Sweetest Nightmare's

Panic Atack

"It's all your fault Felisha!"

The words kept spinning in Felis mind as Hayden finished explaining in detail everything, about what he was really about to do two years ago.

"It's all your fault!"

At this point, a panic attack started to hit the beautiful woman. He was still sitting on Hayden's lap, but his mind was busy repeating the same words, so he could not focus all his attention on what was around him.

Feli's body started shaking violently. His ears were buzzing, constantly hearing hallucinations that said he was the one who was completely guilty.

His breathing is unstable. His heart beat was racing at an abnormal tempo. His view is not necessarily directional. As panic struck, his body was completely unable to remain still, as if it was out of control.

Hayden, who noticed the change in attitude from his wife, looked at him, astonished. "Hey. Are you all right?"

Feli swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. He tried hard to regain control of himself. For the time being, he could not let the panic attacks that he often had, win just like that.

Feli quickly rose from Hayden's lap, leaving her husband confused instead of playing. "I-I borrowed your bathroom for a bit" he explained in a trembling voice.

Not wasting time, Feli twisted his body, then walked with a little restrained, entering the bathroom.

Hayden nailing. He really doesn't know what really happened to Feli. Why did his behavior change the moment he finished his long explanation.

While Feli who was already in the bathroom, deliberately locked the door from the inside, ready the umbrella before the rain, Hayden timidly followed after him.

Oh my God, that poor woman's body was trembling with an unusually great tempo. His breathing was stingy, so heavy and tight. Cold sweat poured out profusely, mostly condensing on his forehead.

"J-Jay. I-I have to ask J-Jay for help," he murmured softly.

With her hands shaking violently, Feli reached into the oversize jumper pocket she was wearing and pulled out her phone from there.

Feli was not even able to grasp that light flat object properly. His hands continued shaking, unwilling to barhent.

Feli tried to regulate his breathing very carefully while he patiently waited for Jay, whom he was contacting, to answer.

"Hallo's? Feli?"

Feli let out a rough breath that came from a little relief when he heard Jay's sweet voice greeting his dimly through the cellphone he was perching on the earlobe.

"J-Jay. Can I-I ask for your b-help now?"

"Hey. What the hell's going on? Why is your voice shaking? Are you all right?" Jay there sounded so panicked when he heard Feli start talking.

Feli swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. His panic attacks are still there, faithfully tormenting him, both physically, or mentally.

If it's like this. Feli could have been unconscious at any time. His ears were still buzzing, constantly hearing the same word.

"It's all you, Feliva!"

His head began to feel heavy and dizzy. He tried hard to keep his consciousness. What Feli currently needs is ....

"O-drugs. I-I need my anti-depressant medication. W-can you get it for me Jay? I-I need it so much right now. I-I beg you."

"Hey. Calm yourself, Feli. Everything's gonna be fine. I'll get you that medicine. Just tell me, where did you keep it?"

Tears managed to escape from the eye fertilizers Feli who previously did not water at all, he was really tortured not playing with panic attacks that often hit him.

His body slowly weakened. Both legs are squeezed, unable to support his body weight longer. The tiny body of the beautiful woman slumped, slumped on the floor.

Eyes closed. The roar of his breath was still unusually heavy gasping for breath. "I-I left it in my hotel room. Inside the little bag I keep in the nightstand drawer, next to the bed. T-please take that to Hayden's room. I-I'm in his k-bathroom right now."

"alright. I'll get it for you soon. You should try to calm yourself. Keep your consciousness until I come, Feli. I'll quickly pick it up for you" Jay said, breathing at a heavy tempo.

Sure enough, he talked with Feli while running to take the medicine that is currently really Feli needs.

While Feli was trying to fight a panic attack that befell, in the main room, Hayden was still loyal there. Sitting down, thinking about Feli's behavior that was a little strange to him.

The distance between his bed and the bathroom was far enough that he did not hear what was really going on inside the house, his wife.

Hayden really didn't move one bit. He nailed in the same place and position, letting his mind think hard, guessing what happened to Feli and did not know.

"FELLIES!"

The sound of the door slamming, open followed by the sound of screeching Jay afterwards, managed to make Hayden's attention diverted.

He turned towards Jay who was walking hurriedly towards the bathroom, not thinking he was there.

"What are you doing here, Jay?" Hayden asked as he roused himself from his seat quickly and walked over, following Jay to the bathroom.

"Feli! Are you inside?"

But Jay did not comment on Hayden's question at all, instead busy focusing his attention to find the whereabouts of Feli while banging on the bathroom door in front of him.

Jay turned to Hayden who had been looking at him with a sharp look, when he did not hear the voice of Feli answering his call.

"Is Feli inside? What have you done to him, Hayden?" Jay asked in a tone of voice full of anger, absolutely demanding an answer.

Hayden looked at Jay with a puzzled look. He really doesn't know what exactly is at the heart of the problem Jay is talking about.

"A-what max-" Hayden could not finish his words when he heard the key from the nearby bathroom door open.

Hayden and Jay both turned their heads quickly toward the door.

Jay wasted no time in opening the door, making sure Feli was in there.

"God! THE FELISHA!" Jay screeched, surprised.

Jay and Hayden were surprised by Feli's seemingly frail and pale condition, with him lying weakly on the floor with his body leaning against the wall.

Hayden frozen. While Jay quickly knelt beside Feli's body.

Feli's eyes were open and maturing at such a slow tempo, looking weak and apprehensive.

"Feli, relax. I'm right here. You're gonna be okay." Jay tried to calm down while holding Feli's weak body into his arms.

"W-what happened to Feli? Why is he like this?" Hayden asked, voicing the curiosity and confusion that had been encased in his recess.

"O-drugs. I need my o-drugs," said Feli.

"Ah, yes. O-drug."

Jay released Feli's body slowly from within his arms. He opened the lid of a small bottle that was a bottle of medicine owned by Feli who had been held earlier.

Taking out two white pills from inside, Jay rushed to give them to Feli.

Feli did not waste any time and immediately grabbed the pill, downing it right then and there, without any help from water at all.

"Felisha! What exactly happened to you? Why are you like this?" Hayden raised his voice a second time.

He was very angry, for none of them answered his first question.

Jay took a rough breath. He turned his head while looking up, looking at Hayden with a gaze full of anger. "Feli's been traumatized since his father died." He turned towards Feli who had closed his eyes with a sad look, full of sadness. "He often has panic attacks, if he is faced with something that makes him feel depressed. His life gradually became dependent on anti-depressant drugs."

Hayden did not show any expression. Not surprised or surprised. His face was flat and cold. Really, that handsome guy's personality, it's hard to read and guess. "You can get out of here now. Let me take care of Feli."

Tbc ....