
Two years ago. Precisely two months after the accident Feli had an accident.
Two months after Feli's last birthday was celebrated with his two beloved parents.
Two months after the day that Feli hated the most was happening.
Just then, one month to be exact, Hayden felt Feli was deliberately dodging her.
One month Hayden tried to invite Feli to meet, but always ended in silence, not assent or rejection.
Hayden knew, that at that time his girl was grieving and very much lost the figure of a beloved father.
Until in the end, he decided a big thing by buying a ring, intending to propose to the lover, considered a replacement for the figure of the father rather than the figure of the husband, for him is fine.
Actually, from the beginning Hayden had planned this. More precisely, he intends to propose to Feli the next day, after the birthday of the beautiful girl.
However, because of the unexpected disaster that befell the idol, Hayden inevitably had to undo his intentions.
That's the lowest point that made Hayden's dilemma. He could not bear to have to endure his worries alone continuously without knowing the true state of Feli. Maybe decided to propose to the girl in such a chaotic state at that time, arguably quite selfish and unreasonable.
"At least, if I marry you soon, you can share my grief with me. I can fill the emptiness of your heart. Not to be considered a husband figure, let's just say, your father's replacement," Hayden muttered softly as he glanced at the seat next to the wheel.
Yep. Hayden was driving in the afternoon, intending to visit his mother first, before carrying out his intentions later, a visit to the lover's house.
A happy smile mixed with sweetness and a little sad not a second faded from the lips of the handsome man.
Especially when he turned to the chair beside him, where he placed a white rose bucket with a small red box, containing a beautiful ring of his own choice.
Hayden chuckled in alarm at a glance. "Law. I'm so nervous. How are you gonna react to this?" monologue, enthusiastic.
When something like this is called a big thing, for Hayden this is really big. For the first time, she will tell her mother that her heart has been stolen by Felisha, the beautiful girl she has dated for the past four years.
The big truth is, none of the Hayden family, except Jay, knew that he dated one girl for a long time, Felisha.
It was not without reason that Hayden did not tell his relationship with Feli to the rest of the family. All members of the Hayden family knew that Hayden would date and change women all the time.
Hayden could not have introduced one woman so easily to his beloved family, unless he was really going to have a serious relationship with the woman.
Even if it were, Hayden was sure, his confession would be considered a mere joke, without the slightest seriousness.
Hayden had thought through the decision carefully. Very mature and repeated from far away, before today, he was determined to do so immediately.
For Chrissakes. Thinking about how the process of recognition on the mother alone, was able to make the handsome man nervous, terribly.
Hayden took a deep breath, as he stopped his car in the front yard of his parents' house.
Don't forget the fact, that Hayden and Jay have been living apart from their parents since they were in High School.
Hayden and Jay live together in a luxury apartment in the city center.
Opening the seat belt that was still transverse in his body, Hayden then took a flower bucket and ring box that he prepared to show to his mother before carrying out a real execution.
Oh myGod. His heart pounded so fast when his mind was busy guessing what the first reaction he would see from his mother when he told the truth that he wanted to invite the girl who had been dating for four years.
Those beautiful lips stretched out, commenting on the happy smile on her beautiful face. A rough gust of breath escaped through the gap between the two frames of the beer a little distance away, when Hayden opened the door of his car.
"Now, or not forever." He muttered, full of determination.
Every step he took to enter the mother's house, looked so steady, full of ambition.
"Oh my god, Hayden!" Eemely greeted in shock, as she opened the door first, before Hayden could even knock on her.
Emely held the son's body briefly into an embrace.
While Hayden looked at him with a look of wonder. "Are you going somewhere?"
Emely smiled warmly. "Mother intended to visit your father at the office, then have dinner together outside."
Realizing that at that moment, Hayden came not empty-handed, but carrying a beautiful white rose bucket with a small red box containing a ring still clasped, Emely stared at the son. "Is that for Mom?"
Hayden chuckled in anxiety. "Unfortunately no. Mom, can we talk to you for a second, before I go see you?"
Emely hesitated. He looked at the first son with a stare full of telisik, the condition would be suspicious. "certain. Let's go in."
Hayden stepped up, following Emely, who had gone to lead him to the living room.
"You want to drink something? Tell. I'll get it for you."
Hayden smiled knot. "no need. I just need a minute's time."
Emely frowned in astonishment as she and Hayden paused, arriving in the living room, then sitting down, facing each other. "Your face looks radiant. You also seem to smile more often. What's up?" Emely smiled enthusiastically. "Did you bring good news?"
