
Time passes so fast. However, it felt so torturous for a Felisha.
After the events of that night, Feli felt his life was really on the verge of collapse, so chaotic.
Just say it, if he feels as if he is a corpse that seems to live to enjoy the time that goes so fast without doing anything.
If he doesn't remember wrongly and misspells, the day on which his worst night took place is clearly a number on his phone's main screen calendar showing the date of February twenty, he said, but when he saw her this morning, the date had changed.
Twenty-three February ..The two headed to three days had already passed, and he had not met Hayden at all. What has he been doing for three days? I don't know.
Clearly, he had simply been silent and had woken up on the same bed, with the bed he had occupied three days ago, this morning.
He waited, hoping Hayden would return that night, or maybe one day, until two days later.
However, no miracle happened to him. Hayden is not back. He had trouble contacting the man.
'Did Hayden get that renting to me? Is it just because I first snatched up another man, he just left me?'
Diabolically.
However, he knew, he could not blame Hayden completely. Its fault. As Feli knew, Hayden left because of his mistake.
'No. It's not my fault. If Hayden really loved me, he wouldn't have just left because he wasn't my first.'
The beautiful woman's mind and heart were busy struggling, trying to dominate the guesses between one and the other, which were clearly opposite each other, making Feli find it difficult to breathe every second.
At this point, he could only cry in silence, for the groaning of tears alone, for him felt useless, futile and could never be.
Her tears of pain continued to break without her noticing, and it made her chest feel even more tight and sore.
Felu's body was already as if numb. He felt as if his feet were no longer treading on the ground, drifting incoherently.
His vision, which had been blurred because it was blocked by tears that did not stop for a second producing, bowed, pointed down there, staring at a pair of shoes and the tip of the white dress he was wearing.
Her muddy legs brought her here, standing before the porch of her parents' house.
Either since when he stood there, because honestly, Feli did not remember at all, how he could be there at this time.
Is it worth it to go back there, see the mother after what she experienced? Moreover, he recalled the reality that managed to hit him hard.
The fact that he did not know, he had signed the dossier of ownership of all the property of his father, who had now changed hands to be in Jane's name, here is the house that is currently in front of him.
Feli took a deep breath as he clenched his eye pouches, then exhaled slowly.
He looked up, looking at the big house that had millions of memories in front of him, for a while, before he decided to walk, towards the main door.
His steps were weak and heavy, along with his entire body that began to tremble violently.
His heartbeat raced very fast and accelerated with each second as he stepped closer, until he opened the main door of the house, without knocking.
"Felisha?"
The arrival of Feli was welcomed by his mother - Luciana, who looked at him pushyly, full of shock.
Luciana who was walking towards the kitchen quickly changed her goal, walking quickly towards Feli who was only speechless looking at her.
The middle-aged woman then grabbed the princess' trembling body into her arms. "Are you okay?"
Feli's thin lips began to tremble, as the peak of her relentless crying began to return.
Closing the eye peluk, tightly, Feli shook his head faintly. "N-no, Mom. I-I'm not okay."
His tears broke again, touching the mother's shoulder, making the clothes he was wearing wet.
Luciana gently rubbed Feli's long black mane. "Shhh. No cry. Mom's here. Mom will always be here. Everything's gonna be okay."
Exhaling a rough breath while closing for a while, Luciana then released Feli's body from her embrace.
His shady Netra looked at Feli who was immediately bowed, with a sad gaze that was quite difficult to interpret, but clearly emanated sadness as well as a deep sense of guilt, at one time.
Luciana's cold-tempered spring-loaded finger pads swept across the princess' pretty face, wiping her tears slowly even though her beautiful daughter's tears did not stop breaking.
"Are you this sad, because Hayden left you?"
Feli immediately raised his gaze, looking at the mother with fleshy eyes with a face that radiated how surprised he was. "W-how did I-Mother bi-could know?"
Luciana chuckled at a glance, dismissive. "Sure, I know."
The look on Luciana's face instantly changed, which initially looked so sad, suddenly seemed relaxed, even more indifferent. "This is why I don't like Hayden. I didn't approve of Hayden when he asked Mom for permission to propose to you."
Feli nailed, looked at the mother, still with a look of surprise. One statement and followed by another astonishing statement, enough to make Feli sculpt there.
Luciana let out a rough breath while smiling, as if to assume the matter she was currently discussing with Feli, was just a trivial matter.
"Hayden is a playboy. He likes to play with women, just like your father."
Felisha's ears began to buzz. His head began to throb pain, amazingly. The mind is too slow to understand and understand the situation or situation that is currently happening.
The beautiful woman's gaze shimmered, radiating in all directions, while her beads trembled.
The entire corner of the space he was looking at, was seen spinning in Feli's gaze, making his face frown and his body slightly unsteady.
"I-I'm tired. I-Mother, I'm going to go to my room" said Feli flatly, as he walked to the steps of his house.
"Wait a minute, Feli. Y-you can't go to your k-room now," Luciana stammered, making Feli turn towards her and look at her with a look of wonder.
