Sorry, We're Not in line anymore

Singles

The night is getting late. Memories of the high school bench, the gray white again disturbed my calm. Remembering it, it really keeps me from thinking. Long ago. How arrogant I was at that time.  

Toying with women's feelings, at will. I don't care, even though some of them got hurt. The nickname play boy cap axe, so attached to me.

Yep. That was. Now, not a single woman wants to come near me. It feels so crisp, my life is now. 

My age is no longer young. The roomy bujang, is a predicate that I must accept for now. 

But, yeah, that's it. If God meant me to be a lifetime, what would I do? In addition to being sincere and sincere.

***

Subandi, best friend since I was in High School, was most worried about my fate. Because I don't get a soul mate. In fact, to help me.

He tried to introduce some of his female friends.

"I'm surprised, Bro, same with you. Among the women I introduced, none of them were your taste," continued Subandi, who tried to be curious about how I felt, when meeting women.

"Don't..don't.....!" chirps Subandi.

I directly chimed in.

"Don't, you're not normal, bro! That's right, the next sentence you want to say to me?" I said, try to guess the connection of the sentence from Subandi earlier.

"Haha. I didn't say that. That's your own statement, yes, just now" Subandi chuckled.

"Basar bulldoze you!" I said as I punched her belly.

"Bug!" spontaneous Subandi complaining of pain.

"See if I die, there's no matchmaker as smart as me!" said Subandi, while holding his distended stomach that I just tonjok.

After satisfied joking, I invited Subandi to eat rice padang guai jengkol.

"Bro. If you want to get a mate, do not eat jengkol often" said Subandi mocking me.

He likes to be weird. I like to make emotions. But, whatever emotion I am, I can't hate him.

***

"Mas. When are free meals for people in the village?" 

Jumari's thousandth question, always bored me to answer.

But, even so, I always try to answer with joy.

"Oah. Right now, it is still the time of pandemic coronavirus outbreak. Where can you gather in a crowd," I replied, diplomacy.

"Huhahahah." Jumari laughed.

To me. Jumari is the same as Subandi. The most annoying friend.

If any of his friends were married, I was always forced to accompany him. The reason Jumari, she has no friends, other than me. So, he asked for company.

Hmmmm. I have friends, nothing is right. Subandi, like to meet girls with me. But, none of them are in my judgment.

I was astonished myself too. I haven't been attracted to Subandi's friends.

In my eyes, girls recommendation Subandi, mediocre. Nothing has stirred the soul.

Among the dozens of girls who have been introduced to me, there is no one like Sabrina. The woman twenty-two years ago who adorned my days on a white, gray bench.

Sabrina's betrayal, it still traumatizes me to start a new love.

I was a play boy, at the time. But, honestly, the one woman I really love, just Sabrina.

***

I opened an old album that was outdated. I miss a woman whose affection is so sincere.

"Sorry, Ma. Until I was head four. I haven't been able to find a surrogate like Sabrina."

"Ma. Pray for me from there, Ma. That God may send an angel like Sabrina, for me." I murmured inwardly.

If Mama were still in this world, I would not be as lonely as I am now.

"I'm not trying to Ma, looking for that angel. But, none of them cling to the heart." I said again, deep down, sad.

Meanwhile, my sister Yoga number two, and the youngest Gita, are already happy with her puja man.

I wish them happiness all the way to grandchildren, with their soul mates.

There are so many sweet memories I can't forget. Sabrina, always nice with Mama.

I once fantasized that, one day, Sabrina could really be the future daughter-in-law of Mama's dreams.

Sabrina oh Sabrina. Why should I remember you until now. In fact, those beautiful dreams you have been tearing apart.

I should have stopped fantasizing about you. I should have killed your shadow. If I could do it, I would have done it yesterday.

Sabrina, please get out of my life. Don't torture me like now. Now you are happy with your chosen man.

Sabrina, teach me how to forget all the memories of you. Free me from the shackles of your love!

Help me start my new life. I want to be happy too, Sabrina!

***

"That's it. Mas Bro's. Lupain that old Mas Bro chick. He was also happy with his royal man" said Subandi, who suddenly slipped into the room, breaking my daydream.

"The living room door is not locked. His guy's in the room. If there is a thief. You can finish your charms are helped by a thief," as long as Subandi.

"False gem. My skin was gone twenty-two years ago by an unknown thief" I said.

"Haha. There's just this Mas Bro!" chirps Subandi.

"Move on Mas Bro. Move on's. It's already 2021. Twenty-two years ago, it was a long time ago. He doesn't remember Mas Bro. Eh Mas Bro still remembers him. Put on, Mas Bro!" babble Subandi, deafen my ears.

"I can't move on. But, my brain can't escape him. She's a great woman I'll never see again" I explained at length, trying to find self-defense.

Subandi chuckles more and more with my explanation. But, it's true that my statement was. In my brain, Sabrina is a perfect woman.

"Mas Bro. Saturday I have an SD reunion. Follow me yuk, Mas Bro. Pleassssss!?" subandi said, cupping his palms together, pleading with me.

"Haha. You're strange. I am not an alumni of your school. Anyway, there is a reunion, the era of SD school. Not the current one, high school reunion." I said trying to protest Subandi.

"Ouch. Why is gini my friend now. Difficult to compact. Plissssss, accompany me. I don't have any friends besides you, Mas Bro!" subandi said, pleading again.

I obviously rejected Subandi's invitation. No matter what happens, I refuse him. I'm not part of Subandi's high school alumni.

"No ah. I will be chased by my mother. I'm still a virgin. So scared, I imagined it!" elakku again.

"Hmmmmm. Sok Mas Bro's fondness. Come on, Bro!" the door was half urging me.

I told him to take his wife. But, he said, his wife did not know. If you know, Subandi must be forbidden to leave.

I think Subandi is scared of his wife.

"Eh. I have acquaintances, man. He asked me for help. If anyone wants to join the ISTI community, just say so. Delicious you know. In the community, there is a refreshing every month. Out of town. The dues are only a hundred thousand dollars a month!" my clear.

But, spontaneously, Subandi immediately understood, what is the ISTI community.

"Hmmmmm. You mean Mas Bro, I was told to get into the Scared Wife Husband Association group? Shucks too Mas Bro's!" answer Subandi at length.

I laughed, saw the response!

"Hahahahahahahahah!" (connect)