. "That's a very scary dream."

Hayden put away his unraveled female hair to the other side. He rubbed his face in the recess of Feli's neck, landing a gentle kiss there, leaving Feli slightly stunned. "I don't know what you're dreaming. But if it's about me leaving you, it'll never come true, whatever the reason."

Feli closed his eye patch while submerging his face in Hayden's field chest. "Please keep your promise. D-don't leave me, whatever it is that's-happened."

A rough gust of breath escaped from the gap between the two sides of Hayden's lips.

The two burly arms of the handsome man were coiled around the petite body of the wife, hugging her very tightly, as if not intending to let go, forever.

Feli let out a rough breath that came from a sense of relief that instantly burst out in his recess, then nodded his head without protesting.

Of course Feli knows Hayden very well.

She had been dating the handsome man who had been hugging her for four years, there was no reason for her not to trust Hayden.

That, of course, makes the mind and heart of Feli feel much calmer than before. Given what he had felt in the nightmare he had a few minutes ago, the difficulty he believed in Hayden was far inversely real life.

Feli admitted, Hayden is famous as a wedge man. But as bad as Hayden ... her husband never broke the promise he said. No matter what the promise.

It was not without reason for Feli to be able to easily trust Hayden. He knew the man well, perhaps even better than Hayden, knowing himself.

That is why, when Hayden said that Jane was pregnant with her child at that time, Feli with his students immediately believed Hayden's lie.

Although sometimes, the attitude of mengsum and annoying Hayden, it is inevitable and a bit difficult for Feli to face, but for him ... Hayden is a man who has a different side.

Hayden is very good, can even be said to be a perfect figure, which he can make as a benchmark of the ideal husband type.

If it's out there Hayden could be the scumbag guy who could break any woman's heart and life in no time, for Feli ... Hayden could be his safest place.

Hayden slowly removed his grip from Feli's body, making a little distance between them, so that he could see the beautiful face of the wife.

Feli did the same.

They collided face to face for a few moments with equally random moving eye beads, scouring every inch of each other's faces.

"You feel better?" Hayden asked, making sure.

Feli nodded faintly. "A little, better."

Hayden's finger-pointed palms moved, touching his wife's pale face gently while removing the obstructing haircut. "You don't need your medicine?"

Feli stunned. His eyes are a little smudged. He only realized that the effects of Hayden's existence for him were indeed extraordinary.

Usually, if he has a panic attack, he will not return to normal and calm as it is now, just without taking drugs first.

He must have needed a drug that had been part of his life for the past two years.

Hayden stared at the nanar of his woman who suddenly fell silent, unmoved. "Hey, Baby. Are you really okay?"

Feli was slightly stunned. He looked at Hayden for a moment, then nodded. "I'm fine, I guess."

Both of Feli's tiny palms perched on his chest area, feeling his heartbeat still pumping quickly, but not because of the panic attack he had just experienced, but because Hayden was there, near her.

"Hey, are you serious? You're making me worry. Should I get you your medicine, or take you to the nearest hospital to make sure?" racau Hayden, anxious.

"No. I'm fine, really," said Feli, gripping one of Hayden's arms gently, making Hayden, who was about to creep up and get out of bed, stop.

Hayden fell silent, staring at the beautiful face of his woman with squeaky eyes, full of amazement. "You really mean it?"

Feli smiled weakly, nodding faintly. "Hmmm. So please don't go. Don't leave me alone."

Hayden let out a rough breath, the condition of the overwhelming relief that immediately ran through his chest cavity. "You've been worrying about me ever since you fell asleep, you know?"

"sorry. Did I fall asleep long enough?" Ferli asked while loosening his gaze, looking around.

He was still in the same room. The room he and Hayden were in when Hayden told him what happened to him two years ago.

"You didn't stop crying after I told you what I went through two years ago, especially about Jimmy."

Feli straightened his gaze, looking at Hayden who had confirmed the sitting position, facing towards him.

Felu bowed at a glance. "On Jimmy. Are you really, really not going to leave me, even if I've been touched by her?"

Hayden let out a rough breath. He was actually confused, how and in what other way he had to convince his woman.

The handsome man approached, hugging Feli back very tightly. "I mean it. What do you think I'd marry you for if I would eventually leave you, hemm?"

"But you married me in an unnatural way."

"I don't care about how I married you. Most importantly, you're back to being mine and I'll never let you go again, ever."

Feli smiled knot.

The beautiful woman's hand was raised slowly, until her palm was anchored on the surface of the husband's dashing back, anchoring gentle meaningful pats there. "Please don't let me go again. Whatever happens, even if I ask for it myself. Please don't ever let me go."

Tbc ....