Should I Lose to Destiny
Clara's support on Rose
...Clara came with a small towel and a large bowl. He approached Rose with a worried face....
..."Lie still... I'll compress you!" Clara said to Rose......
...Seeing Rose lying with a high body temperature and a pale face Clara was shedding tears. Rose who saw Clara crying immediately held her hand as she said......
..."Don't cry brother.. I'm okay just a little feverish. It won't be long for me to recover!" Rose calms Clara......
...Arga who saw him became furious himself. He did not know why Rose could have taken such a decision if he had hurt himself....
..."Y'all talk.. I have to go to the office, I still have a lot of work to do!" Arga said to both......
..."Thank you for taking me home!" Clara said as she escorted Arga out of Rose's room......
..."Yes equally.. You take care of him. You also have to keep yourself from getting sick. If you are sick!" Said Arga suddenly......
..."are you worried about me?" Ask Clara wonder...
...Arga is unaware of his words and misbehaves at Clara's questions......
..."L'm...I'm not worried about you.. I said that to make it easier for me and Kenzi to make a move!" reply Arga......
...He was worried about Clara because Clara thought too much about Rose......
..."Ah so.. Mercifully.. Otherwise I would have misunderstood your words earlier hehe!" Clara said...
..."Never mind.. You talk too much, you'd better be friends in Rose, I can get myself out of your room!" Arga...
..."I don't intend to drive you, I just want to test the door after you're gone!" Clara answered spontaneously......
...Arga grunted annoyedly.. He immediately went down the stairs regardless of Clara again......
...Clara just followed him from behind without speaking. He only smiled slightly seeing Arga misbehaving in front of him......
...After escorting Arga out, Clara immediately returned to Rose's room. Rose was still lying weakly on the bed. His body temperature had not yet dropped even though he had compressed. When Rose opened her eyes, Clara immediately smiled at him......
..."How you feeling?" Ask Clara to Rose......
...Rose smiled heavily, she grabbed Clara's hand which was still holding the compress towel.....
..."I've been better. Brother rest.. It's noon already.. I feel a little sleepy and want to sleep again!" Clearly Rose with a hoarse tone......
..."Ja.. You sleep.. I'll make you some porridge for a second!" Clara said to Rose......
..."Thank you for taking care of me so much. I don't know how to repay all of your good deeds. All this time it was you who was so worried and considerate. You always thought of me as your brother and gave me the full affection of a brother. I feel like my whole life has been just a kara but after meeting you I feel like I have a family now. I am so thankful to God for sending you for me!" said Rose lirih......
...Hearing that Clara immediately pulled her hand and grabbed it. She stroked Rose's hair while smiling sweetly at her......
...Rose just nodded her head slowly. Clara stood up, leaving Rose to rest in her room. He went to the kitchen to make Rose porridge......
...After 30 more minutes he wrestled in the kitchen, now the porridge he made for Rose was finished. He immediately met Rose in his room. When she reached Rose's room, she saw that Rose was already sitting on the bed hugging her knees. Clara went in to give the porridge to Rose......
..."Oi.. What are you thinking?" Clara asked as she watched Rose stare out the window of the room ......
..."No. gabe.. I just saw rain dripping from the roof of our house. He was so resigned even though his body would hit anything beneath him! Can I be like that rainwater, brother? Surrender everything in time and succumb to my destiny?" Ask Rose......
...Clara approached while putting the porridge she had in her hand on the table by Rose's side of the bed. He held Rose's hand and sat down by Rose's bedside.....
..."My father always said, no matter what happens we have to accept it. The rain was not pouring on him, he was doing it because that was what he had to do. Maybe some people have pity on his fate but more than that many more people are expecting it too. He brings joy to the earth and the sky. It nourishes the soil and gives life to other earth creatures. While after He subsided, he painted a beautiful color in the sky to replace the dark sky. Everyone is in their own place. But sometimes the rain falls excessively to make the creatures on earth overwhelmed and the sky becomes gloomy. Not because he was angry but because he wanted to warn him that not everything should go according to his line. He can get out, but he knows when he has to get out of that line. Not superfluous but has a history for other living beings!" Clara said softly as she followed the way Ros looked out the window......