Hayden chuckled as he bowed a glance. He nodded faintly. "Hmmm. Like what I saw." He slightly lifted the flower bucket and the ring box he still held for a moment. "I want to propose to a girl. I want to get married, Mom."
Emely. His eyes were bulging, along with his slightly gaping mouth, in disbelief. "Are you serious?"
Hayden could not help his little laughter when he saw how shocked his mother was. But he knew for sure, there was happiness emanating from the look in the eyes of the mother who looked at him in disbelief.
"I'm very serious, Mom."
Emely looked at Hayden suspiciously. "Who's the girl? Have you been in a relationship with him all this time? Why didn't you ever introduce her to Mom?"
Hayden smiled haru. "I've been dating him for about four years. He was one of Jay's closest friends. You know I date a lot of women, I'm afraid you don't take me seriously, until I finally decide to get married." A happy smile that he could not bear to develop on his lips. "I want to marry her, Mom."
"Jay's best friend? Is that Anna? Or Laura?"
Hayden shook his head faintly while smiling. "Not both. I'll tell Mom when I get 'Yes' from her. I'll officially introduce it to everyone."
Emely smiled, teasing. "Do you seem to love that girl so much?"
Hayden chuckled slightly as he gave a quick glance. "Very. I love her so much. I've been dating him for four years and it's the longest date for me, with just one woman."
"Mom can see that. It's only fitting that lately I feel like you've changed a lot. I rarely hear you go to clubs or date a lot of women, or get drunk." Emely smiled gratefully. "How come you've found the moorings of the heart."
A sweet meaningful smile was successfully etched on Hayden's beautiful lips for the umpteenth time. "She's an amazing woman. It is undeniable, since I knew him, I managed to change many of my bad habits. He healed my old wounds. She's perfect for me, Mom. I love her so much."
"Then don't waste too much time. Quickly bring him in front of Mom and make him yours." Emely said with a smile, full of support.
"Sure Mom, I'll do it!"
***
At exactly ten in the night, Hayden left his parents' residence. The handsome person was even right in front of Feli's house, just got there, still sitting in his car.
Spreading his gaze, Hayden took a look at the state of Feli's house before him.
The handsome man looked at the building of the house owned by Feli's parents with a look of wonder, because the house looks so dark, not a single lamp is lit.
"Is there no one inside?" Hayden muttered in surprise.
Not wasting time getting out of his car, Hayden did not forget to bring the ring box and flower bucket he had prepared from the beginning.
I don't want his intentions to be known. The handsome man stuffed the small red box containing the ring into his back pocket.
A feeling of wonder and worry raged in the handsome man's mind as his final swing led him closer to the main door.
Bell house owned by Feli's parents he sounded once again, but still the same. No signs of life could be heard from inside.
"Not locked?"
The main door opened when Hayden ventured to try to check on the house.
"Hallo! Is there anyone inside?" Hayden said as he took a step in and closed the door again.
Feeling bad for entering the house without the owner's permission, Hayden decided to dial Feli's phone number to confirm the girl's whereabouts.
Perched his phone near the earlobe, Hayden continued to loosen his gaze, staring at the surroundings, who knew that someone had suddenly appeared before him.
Just as Hayden's voice call began to connect, the sound of a cell phone ringing echoed from one of the rooms upstairs.
The atmosphere in the house was dark and completely silent, so Hayden could hear the roar of his own breath and heartbeat.
So it is not strange if the ringing sound of the phone is usually not heard enough, so echoing even if it comes from a different room.
Hayden's lips slowly stretched out, commenting on a happy smile when reality managed to greet his mind.
"Feli is at home."
The handsome private quickly disconnected the call already connected with Feli's number. His phone he used as a light step towards the room of the lover who was on the second floor, exactly where the ringing of the previous phone echoed.
"City ...." Hayden called Feli in a sweet voice while opening the door of his room.
Hayden turned on the main light and found Feli lying on the bed, wrapped in a blanket that covered his body to the chest.
The girl fell asleep. His face looked so tired with slightly puffy eyes.
Hayden smiled with relief. He took a step to get closer and sat himself right next to his girl.
He kept a bouquet of flowers and a smart phone he still held onto the nightstand next to Feli's bed.
Staring wistfully at the tired face of his sleeping girl, Hayden tilted his head. "You still cry a lot, hemm?"
