Should I Lose to Destiny

Should I Lose to Destiny
Clara's Regret



...For a long time Clara remained silent from her place. He focused all his thoughts on the conversation he and Rose had lately. He feels their talk lately is all still within reasonable limits, iatak suggest any steps for Rose to take after knowing Kenzi's background. With a confused face he looked at Arga......


..."I don't remember ever saying anything to Rose to make her make this decision. I'm really sorry if this all happened because of me!" Clara lirih......


...Arga doesn't want to argue with Clara anymore, but he doesn't want to be empathetic to Clara's current grief. Seeing a loved friend hurt both know clearly each other's feelings. Arga also does not want to create new problems with their debate that will not solve the problem......


..."Kenzi didn't say much to me either, saying that Rose asked him to promise to protect you both. I don't think Rose is worried about her but you. He doesn't want to see you sad because of Kenzi's identity that will eventually implicate him!" Said Arga slowly......


...Clara also did not deny this, he had told Rose to keep herself well because he did not want to lose Rose. But he did not expect that those words would lead Rose to such a painful decision......


...In silence, Arga stared at Clara's blank face. He wanted to give Clara time to calm herself down but on the other hand her work was waiting and had to be completed soon. He didn't want to upset Kenzie, so he ended their conversation today......


..."If there's nothing else you want to ask, I'll go to work. Kenzi is waiting for me!" Arga explained......


..."Do you mind taking me home!" Pinta Clara......


...Arga did not answer, he just turned on his car engine and drove Clara home immediately.....


...During the trip, Clara was more silent. He only reacted occasionally and continued to stare out the car window. He felt guilty for Rose. Words that were originally just a warning to be more careful are now backfiring for both himself and Rose. Unknowingly his tears flooded his cheeks and soon he sobbed to a sniffle......


...Arga who saw it became unbearable. He immediately stopped his car and pulled it over. He let Clara cry for a while. It was impossible to let him go home in such a state. This made Rose feel guilty......


...After long enough to let Clara cry, Arga tried to calm her down. He held onto Clara's shoulders slowly......


..."No cry... Crying will not solve the problem. If Rose has chosen this path then you must support her and strengthen her. This could make Rose lighter in the days ahead!" Said Arga slowly......


...Clara lowered her head, she covered her white face with both hands. Then came back crying. Arga who could not bear to see him so down, pulled Clara into his arms......


...Clara spilled all her sadness in Arga's arms. He shed all his tears on the chest of the field belonging to the Kenzi confidant. Arga let her chest get wet by Clara's tears, Arga patted Clara's shoulder while gently stroking Clara's hair......


..."Cease to... Now you better get yourself tidy up and go home and convince Rose not to be too sad. It's all happened, maybe it's not all bad for Rose and Kenzi. With Rose away, Kenzi can carry out his plan calmly without worrying about Rose's safety anymore. I'm sure once all these problems are over, Kenzi will definitely bring Rose back. We just need to support all his plans to run smoothly and to strengthen them both. All Rose has is you, Clara.. And Kenzi as well. Our work is now heavy. You have to be tougher than Rose to keep her happy. And I will continue to support Kenzi with all the steps he makes. Be patient and believe what we are doing!" Arga asked Clara......


...Slowly Clara pulled her body from Arga's embrace. He wiped his tears and tidied his hair and clothes. He grabbed his bag to pick up the powder and smeared it on his face. He showed a bright face. Then he decisively asked Arga to take him home......


...Arga also fulfilled Clara's request. He quickly restarted his car engine and left the place....


..."If Rose does this for me, then I'll make sure she doesn't lose Kenzi!" Clara said in the middle of their journey.....


...Clara was amazed by Clara's sudden change in attitude. Although his face had shown a firmness but when he recalled the decision taken Rose his voice still trembled......


..."Don't do anything right now, let us do it. Your job now is to accompany Rose so as not to be too sad!" Arga......


..."That's certain. Just tell me what I can do for you guys to face the mayor and his son the cunning fox!" Clara assured......


..."Be calm... Don't be so emotional.. We keep this from Rose. If your attitude is so emotional like this will provoke Rose's suspicion. Right now we can do it ourselves, if we ever need you I'll call you right away!" Arga......


..."I'm waiting! In the future, please don't keep anything from me. I need to make preparations to deal with the unexpected!" Pinta......


..."Ah yeah.. I remember one thing. For tomorrow's launch, I suggest you two be careful. This is just my estimate. As long as Moza doesn't know Kenzie and Rose's true relationship, then you're safe. But if it happens otherwise, then you have to be extra in watching Rose. Don't leave him alone!" Arga expressed his thoughts......


..."Ja.. I'll be careful tomorrow!" Answer Clara briefly......


...Arga car also managed to bring to Laras survived to the front of the vehicle. Arga looked around the shophouse from his car. The desolate state made Arga curious about Rose's state......


..."Where's Rose?" arga asked as Clara was about to get out of her car......


..."He's still in his room. Probably not breakfast either. Do you want to see him?" Tanya Clara offered......


..."Doesn't it matter if I see him?" Ask Arga......


..."get down.. You can say something that pleases her!" Clara said......


...Without waiting again Arga immediately got out of his car to meet Rose......


...Clara takes Arga up to the top floor where Rose's room is located. When he saw that Rose's room was still tightly closed, Clara looked at Arga for a moment......


...Arga came to the door and knocked.....


..."Rose... Its me... The arga!" Said Arga greeting Rose......


...Long time no answer from the room until finally something fell and made Arga and Clara feel anxious. Arga quickly opens the unlocked door and discovers that Rose has fallen on her bedside......


...Clara screamed hysterically at Rose's condition.....


..."You why?" Ask Clara worriedly.....


...Helped with Arga, Clara again raised Rose on her bed......


..."I'm It's OK Brother. Just a little dizzy!" Rose replied in a heavy and slow voice......


..."It's okay how... You're feverish.. Your body is so hot! Arga... Help me get him to the hospital!" Clara asks Arga to hold Rose. But Rose immediately refused and chose to lie on his bed.....


..."I'm okay brother.. Just a fever. Taking medicine will also improve!" Rose calms Clara......


..."But Rose...!" Clara kept pushing. But when he saw Arga holding him back, Clara did not continue her sentence......


..."I'm gonna compress you so the heat goes down!" Clara said swiftly running to get a compress tool for Rose......


...Rose smiled slightly at Arga's whereabouts......


..."Is she okay?" rose asked curiously about Kenzi's situation......


...Arga nodded his head. Lying to reduce Rose's worry......


..."Mercifully... I'm happy to hear it!" Rose said......


...Clear crystal thread flowed between his eyes. Rose immediately rubbed him not wanting Arga to know......


..."You should be happy, Rose.. Don't let your choice go to waste!" Clearly Arga reminded.......


...Rose smiled wryly hearing that. How could he be happy after losing hope. The love that he so craved was extinct with just one word BREAK......


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