...Rose was silent for a moment. Then he smiled and looked at Clara......
..."Can we get out of the line we've already made?"Ask Rose doubtfully .....
...Clara shut up for a moment. He took a bowl of porridge and took it one spoon and fed it to Rose......
..."You want to get out?" Ask Clara......
...Rose hesitated to answer. He asked Clara......
..."Did you ever try to get out of the line you've made?" Ask Rose......
...Clara smiled. He remembered what happened a few years ago. When she decided to start a relationship with her husband......
..."Ever... That was when I decided to have a relationship with my husband. At that time, our relationship did not get the blessing of my father and mother because my husband came from a middle-to-lower family. I met him because he was a food deliveryman. I was a last semester student. We met a lot because I often ordered food at work. Gradually we got closer and became familiar. But just as he was expressing his feelings for me, my father and mother forbade me from being friends with him. Because they think my husband will have a bad impact on the future because I am their only child. They arranged a blind date for me. The men were well-established and educated men. I tried to comply with all my parents' requests because I felt that this was what I deserved to do to repay them for me. I dated one of their options. But since I can't escape my husband's shadow, I can't have a normal relationship like a couple. I was uncomfortable when he said romantic words or watched me. The opposite is how I felt when my husband told me. I feel so happy I want to fly. One day, I asked him to meet me. I said that I couldn't be with him because my parents didn't approve of our relationship. I also said that I already had a lover chosen by my parents. I asked him to stop seeing me or to send me a short message. I also asked him to stay away from me. He understood, though he initially refused and said that he would convince my parents. We finally really stayed away. But during that time I felt that I could no longer forget her, the days I spent with my lover became bleak. There was no clarity because every time he tried to get close to me I refused and when he asked me to get married I vehemently refused. I don't know what to do because I always think of my husband. And in the end I dumped my lover. I had a big fight with my mom and dad over this. I told my mom and dad I couldn't forget my husband. I also said I wanted to find him. My father and mother were so angry that they locked me in my room and arranged my marriage with another man. I'm powerless. In my turmoil, I ran away from home and looked for my husband. At that moment I realized, all the pain I received because of the insults people had on me who chose him was nothing compared to losing him. I proudly and steadily ran looking for her at her house and invited her to get married. Either he loved me too much or we were too stupid to finally get married that night. My parents grew angry and cut ties with me. I'm in the scribble of the family deed and also inheritance rights. But I don't feel sorry for my decision. All I know about myself, how I feel and what I want is me. No one else has the right to rule over me even if it's my father and mother. Then with his savings we opened this shop and planned to have children as soon as possible. I worked hard guarding this shophouse. Even though I live mediocre life I am happy because he is so pampering me and loves me so much. I can't deny the same thing I got from my parents, but what I didn't get from my parents was the right to choose my life path. And without me realizing it, Dad sent people to watch over me for seeing me happy despite living a simple life finally Dad called us both to visit home. He accepted my husband because he knew that my husband was a responsible person who could take care of me and make me happy in the future. I came out of the line my parents had set. I know it's not easy, but because I met the person who loves me, it's all easy. Now I'm asking you, do you love Kenzi?" Clara asked seriously to look at Rose.....
...Rose is not flinching. Although he loves Kenzi but he is not as brave as Clara who will choose her own path.....
..."Rose.. All you know about your heart and your feelings is yourself. I can see the sincerity of Kenzi. Kenzi really loves you. Then what are you doubting? Is it your salvation or your happiness? Both things no one can be sure of. Congratulations or not, no one can be sure. Whether you're happy or not, no one can be sure. Because we are the ones who create ourselves. Rose, whether you're with Kenzi or not, both are uncertain. But at least you've tried it and I'm sure a decision taken with a determination will have no regrets in the end. Go back to Kenzi, hold his hand and tell him that you want to be with him no matter what!" Clara assured Rose, Rose just smiled worriedly to determine her attitude......
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