Should I Lose to Destiny
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...Kenzi drove home when he arrived at the shophouse, Clara had been waiting continuously with a worried face. Rose came down to him......
...Clara who saw Rose's presence immediately ran towards Rose......
..."You've been everywhere I've been so worried about you!" clara said to Rose......
..."sorry Brother.I was too engrossed in drawing to forget the time!" rose calms Clara......
..."if you wanted to overtime you should have told me first, so that I wouldn't have you covered like this!" clara reminded.....
..."yeah..next time I'll tell you!"rose said with a big smile.....
...Clara glanced at Kenzi's car, and Kenzi only gave a small smile in response......
..."he's taking you home" Clara asked Rose.....
...Rose just nodded her head......
...Suddenly Clara approached Kenzi's car door and knocked on his window.....
..."thank you for bringing Rose home, would you like some tea?"ask Clara......
..."no need, I still have a lot of work and it's night time.better take Rose to rest, it looks like she's tired!" kenzi......
..."ah Well then.thank you for bringing my Rose back!" clara said again......
...Kenzi just smiled, then he started the engine again. Rose just kept silent to see Kenzi from a distance.....
...after Kenzi's departure, Clara also invited Rose into the shophouse while holding her hand......
..."what happened to you guys?"clara asked guessing at Rose's timid expression......
..."what? "said Rose pretended not to understand......
..."come... I'm not a stranger.I know you very well Rose even though we just got to know each other.Your faces don't say that nothing happened to you tonight.I'm sure something must have happened! tell me what is it?! I'm curious!" said Clara......
..."I'm tired, I want to take a shower and rest. You don't think that nothing happens to both of us!"rose said......
..."I still can't believe it! Are you and Kenzie really officially dating?" Terka Clara suddenly......
...Rose was silent as she climbed the stairs, but her face carved out a small smile so sweet that Clara grew curious about the development of their relationship......
..."you really don't want to tell me? don't you think of me as your friend or brother anymore? well then I don't want to know either, after all this is your business who I should know about the two of you!" clara said......
..."hey.not so... She and I haven't dated, but I already said I'd consider it!"answer Rose timidly.....
...Clara screamed, hugged tightly and asked her to dance.....
..."I thought you'd never be in a relationship, but it turns out you feel what Kenzi feels for you. What I don't think is that Kenzi can convince you!" obviously Clara's astonished......
...Rose sat on the edge of the window, she caught the doubt on Clara's face of the decision she had taken......
..."to be honest..I still doubt Kenzi.I can't yet capture whether what he says is truly sincere. but I explained to him what I didn't like about him and he said he was going to try to convince me... is this really going to happen like his words or are you the other way around I didn't expect much. I definitely want to try!"rose lirih......
...Clara approached him and looked at his face......
..."you've decided to try it, I don't really know Kenzi very well but I've heard a lot that he's a guy who values relationships so much. I don't think he's going to play games with you. It's not like we can see from the way he explains his relationship and Gisella over and over again.he even said that in front of Gisella herself. do you think he still wants to play games with you?" clara tried to convince Rose......
..."then what about the woman he was carrying in life at that time?" ask Rose to remind Clara......
..."I'm sure that woman taught Kenzi.and I'm sure that she's just like Gisella who just wanted to attract Kenzie!" answer Clara......
..."Sis.. since when have you been so defensive of Kenzi? do you really intend to unite us?" ask Rose to make sure......
..."I don't want to bring anyone together, I don't stand up for Kenzi or side with him. I just want you to be really happy with the man you love and that's what I expect instead of Kenzi. from what I got, Kenzi really likes you. Yeah I know that she's a little Playboy but I don't think this is gonna happen to you!" clara predicted the future of Rose and Kenzi......
..."well it's up to you brother..Speak as you please according to that belief. sooner or later we'll find out what's right behind Kenzi's true attitude!" rose is not confident......
..."Rose, you don't trust yourself. You deserve Kenzie, you're beautiful, you're talented and you're a good boy.I'm sure Kenzi will be lucky to have you!"praise Clara to Rose......
..."don't make me wish too high, brother, I don't want to be disappointed and fall into a desperate hope.let time answer it all. if indeed we will be united and happy then God will make things easier, and if it is the opposite then God will make it difficult for us to get happiness! I believe God's choice will never go wrong with you. I just have to wait a little time to achieve that happiness. I am now very happy to meet you, get to know you and be your sister!" clearly Rose with a weak voice......
..."either... This matter is only you and Kenzie who know.you who feel it I can only give advice.if you are not happy with him later, it is your own decision. and if you will be happy with her then it is also your own decision. Now rest I will go back to my room!"clara said to Rose.....
...Rose closed the window of her room and lay on the bed glaring at the ceiling of her room, remembering how Kenzie's face looked at her warmly while holding her hand......
..."Ken... Can I put my trust in you? can you not hurt me in the future? I'm afraid we won't make it and I'm finally hurt and down!" Rose talked to herself........
...While it's behind Rose's bedroom door, Clara is still watching her.she knows what makes Rose so insecure.His dark past, and his relationship with so many men makes him doubt Kenzie although Kenzi may be different from the men he has met in the past, but the harsh reality cannot change the current bitter situation. for Rose men are all the same, she is hurt and down because of the treatment of men who only see her as their only satisfaction and do not really appreciate her as a woman......
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