Should I Lose to Destiny

Clue of Clara

...Rose is upset that Kenzi is unwilling to explain to her what really happened. And he was increasingly upset because Moza came to Kenzi's room using a special elevator for the President......

..."Are they really dating? Then what does Kenzi mean by asking for time to explain everything to me?"muttered Rose confused......

...There are so many things Rose cannot understand from Kenzi. This confused him. He then lay his head on his desk thinking about whether he had taken the wrong step in doubting Kenzi......

..."Ahhhhhhhhhhhh... Why don't you just say everything.. Why did you have to hide it from me?" Rose shouted in her room......

...After realizing he was talking to himself, Rose immediately packed all his belongings and left the K Group building......

...On the way home, he still kept thinking about Kenzi. Soon he sat up knowing something of their problem......

..."Kenzi suddenly got into trouble with the presence of the woman. That means women are the problem. Who was that woman, why did Kenzi take her so seriously. Unlike usual Kenzi behaved like this just because of the female. If Gisella alone could she ignore for my sake it would be impossible because this woman Kenzi would ignore if not for something happening between the two. Kenzi and Arga never said there were other women in Kenzi's life besides Gisella. Gisella has never been Kenzi's girlfriend... Is this woman Kenzi's lover in the past?" Rose thought in her heart......

...After realizing this, Rose grabbed her bag and grabbed her phone and called Arga. How many times he tried to contact Arga but none of his calls were answered......

..."Did Arga deliberately avoid me?" Rose asked in her heart......

...Suddenly Rose's phone rang. That's a call from Clara. Rose picked it up immediately......

..."Yes Brother... What's up?" Rose asked in a weak voice...

..."Rose... Have you finished your meeting? can we have lunch together today?"ask Clara to Rose......

..."Yes brother.. I'm on my way home.we'll have lunch together!"Java Rose......

..."All right, I'll get it ready so that when you get there we'll eat it!"Clara was excited......

..."Alright... Thanks brother!" Rose said with a small smile hearing Clara always watching her......

..."Careful..I'm waiting for you to come home!" Clara said, ending their conversation.....

...Rose put her phone back in her bag and laid her back on the back of the cab seat. He took a deep breath thinking about how complicated life he was living......

..."All this time I've never felt how to fall in love with a man. I'm so sick of the men around me. Kenzi came into my life and changed my view of a man. But sometimes I don't understand what he's feeling for me. His fickle attitude made me stay away from him even longer and doubt him. Will he and I just end up without any clarity?"Rose said in her heart......

...As he was daydreaming, the taxi driver broke his daydream by calling Rose many times.....

..."Missy..Miss..!" The driver called Rose......

..."Ah yes sir!" Said Rose who just realized the hiring of the taxi driver......

..."We have arrived!" The taxi driver told Rose......

...Rose looked around and realized that she had arrived in front of the shophouse. Rose smiled as she took some money from her wallet and gave it to the taxi driver.....

..."Thanks Miss!" The taxi driver told Rose to come out to help Rose get her things out.....

...Rose entered the shop with a shunt step. He found Clara ready at the dinner table......

..."What's your sister cooking today?" Ask Rose......

..."I cooked your favorite menu. Meat soup and grilled fish!" answer in the direction while pointing to the dining table......

..."Was the meeting smooth?" Ask Clara to Rose...

...Rose simply nodded her head as she continued to chew her food......

..."Then why don't you come back excited like this if the meeting goes well? Are you still fighting with Kenzi?" Ask Clara......

...Rose silence.. He recalled the incident in Kenzi's room. He lazily returned to scooping the rice on his plate......

..."it looks like me and Kenzie won't make it!" Said Rose slowly......

..."Why are you saying that?" Ask Clara confused......

..."Kenzi didn't say anything even after I asked. He asked me to give him time to explain!" Obviously Rose...

...Clara was silent for a moment. He already knew what had happened until Kenzi chose this path but he could not tell this to Rose because he had promised Arga for a while to keep this from Rose......

..."Then in the future, what about Kenzi?" Ask Clara......

..."Maybe I should give up on him!" Answer Rose briefly......

...Clara was silent. He did not deny that Rose could say this to him. Rose, who has just been excited about her days with Kenzie, must choose the real path and Kenzie does not want it.....

..."Rose... Do you love you really love Kenzi?" Asked Clara hesitated......

...Rose was silent hearing the question from Clara. He does feel something else when with Kenzi, but seeing the way Kenzi to him sometimes he feels a stronger sense of hate than his love for Kenzi.....

..."I don't know...I am alone with my feelings. When I was with him I admitted I was really calm, comfortable. Like finding a solid backrest. But sometimes Kenzi makes me feel claustrophobic while at his side. But seeing her with another woman my heart hurts, I'm jealous of their closeness!"Rose answered with blank eyes......

...Clara understood Rose's confusion. However, Rose only knew Kenzi and in a short time there were so many complicated things that made them like strangers even though they needed each other......

..."Rose... If Kenzi asks you to wait for him, then wait. Give him a little time to explain everything you want to know about him. Don't let this be your regret when you know the truth!" Clara said......

..."Why can you say that Kenzie is hiding something from me, I haven't said anything to you about this!" Rose asked in surprise at Clara's sudden suggestion.....

..."L'm...L'm...I just think in Kenzi's current position he must have something that can't be said to you. Just think about it, a President of a big, well-known and best company in Asia could feel a fear of just talking to you. Is this not awkward. It's possible that you asked him for something and made him unable to violate it or you may have a problem that you don't want to get involved in!" Clara tried to give Rose some direction not to give up on Kenzi......

...Hearing this, Rose thought back to what Clara had told her.......

..."There must be something.. I have to see Kenzi!" Rose strengthened his heart......

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