Sons & Daughters

Think

I lay my body on the bed hugging my favorite light blue heart-shaped pillow. After the shocking incident, I thought again. Both Reyhan and Putra turned out to be men I had known for a long time. Unfortunately I lost a wonderful memory with Reyhan, so I forgot about him. Now I have to how. I've already stated that I chose Reyhan, but this guilt has not disappeared.

In order to get rid of boredom, I searched and opened up my old photo sheets. I saw a lot of great memories there. There was a picture of me when I first went to the beach. Play with Rena, and don't forget my picture with Son. Again I can't find any pictures of me with Reyhan or Aunt Windi. I assumed that, my parents deliberately put away the photos so that I would not go back to feeling depressed and depressed.

Aunt Windi, the person I already considered my second mother has left because of my mistake. In order to calm down, I decided to take a walk alone out of the house. Mom and Dad were asleep in their room. But I was afraid they would wake up, so I decided not to go out through the front door. I came out of my bedroom window clandestinely without making any noise so they wouldn't wake up.

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After buying a cup of coffee at the nearest mini market, I walked towards the park. For me, this simple garden is more than just a place that holds great memories. But also, the place I always think of first to reflect when I get into trouble.

"Hey ugly girl! why are these nights you go out alone" the foreign voice broke my daydream and I knew very well who the owner of the voice was.

"Why are you here anyway? I now know badmood again," I said lazily

"It can't be yes. We know this is the most comfortable place to relax. Especially when it's dark like it is now."

Ugh.. I turned my face away from the handsome man who had now been sitting on the long bench together with me.

"My son is a murderer" I sobbed while trying to avoid his eyes. The son gawked at me who suddenly shouted in front of him.

"You calm down first. Put on my jacket first, you'll be cold," without waiting for my reply, Son put his green jacket over my back.

I looked down and told all my complaints to the Son. I must admit, Son was the first person I thought of when I was in trouble. He won't interrupt me one bit and let me tell you my problem until the end.

"It's not your fault, Princess. At that time you were very small" said the son after I finished speaking

"But this is my fault. If only I had heard Reyhan's words back then, Aunt Windi would have been alive."

"Stt. You must not say that." said the Son, putting his index finger in my mouth. "We don't know how and when we're going to die. Even if you didn't bring firecrackers that day, if fate said your daughter would die that day, then she would have left."

"Then what should I do now. My son still feels very guilty. I have escaped from this old problem. I shouldn't forget the person who meant so much to me" I wiped away the sweat and tears that kept flowing. The son put on his jacket and wiped away the tears that had soaked my face.

I held the Son's palm and kept crying. Long enough I was so, until without me knowing I was asleep on his sturdy shoulder.