Luciana's facial complexion changed very quickly, looking so nervous and anxious, making Feli assume that she was hiding something from him.
With all his strength left, Feli threw Luciana's hand still clutching her hand. Then quickly, and with great effort, he stepped forward, towards his previous goal.
"Feli! N-no. Y-you can't go upstairs!" Luciana tried while trying to stop Feli, but Feli certainly did not ignore it.
With his dazed steps, Feli continued to move his trembling legs and lost energy, towards his room.
And when he arrived, he wasted no time and opened the door to his room.
The first thing he saw, made his mind re-engage, to be grateful, or angry at the moment.
His heart was broken for the umpteenth time, more broken than ever before. Over there. In his room he saw Hayden.
Feli saw Hayden talking to a woman who was none other than her own sister, Janessa.
The disgusting activities of her husband and brother came to a halt, when they realized the whereabouts of Feli, there.
Hayden and Jane, turning to Feli. They do not look so surprised, it looks so calm, even looks happy.
Crazy indeed.
The tears of Feli's pain were again flowing, draining all of his tears of pain that were still burning, unspeakable.
The trembling body of the beautiful woman no longer had any energy. He fell down, fell down, followed his first broken heart there.
Jane chuckled, seeing Feli in such a state of concern, she turned to Hayden with a grin, full of satisfaction. "Babe, it looks like we've been caught."
The corner of Hayden's left lip swooped sharply, mapping out such a cruel grin. "Pathetic!"
"W-how - How-how can you guys do this to me?" Feli's question escaped with a soft voice that sounded so sore.
That beautiful woman, it was hard to voice her pain.
Jane, who was lying down at the time, overstretched Hayden's body, got up.
The girl walked over, approaching Feli who was looking at her with a gaze filled with disappointment.
Jane knelt before Feli, then grinned in horror. "Thanks to you. Thanks to you, I will live happily with Hayden, enjoying the wealth your father left behind."
Feli turned his attention towards Hayden who was sitting on the edge of the bed, trying to look at the husband's beautiful soot bead, looking for guilt, or at least pity on him.
Butno. Feli did not find it in the slightest. There are no signs of guilt, or compassion, let alone love at all.
In the beautiful soot bead belonging to the handsome man who once always looked at him lovingly, now Feli saw, there was only a hateful gaze.
Of course one painful reality that managed to make Feli again destroyed for the umpteenth time.
"Dad-hayden. Don't you love me? W-why are you doing this to me?" Feli asked in a bitter tone, while letting her glassy bead also be surrounded by reddened irises, looking at Hayden, late.
Ignoring the view that actually blurred, because it was blocked by a puddle of tears that also did not stop to wet the cheeks, even to form a stream, Feli did not have the slightest intention to turn.
Jane turned her head towards Hayden, making Hyden also turn her attention towards Jane.
The views of the two of them clashed for a while, before finally being diverted to Feli.
Hayden and Jane's laughter broke out, as if enjoying the mess of Feli which became entertainment for them.
"You're silly Felisha. You think, after what you did to Hayden, Hayden's still gonna love you?" jane sarcasm.
Silently, flinching for a while, while still letting her gaze point towards Hayden, Feli bit down on her trembling lower lip with a slight force.
Ducking down while cursing, even if only for a moment, making tears well up, instantly spilling over, the beautiful woman slowly turned her head towards Jane who was still kneeling before her. "Why can you do this to me? W-why would you ruin my feelings?!"
Jane chuckles cynically, at a glance. Disparaging. "No, Honey. It's not me who can break your feelings. It's just ..your feelings are too weak and easy to destroy. You wouldn't be this broken if your feelings were a little strong."
Smiling obliquely, Jane brought her face closer to the surface of Feli's earlobe, making sure it left only a few inches of distance.
Jane's face immediately turned cold and flat, even dark, giving her a sharp, intimidating look, though directed at the surface of the doorway. "Never trust the people around you easily, for once they betray you, it is their betrayal that will be the most painful of anything. That looks good, not necessarily really good Feli. Don't be so naive" she whispered.
Exhaling a rough breath while bending her gaze for a while, Jane then returned smiling. "You know, I have a compelling reason to destroy you at any time. But the person who is currently destroying you is not me, but your closest person who says that he is the one who loves you the most in this world."
Feli turned towards Hayden who was just silently staring at him. "Why are you doing this to me?"
Away from Feli's face, Jane turned to Hayden, looked at the handsome man with a gaze that was quite difficult to interpret, then focused her attention again towards Feli.
Jane smiled knot. "It's not him you should blame Feli for. But yourself, because you have trusted the wrong person, until you finally snatched away my happiness. You took away the only person who loved me, Felisha!"
Feli stunned. His ears are back. His head throbbed again, getting more chaotic and more painful than before.
The beautiful woman covered both her ears with already trembling palms. Her tears were still faithful, accompanying the destruction of the world and her heart.
Feli shook his head quickly. "T-no. It wasn't my fault."
Feli's chest began to tighten, as if hundreds of kilo grams of weight had been hitting him there, making it difficult for him to breathe. "That's-that's not my fault."
"FELISHAS!"
Ltc .....