Hayden's finger-pointed palms slowly touched and gently stroked Feli's face.
"Gee!" Feli groaned softly when he felt the cold sensation from the touch of Hayden's hand.
Hayden chuckled with a quick glance, as he watched Feli's face frown. Her eyes slowly opened.
"Did I disturb your sleep?"
"ah! My head." Feli said while picking up his long decomposed mane.
"Hey. Are you all right?" Worry was instantly confined within Hayden's recesses when he saw his girl grimacing, enduring the pain.
"Babe! What was? Are you all right?"
Hayden's attention was immediately diverted towards the bathroom door in Feli's room, as soon as he heard the door open, accompanied by a tall man, wrapped in a towel around his waist appeared from there.
Hayden looked at the man with a sharp look. "Who are you? And what are you doing here?"
The man who from the beginning only focused all his attention towards Feli who was still grimacing while holding his head, immediately turned his head and faced Hayden. "You who? What did you do to my girlfriend?"
"K-lover?" Hayden. He looked at Feli and the figure of the foreign man alternately with a look of disbelief.
Hayden looked at Feli who was slowly looking calm with a sad look that was very difficult to interpret. There was anger, disappointment and doubt implied there. "B-baby, who is he?"
Feli looked at Hayden blankly. He's mumbling. As if not knowing what to say as a defense.
"Is he really your lover? Did you betray me, Felisha?!"
"Hey. Why are you yelling at him. What do you think, who are you? Ha?" The foreign man chimed in, while Feli still remained silent.
The girl seemed to lose her mind. There was no emotion he showed on his face. It looks so empty and absent.
Hayden did not comment on the man's words. He just focused his entire attention towards Feli who was still staring at him without a sound.
"Felisha!" Jimin screeched, full of rage.
"Can you get out of here?" Feli spoke in a cold and flat tone.
Hayden chuckled thoughtlessly as he looked at Feli with a look of disbelief. His eyes were red and teary.
Hayden took a look at Feli's situation, all over. "Explain to me, what happened to you, Felisha? Why are you acting like this? Why are you doing this?"
"Leave me alone!" Feli spoke with heightened intonation as he quickly roused himself from the bed.
Just then, Hayden's eyes were puffed up. He watched her body from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head.
That's where Feli is. The girl managed to leave Hayden dumbfounded and out of words.
Hayden chuckled cynically, dismissively. "W-did you really betray me and have sex with another man?"
Not without Hayden saying that. Because, he saw his girl's body wrapped by an oversize white shirt that he believed belonged to a foreign man who was still there, watching Hayden argue with Feli.
The top two buttons open, showing Feli's perfectly exposed smooth chest.
There was a red spot there that clearly made Hayden sure to assume, that his girl had betrayed another man.
Hayden's heart was broken at that moment. It was completely crushed into thousands of pieces. However, there was a hint of hesitation that held him back from leaving there just like that, leaving Feli behind.
Hayden looked at the girl with reddened eyes. "Look! I-I might be able to forgive you, provided you give me the explanation."
Hayden could see how Feli's body was shaking so violently. The sweat began to condense on the girl's forehead. Tears have been shed in her veins. His breathing was heavy, breathing heavily.
"P-go from here. Please," said Feli, peri.
Hayden clenched both of his palms tightly. His pupils trembled, staring at Feli full of anger.
The handsome person quickly roused himself from his seat and left Feli there, with the stranger.
"Ah shit!" Hayden vented all of his anger when he arrived in his car.
Both of his palms punched the steering wheel of his car very hard. The tears she had been holding, finally broke, wetting her cheeks.
It's shattered. His feelings are completely destroyed. Less good what is he really? Isn't it clear he saw Feli with another man? And have red patches on his chest as a sign of a kiss? Ah no. It opens the kiss, but the suction.
However, he still gave Feli a chance to give an explanation. That love Hayden to Feli. But why did Feli betray him and still choose to silence when Hayden asked him to give an explanation? It doesn't make sense.
The first thing Hayden did that night was to leave Feli's house immediately. He returned to his parents' house in a state of chaos and intoxication.
As Emely had said earlier to Feli, Hayden had been depressed since that night.
His old habits repeated. He often dates and spends time with drunkenness, changing women. Frequently going through a one night stand relationship with a woman he chose at random.
Hayden experiences his lowest point in life when his relationship and Feli have no clarity.
Clearly Hayden thought his relationship ended with Feli that very night, the night he found another man in the same room, with his girl.
Tbc ....