
**You're like an angel
Who came down from heaven
Illuminate the world
With a smile
Your crying is the saddest music
That I've heard
And your laugh
The thing I always miss
I want you to always be happy
Enjoying the beautiful world
Even if it means
I can no longer be with you**
Princess Nikita, is the toughest woman I've ever known. No, not because of his physical strength, but because of his stubbornness. Since long ago I have harbored a feeling, to this one woman. My wonderful childhood with you, is the most beautiful memory I will always remember in my mind.
"Rey, this place is so beautiful. Look I think I can see my house from here," exclaimed the Princess with a smile on the tree house.
"Yes" I said softly
But that horrible incident changed your life and mine. You forgot me, Reyhan your little friend. While I can only fall here. Because I just lost my angel, my dear mother.
I haven't heard from you in a long time. Until one day I saw your figure. Hidden among the bustle of traditional markets. Like a rose hidden among a bush. I saw from afar a truck was about to thicken your body. I'm sorry I had to push you. I just, don't want you to get hurt.
My heart trembles every time I look into your eyes. Your laughter sounds like a melodious harmony that attracts the heart. I desperately held back my urge to say love to you. Riri, my little friend.
But all my feelings faded when I saw you with that man. Rahmadana's Son. The man who seems to take my place in your heart. When I try to make you remember me again, it's like a barrier between us.
I'm willing to break through the waves that roll for you. I pulled your soft hand from the cold seabed. I want your hair mixed with the smell of sea water and beach sand. Then I'll be gone. Leaving you with him.
When my father wanted to match me to a woman, my heart refused. My love I want to give you one. The woman I always miss. When I found out that the woman was you, the love that I was so full of. As if I wanted to spill all the flavors. But I forced him to hold on, so you wouldn't remember those bad memories.
Haru I felt when you agreed to our match. From that moment on, I promised. It will make you happy until the end of your life. I give you this simple pendant, as a sign of my promise. I feel happy when you smile, just for me.
Slowly I tell you the secret between us. I'm trying to calm you down from your past trauma. I tightly embrace your body. As if to say, "Give me all the weight of your mind, let me win it all."
But when I saw you hugging another man. I'm jealous. I want to slap the man, for daring to be rude to my future wife. But my steps stopped because I heard your voice "I love you Son."
Like lightning striking, piercing into my heart. I finally realized. You're not for me. But for the man you're hugging so tightly. I looked at her face carefully and I stroked my chest slowly. He's Son.
My foot steps are gontai. Weak-headed. I held back my tears that were about to drip down the earth. Then I strengthened my heart. To release you. I'll talk to our parents. To cancel the marriage between you and me.
This one day feels so beautiful. I'm sorry for being selfish. I was deliberately spoiled, wanting to enjoy every last second of my life with you. I hold your hand, I don't want to let go.
My lips seem to have a hard time telling you everything. But I have to strengthen myself. I tried to smile at you. The angel I love. Although actually my heart hurts and is overwhelmed. Release you with him, but I try to make. Because I love you.