
I stared at myself in front of the mirror while thinking. Actually I'm why. Didn't I reject the Son and just want to be friends with him. I just feel like I don't deserve to be next to him. I know, my Son has forgiven me. But I felt like something was missing from my life.
"Daughter, let's have breakfast before we go" cried mama from the kitchen.
"Yes mama" I tidied up my headscarf and looked towards the dining table.
"Cock so lethargic, son? what's up?" reprimand mama worried to see the look on my face that is now grim
"There's nothing ma" I said as I ate my mama's fried rice, though my appetite was almost non-existent.
"You must be lying. Let's tell mom. What's up?" my mom forced me to tell stories
I then told her slowly, the mother who heard my story slowly looked sad. As if showing guilt.
"I'm sorry, son. Because it's covered this up from you. Mama just wants you to be able to get excited again in continuing your life," said mama sad
"I am a bad boy. Because of me, Aunt Windi died. I shouldn't have done anything bad with that firecracker."
"Son, we don't know our destiny. Do not feel guilty constantly. After all, neither Reyhan nor his father has ever blamed you for the tragedy that befell Aunt Windi, they feel sad instead. Because of Aunt Windi's departure, you forgot about them," mama got up and embraced me in her arms
"Then now what should the Princess do?"
"You apologize directly to them and visit Aunt Windi's grave. Mama is sure she misses you too, and live your life with passion. Because Aunt Windi saved your life. You can't waste it."
"Thank you, Mama" I said, hugging my mother warmly for me.
"It's spoiled ah. Later you're late for the office," Mama let go of her embrace and handed me my bag that I had put on the table.
"Yes, the princess goes first, mama" I said as I waved my hand
"Daughter?"
"Why mama?"
"Hihihi yes mama. The princess also loves her mother,"
"wish luck yes," exclaimed mama from a distance. I just nodded and immediately spurred my bike.
***
Rena almost choked on the meatballs, as soon as I told her my story with Reyhan.
"Seriously, I didn't expect it. I think he's just a random guy who dares to ask you, turns out you already know each other."
I shook my head as I said "Yes I was shocked too, but unfortunately I have lost my memory of him. So when we first met, I thought he was normal,"
"So, now you've got a taste for Reyhan?" exclaims Rena while smiling ignorantly.
"I'm confused. I have chosen him, but I think he is ordinary. He was a good man, and sincere. But I feel there is less."
"Less, what do you mean?"
"It seems that I still have a taste in the Son," I said softly. Rena flinched hearing my words and suddenly grabbed onto my shoulder.
"This you, your daughter has rejected the Son and chosen Reyhan. Especially what you're waiting for. The son has also delivered you, after all yesterday afternoon..."
"By noon what's going on?" much
"That's nothing." Rena immediately turned her face away.
"You must be hiding something from me, right? explain what's up!"
"There's no Princess, already yes I have to go to my room immediately. Bye bye," Rena left me at the cafeteria table alone in my confusion.
"I have to find out, actually what happened," I cried in my heart.