Should I Lose to Destiny
Deep novelty
...Rose is as powerless as Kenzi is right now. He saw Kenzi's face so messed up in front of him. Things Kenzi never saw before. Rose realizes that Kenzi really loves her. For her sake she was willing to be depressed so deeply like this......
...Kenzi sat down with his hands supporting his head. He did not know what steps Rose would take after finding out about Moza. He hid it because he wanted Rose to stay by his side. But after Rose found out about this, Kenzi's hopes were dashed. Rose and Clara's safety is threatened. Only a foolish woman would remain by his side and continue to support him......
...Rose held onto Kenzi's shoulder, trying to calm him down. Kenzi looked at Rose with a reddened face holding back from getting out of control as Rose chose to leave her......
...All this time, he had never felt so fond of a woman, that Rose came and changed everything. I don't know what made Kenzi love Kenzi so deeply. He himself did not realize it. The feeling flowed just like that, although the brief feeling of not wanting to lose was strongly felt on Rose......
..."What's your choice now?" Kenzi asked looking seriously at Rose......
...Rose was confused by Kenzi's question. He looked at Kenzi whose eyes were starting to red and sweat had drenched in part of Kenzi's body.......
..."What will you choose once you know your safety and your brother are threatened. Rose, listen to me...I'm not playing around right now.. Moza is not a woman you can underestimate. The added support of his father will make our path even more difficult... I want to make sure to you, are you going to stay by my side?" Kenzi said......
...Rose immediately held onto Kenzi's cheek gently.......
..."What you said.. Of course I will....!" Rose did not continue her words as she recalled Kenzi's explanation of her safety. Even though he wanted to be by her side, he could not sacrifice Clara for her feelings......
..."Whahuh? You're gonna what?" Ask Kenzi......
...Rose pulled her hand from Kenzi's cheek. He paused his intention to answer Kenzi's question. He was silent, silent and did not dare to look at Kenzi. Kenzi knew the meaning of Rose's silence, he just smiled and grabbed Rose's hand. He held her hand with both hands. Clenched it and leaned it on his head with a bowed face....
...There was a sobbing sound from Kenzi as he clasped Rose's hand. The grip of the hand was getting stronger and stronger in Rose's feeling. Rose rubbed her tears that had fallen unstoppably when she saw Kenzi so broken and helpless before her......
...Rose leaned her head between her hands. The atmosphere was even more intense as Rose apologized to Kenzi many times......
..."Excuse me...Sorry Ken..I'm sorry!" Rose said......
...Hearing this Kenzi was powerless, she pulled Rose into her arms. Tears that had been spilled earlier he swept behind Rose. While adjusting his breath he tried to calm Rose who was feeling bitter......
..."It'sit's okay... Don't apologize! I'm the one who's wrong for not being able to take good care of you. Your choice was right, I don't care... I'm fine and you have to promise me you'll have to better live life in the future. It doesn't matter to me when you're not by my side, seeing you happy I'm happy. Don't cry anymore!" Kenzi refrained from making Rose feel guilty......
...Hearing Kenzi's words, Tangis Rose increasingly broke. He banged Kenzi's chest hard and Kenzi just let it go as Rose's impingement on his hurt love......
..."Live well now, as you asked, we become people who no longer know. Launch later, we won't meet for a time I can't determine. If God wants us to be united, time will answer!" Kenzi pulled Rose in front of him and wiped his tears......
...Rose still can't talk, she's claustrophobic when she finds out the relationship she was hoping for ran aground. He regretted knowing everything today. How can he forget Kenzi when far away he is not able to do it......
..."Go home... Rest.. And continue your life. If you need anything anytime soon, you can call Arga!" Kenzi lirih......
..."Rose....I love you!" Kenzi said with trembling lips and turned around unable to release Rose. Rose who heard that was getting crushed, she turned to Kenzi who was behind her. Rose turned around and hugged Kenzi from behind. Kenzi can't do anything anymore. He turned around and kissed Rose violently but Rose did not refuse him. He enjoyed a kiss that would probably be their last.....
...Rose and Kenzi intertwined in their cries. They did not want to let each other go until Rose finally released the bag she was holding and grabbed the buttons Kenzi clothes and opened it one by one......
...Kenzi held him back but Rose insisted that Kenzi could not resist Rose's wishes anymore....
...They walked with their lips interlocked until they hit the side of the table in the room. After a long walk without seeing the circumstances around them finally fell on the mattress. With a gasp of breath Kenzi released the link of his lips and looked at Rose solemnly......
..."This is not the right way Rose!" Kenzi said in a soft tone......
...Kenzi's breath can be felt by Rose. He did not want to do it, but he wanted to give memories for them in the future......
..."I want to paint memories for us!" Rose replied slowly while holding Kenzi's cheek......
...Rose got out of bed and pulled Rose to her feet. Kenzi does want it, but he doesn't want to make the more fatal mistake of doing it right now. Now was not the time for him to mix love. There was something bigger waiting for him in plain sight after he declared war on Moza's father who was his former teacher......
..."Go home!" Kenzi said with a smile on Rose......
...Rose does not know how to interpret Kenzi's smile, but she knows that her wishes are rejected by Kenzi. Rose kissed Kenzi on the cheek before leaving Kenzi in the hotel room in a messy shirt......
...Kenzi could only sit drooping on the edge of the bed. He took a deep breath strengthening his heart and realizing at this moment that he had lost Rose. This is not the best way for both but it also makes both more free to move......
..."You gotta breathe easy Rose.. Don't let your choice make us all the more claustrophobic!" Kenzi's mind weakened with his fists strengthening......
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