Sorry, We're Not in line anymore

Simalakama

I'm still excited. After receiving the order from Subandi yesterday, now there is another order. Pretty much. His orders were from the teachers at my school.

As time went on, everything went the way I wanted. I can still carry out my duties as a teacher, and I can still carry out my business.

But, lately Hira was completely indifferent to me. In fact, he felt he was not noticed at all.

I tried to give her understanding, if the result of my efforts, I will use for capital to open a bigger business.

Yep. In accordance with my dreams and Subandi's dreams, we both want to have our own shophouse, from the sale of fresh fish.

I don't know when the dream was achieved, I certainly continue to hope. So too with Subandi.

I also feel the benefit. After starting a small business, selling fresh fish online, I was able to save. Even ten thousand a day, or twenty thousand a day, it felt worth it.

"Mas, you're actually more concerned with your efforts what's your son, and I?" hira's protest was accompanied by her lips that were muzzling forward.

Confused I answered her question. But, as a husband, I have to be firm. Because I have to bone up to make a living. Moreover, I'm sure, living with one child, doesn't cost me two million a month. So I have to find some extra effort.

"Now, whatever you want, Hira. I'm struggling like now, all for the sake of our son who will be born later. If you don't accept it, then what am I going to say. I'm sorry, but now I have to find money. Later if you're the baby, I can pay for your labor," I explained at length.

"Yes, I understand Mas. I know you sold the proceeds to pay for my labor. But, lately, you don't care about me and your child who is still in my womb," explained Hira while stroking her stomach that looks distended.

"I really feel like I don't have a husband. Because you're so sick of me now" he said, complaining to me.

God, I feel confused about this problem. On the other hand, I must try to find money and also be required to still pay attention to the wife.

Rather than a long affair, I apologized to Hira straight away. Promise will pay more attention to him.

Maybe there's a point, I'm starting to pay less attention to Hira and my future baby, because I'm busy looking for money.

***

Instead, I took Hira for a walk to the mall. Pleased her all day, saw her laugh, bought her the food she liked. "Hopefully I can always give my best, to my wife and children" I prayed.

"Mas, I think around the beginning of the month I was born. The doctor said, if you don't miss, around June 2nd," Hira told me.

I was immediately happy to hear Hira's explanation. That means soon, I'll be a dad.

"Our son's a boy, isn't he, baby?" I asked Hira. Because, I deliberately advised Hira, not to be in USG. So, you could say, later birth is a surprise.

"Girl, like Mas," said Hira as if convinced that the child in the womb, the girl.

I took a long breath. Then I told him, girl, it's the same.

"One of the most important things, he will be born safe." I chanted.

"Mas, let's go get a diaper, make preparations," Hira and I both got upset. Because I no longer have money. So, had to break the piggy bank at home.

"Darling, I don't bring any more money. How about looking for the diaper, tomorrow, yeah," I said, asking for tolerance.

Unimagined, after having children later, I will be busy taking care of children and also take care of business. I have to be fair, between business and family.

***

Go back to the Mall. The night I arrived home, time showed at 22:30 wib.

Hira went straight to her room, as she felt sleepy. As for me, still silent, in the living room.

Until this moment I am still thinking and looking for ways, how to open a business, and make a lot of money. Because, in the future, the needs of my life will definitely increase along with the presence of my first child baby.

I saw the piggy bank with the pony. I had to have scissors on it, to get the money out.

Counting. Appreciable. Result during the sale of fresh fish. Actually I have no intention of taking the money in that piggy bank. But, what can I do, I was forced to dismantle because I no longer have the money to buy diapers my prospective children.

"Alhamdulillah," I said. There are eight hundred thousand in it. "Congratulations. Devotee. You can use your piggy bank to buy your son's diaper" I said to myself.

"Buy diapers at least two hundred thousand. Same other tools. Baby bathtub same bottle of milk." I thought.

Hopefully, the money is not less. If not, do not know who to use the money.

If using Hira's money, I feel like a husband and prospective father who is not useful. Because, the task of the father is to provide for the wife's children.

"Our afternoon we go to the mall looking for our kid's diaper" I said the next day. Coincidentally sunday. Neither holiday go to the office.

Hira was immediately glad I told you I was going to the mall. And he also requested to buy herbal medicine for people to give birth, one package. It costs two hundred thousand.

Hmmmm. Wherever I have to fulfill Hira's request. Because, herbal medicine after giving birth is indeed mandatory for women who have given birth.

Initially, I intended to keep it again, the remaining money from the eight hundred thousand results of my piggy bank. Apparently, there was an additional request from Hira.

It seems like the dream of buying a shophouse, must be borrowed first. How to buy a shophouse, spending before the wife gives birth, swells twice, from the usual expenditure.

Patience..patience....! Patient people loved by God.

With this increase in spending, I got more and more excited about the effort. Even more effort, selling fresh fish. Eating for yourself is also saved.

"Mas, later if the lahiran, I don't want to be in Yuna's midwife. I want to be in Anggi's midwife. There, expensive little but said people, good service," suddenly Hira requests a place to give birth.

Oalah gusti, the harder, the test I became a prospective father. To please my wife, I said okay. Cost, can be found.

Me, the point is trying to be a standby husband. I'm looking for info to office friends, about the best midwife references. It turns out, on average they suggest a lahiran in Anggi's midwife. As Hira said, there the service is good. The place is comfortable and clean.

All right then. It's the way, I have to work hard to please my wife. Wife's happiness, number one.

In fact, on the other hand I am still confused, because the money for the preparation of giving birth, just mediocre. Hopefully in the future waiting for H day, I have the windfall and the desire of Hira to give birth in the midwife Anggi terkabul.(connected)