Sorry, We're Not in line anymore

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Going to school, rarely having breakfast. Go home, look at the dinner table, empty. Hira just cook rice.

He said, no time to cook vegetables or other side dishes, because Sora likes to fuss, can not be left behind. It's been months of my fate like this. Wanna confide in Subandi, shame.

Because I couldn't stand it, I ended up talking to him. Naturally, no, the name of the man, did not escape from complaining.

Said Subandi, he used to have the same fate. But, Subandi slowly willing to accept his fate.

The solution, Subandi prefers silence, and cook for himself if at home there is no food that can be eaten.

"I used to, too, so often, Mas Bro. Ratna rarely cooks. He chose to crawl outside the house, just like his friends. Rather than me at home. I'm actually spraining at that. But, I can take it for a long time," Subandi replied seriously.

"Actually delicious, Mas Bro if abandoned by his wife. We can protest when he asks for money. We say the same to him, the obligation is not fulfilled. I do not give you shopping money. Ahhahahah!" chirp Subandi again.

I laughed at him, and I asked him back. "Dare you, don't you give me shopping money?" my many.

"Hahaahhah. Dare to go through chat. If you speak directly to Ratna, I do not dare," he explained.

I did not laugh at him until my stomach hurt, because laughing at him was not inexhaustible.

"Eat him do not macem-macem the same bini. Later not given rations, can not hold, hahahahaha!" i said again.

***

Besides my eating needs were not met. Clothes for my work, I also had to rub myself.

Still for the same reason, Hira could not leave Sora alone in the room. He said, once an hour, he was thirsty, had to drink his mother's milk.

I finally had the initiative, after I washed myself in the washing machine, I sunbaked. After it dried, I took it to the laundri, to iron the clothes.

Turns out, I took it to the laundry, the ironing cost is like a laundry guy. He did not want to count the ironing fees.

Than the iron ribet itself. Finally I'd like to, ironing fee, same as laundry.

Seeing that, Hira just kept quiet. He must be happy because his burden is reduced.

"If you can who have me all dong," he said.

"Enak. You pay yourself, yes" I say annoyed.

In my heart, she should care about the fate of my work clothes. Eh this he even wanted to follow the ironing stick to the laundry, and who paid the cost, also me.

"My real money. Go to the laundry, baby. But, if not to the laundry, no one ironed my clothes." I complained.

Surprisingly, Hira was cuek when I told her that. I'm dizzy. Ever since I had a child, my needs have been neglected.

***

In office. I envy you, Mr. Jun, math teacher. He is also his wife's officer. In fact, both have one child.

But, Pak Jun's needs were met with his wife. The needs I mean, about the needs of food and clothes are also considered by his wife.

Mr. June said, with a mediocre salary, must be good at frugality. Because, if you run out of money, want to borrow to others, it is difficult. Not necessarily be loved.

That's right said Mr. June. We have to be good at managing finances. Let's not run out of money. If it's over, borrow people, it'll be hard.

Especially a pandemic like this. It feels like the need is increasing, but the income is-that's it.

***

Wind up. After fishing. I don't feel good body. Flatulence.

Actually, she's my baby sister or my wife? After having a child, he focused on taking care of the child. Lalai with husband.

If it's like that, I'm in a dilemma. He will be angry, and he will be angry.

***

I pretended to ask Subandi for help. I told him to find me a masseuse.

"Bro, please find a masseuse, I'll catch a cold again" I said in a serious phone call.

"You're a bloke or a chick can, bro. Please," I said again.

Hira immediately nyolot angry when he heard me ask help Subandi find a female masseuse.

"What. Dickhead. You mean what try Mas!" snapped Hira.

"I catch a cold, you don't care. So I asked the help of the masseuse. Is it really?!" my firmness.

My phone rings again. Subandi gave information that the masseuse was there and was willing to be called home.

"What age is she, bro?" my question, make the Hira manas-manasin.

He immediately grabbed my phone.

"Bro Subandi. No need to follow Mas Budiman. If there is a masseuse, say not so. Because Mas Budiman does not want if the masseuse is a girl. But, if it's men, it's okay to come home" Hira said, emotionally.

I immediately grabbed the phone in his hand and called Subandi back.

"Bro. Girl or guy, the masseuse please take me to my house dong. I need that, Bro. I can't stand it, catch a cold" I'm serious. Subandi says okay.

***

Before long, Subandi came, with the female incandescent, whom I ordered. Spontaneous, seeing the arrival of Subandi and the masseuse, Hira entered the room and slammed the door.

So it's not good that I'm with Subandi. I hope he understands that Hira is just jealous.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Jono is off. He said he had needs with his family. So, I had to ask for help with this, "Subandi explained.

***

Hira was really angry when I finished the massage with the mbak-mbak. Whereas, the incandescent time, there is Subandi.

Anyway, for what Hira is jealous. He should have cared about me when I complained of a cold.

"I'm confused. I catch a cold, you shut up. I call the masseuse, you're angry with me" I lamented, protesting.

"If you don't care about me anymore, that's okay. I-i understand. You are busy taking care of the child. So, from now on, take care of each other?" I said.

Bizarrely. He even cried. He said taking care of children is not easy.

"This, thankfully I'm still on leave. Later, if you have entered school, ngajar, we must have money to leave Sora in daycare. So, from now on, please think well, this matter!" said Hira.

"Yes I understand. But I just want a little attention for me. I am your husband. Not your friend. So remember that. A wife who does not serve her husband is a big sin" I said negotiating with Hira.

"Where does your empathy feel. I never went to school and never had breakfast. Go home from school, look at the food at the table, nothing. Then I have to. Want to buy food outside, honestly if every day, I can not afford. Keep my pay. To eat out often, it was impossible. Because I was thinking of buying milk for Sora." I said slowly.

Hira just silently heard me at length talk.(connect)