Sorry, We're Not in line anymore

Same-Sama Cuek

For 2 days, Hira slept at her parents' house. I miss him too. He has not called me this day.

"Hmmm. He's just like me, today. In fact, I am her husband. What have you eaten yet?" gertutuku.

But, what else. Maybe he was happy, just like his mother and brothers. I had to enjoy my bachelor time again.

This morning, make indomie fry. Breakfast, while still single and after marriage.

In fact, the time before marriage, always fantasizing, early in the morning before leaving to teach to school, there is a fried rice breakfast served at the dinner table.

A delusion that knows when it really came true. Or. maybe I should have a chest, when my delusion just now, will never come true.

"Budiman, don't be a spoiled husband. Be an independent husband" said my inner self, laughing at myself.

"Oah. Mr. Budiman. Don't fantasize about being king. Ahhahahah!" i said again.

Going to school hungry, something. In fact, already have a wife. Then, what's the point of a wife. Hmmm..again doomed his own fate, which became an unlucky husband.

I always pray that one day Hira will change. In fact, me and him, so a couple husband and wife of one year more.

Why after marriage is like this. Not according to expectations. Yes already. Astagfirullah. What's with me? From that moment on complain.

Today I deliberately did not want to pick up Hira at her parents' house. In fact, as always. Early in the morning we had to pick him up and take him to school..

But not with today. I want to know, what was his response, when I also did not have news with him.

***

Damnit. Until midnight, Hira had no news on me. Look at it, later. I don't want to talk to him either.

Only he can be indifferent. I, as a husband, can also be careless. Just look!

I'm intending to chat to Subandi. Ask her opinion if the wife is indifferent, how is the solution.

Who else, my best friend who can be invited to confide, if not Subandi. He knows what I am ugly and bad.

No matter how bad the problem I told her, she always had a solution for me. To me, he's a true friend. Never blamed me, even though sometimes I was in the wrong position.

He's the best friend I've ever had. Simple people. Never a macem.

***

"Don't rival cute dong Mas Bro. I want to be a father-to-be" he told me.

"Yes he wants that. But he was just like me. If you never were like me. Your wife is so cute! Hahahah." I said as I let go of laughter.

"Hehehehe. Ever, Mas Bro. But I can't stand it. I say hello to Ratna first. Ahhahahahah!" answer Subandi, honestly.

"Keep, I'm telling you to follow in your footsteps, is that it?" I said.

"Hehehehe. Not so, Bro," he replied.

"But yes, I still feel selfish despite having been married more than a year with Hira," I said again, confiding with Subandi.

"Same, Mas Bro. I'm still selfish sometimes, too" Subandi said.

"It's hard, to put two heads together. Each one still wants to win by itself" I said.

"Who is that, Mas Bro?" tanyanya, feel like the accused.

"Haha. Yes I myself. Who else if not me?" I said quickly clarifying it.

"Mas Bro. Tonight hanging out again, are we?" bring him.

"Ready. I went to Mas Bro's house, yes" he said promise me.

"okay!" I said end the conversation on whatsapp.

***

Subandi's coming. I've stayed on the porch. Without a lot of talk, I went straight up to Subandi's motorbike.

Before driving, Subandi I offered to ride my combet. But he refused. He said it was good to ride a motorbike. More nimble.

"Any ride in my butut car?" I said prank.

Subandi chuckled at my statement earlier.

"No, it's not like Mas Bro. My bike is also ugly" he said low.

"For sure, it's good to use the bike, it's more agile" he said.

"Yo wis's. Your sak karepmu," I said.

(yes, it's up to you).

"I also prefer to use a motorbike. Yesterday, if it wasn't for Hira who asked to buy a car, I wouldn't have bought a car" I said on the way.

"Eh has been bought, Hira even protested. He said, a car. Knee. Why don't you buy a new car, which is good." I told Subandi.

"Yes patient, Mas Bro. It is easy later if there is money can be added to the new car," said Subandi calmed me.

I told him," add, change,

money from Hong Kong?"

"Now that savings are running low, I have to save. Eat as much." I explained again.

"Yes the same, Mas Bro same me. My life has always been frugal, because my salary is also mediocre," Subandi said, even venting to me as well.

"Propsy. We are victims of women, women." I said, but I did not continue.

Subandi chuckled at my words. "I think we are the same fate, Mas Bro," he added.

"meaning?" ask him, as if I don't understand what I mean.

"Fate has a wife who wants all her wishes, obeyed." I explained bluntly.

"Well, what else did Mas Bro. At best, we can only accept the situation. Later if you use all protests, it could be the seventh world war" he said again.

Replace me who chuckles to hear his words. In my heart, he is a wise man. Defeated with wife.

"If you are in my position. Your salary's mediocre. Keep your wife asking.buy a car. He said even if it was nothing. Then what's your response? Are you following or are you careless?" my many.

"Later if I answer, get a gift not Mas Bro," asked him to test me back.

"Hahaahha. Naw. Why give a gift. Are you an SD child, who was asked by President Jokowi, if the question is true, get a bicycle gift?" selorohku.

"You want that," he said.

"But, Mas Bro, how do I buy a car, my salary is mediocre. He wanted, could pay his DP, continued a few months later, the car pulled the dealer because he could not pay the installment. What does the world say, if so? Shy dong same neighbor. Later, it could be offered them," explained Subandi at length, like the lecture 3 SKS.

"You're the patent he thought. Far ahead. I didn't think so yesterday. Because I don't intend good car loans. Mending a mediocre car, as long as you buy cash. So there is no debt. Uh never knew the car was said to be ugly with my wife. At first he was raging. He said, I spent money, bought a car. The case looks really ugly. He said again, using the combet car, looks poor. In my heart, I want emotion. But, I thought. Don't want to, follow my rules. I only have money to buy a car. If he doesn't want to get in his car, that's up. Bodo time. The important thing is I've complied with her request, buy a car. The thing he likes is not, yes I do not want to take a headache (connect)