Should I Lose to Destiny

Should I Lose to Destiny
Equally Pained



...Rose returned to the shady shophouse. He still felt a pain in his heart after not being able to fight together with Kenzi even though he wanted to......


...With a weak step he went into his room and tried to strengthen himself with the choices he had made. Even so, her tears never stopped flowing down her cheeks. After lying in bed crying for a long time, Rose got tired and finally fell asleep......


...Meanwhile, Kenzi devises a strategy to attack Moza and his father again. He sent all his men. He asks Arga to one by one unmask all the crimes of Father Moza. He knew Moza's arrival was only to investigate him, but now he did not want to be entangled again by Moza and his father. Although he knew that he could not defeat her easily but at least now he could act hard as long as Moza did not know about his relationship with Rose.....


..."Ken. I've gathered our men. They're ready and just waiting for orders from you. What should I do next?" Ask Arga to wait for Kenzi's orders......


..."Provide evidence of bribery and transactions with some of the illegal businessmen. Let this news bother him for the next week. Direct the Judge and Prosecutor who are on our side to handle the case. I know there will be someone to vouch for him, but if the prosecutor can hold him for a week this will make our business easier!" Kenzi laid out his plan......


..."Ken. think about this carefully. When we attack the mayor, it means we attack those illegal businessmen too. Don't you think they'll shut up after their crime is made public?" Arga suggested because currently Kenzi is filled with ambitions to defeat the mayor and Moza......


..."As long as we have proof, we'll be fine. The Prosecutors and Judges I sent are people who have worked with us for a long time and have high qualifications. Do it one by one like my orders no mistakes and give the evidence one by one to the media. After that, monitor all the movements of illegal companies, especially their actions in this case!" Kenzi is sure......


..."Alright... I'll do everything like you said. Then, what about the launch?" Ask Arga again......


..."The launch is just a diversion for this issue. After this issue, I'm sure someone will sabotage this launch later. Just get ready for it!" Pinta Kenzi on Arga......


..."All right, if you've thought of everything. I'm leaving!" Said Arga to Kenzi......


...Kenzi quietly sat down and leaned his head against the back of the chair while raising his face to the ceiling of the house. He recalled how Rose was crying in front of him and was so helpless. Remembering that, he clenched his hands hard......


..."Wait a minute Rose.. I'll get things done quickly and I'll take you as my wife. I'm not gonna let Moza hurt you even if the way I took it hurt both of us. You should be where you are right now. If it's time let me approach you step by step to make you happy!" Inner Kenzi......


...At the shophouse, Clara just came home and looked for Rose to her room, seeing Rose's room tightly closed with the lights not on, Clara let Rose calm herself down at this time.......


...Hearing the noise that Clara made downstairs, Rose woke up. He looked at the time wall clock that showed at 10 p.m. He fell asleep for so long that he made his head hurt......


...Rose sat on her bed looking around her room......


..."The steps I made were right... If it wasn't for Sister Clara maybe I would've been a call woman again or a bum on the streets. Sister Clara has helped me so much, she has not only given me a new home and identity, but also given me the abundant affection I never had after my mother's departure. I'm sorry Ken... I love you but I can't fight with you. I'm sorry I'd rather break up from you and hurt you than fight with you!" Rose said softly with the accompaniment of her tears falling on the corner of her lips......


...Rose wiped her tears and stood up. He exited the room to the terrace not far from his room. He sat on the porch hugging both of his legs. He put his head on the knee he was holding. He sat there for a long time, the cold hit his body and penetrated his bones but Rose ignored it. He looked at the direction where Kenzi's car had parked first, his tears flowing back rapidly to make him sob......


...Clara, intending to wake Rose for dinner, does not find Rose in her room, panics, and finds Rose crying. He ran to Rose and hugged her......


..."Cry if this helps you to relax. Calm... I'm with you!" Said Clara comforting Rose......


...Rose was crying. He was even crying over the decision he made. The decision that made him and Kenzi both hurt......


..."I lost again to my destiny Brother! Why can't I live normally like everyone. Why can't I get my happiness so easily. I love Kenzi brother!" Rose said in a hoarse voice.....


...Clara cried hearing that. How helpless Rose was right now to complain so much. Clara, who had always seen Rose hiding what she felt, was now the opposite of what she had seen from Rose. Rose cried with unstoppable tears. Seeing this, Clara was devastated......


..."Hang on a second... Kenzi can definitely handle this and bring you back to him!" Clara calms Rose.....


..."We can't go back, brother... I gave up on Kenzi. I've run away with cowards. I left Kenzi alone with all the problems he had and with all the pain he felt!" Answer Rose slowly. Unraveling his embrace from Clara while staring blankly up at the sky......


...Hearing this, Clara was shocked......


..."Why did you choose to do this when you found out that Kenzi needed you? Why did you leave him if you couldn't take the pain of losing him yourself!" Clara shouted loudly at Rose and was confused by the decision she made......


...Rose did not reply, she just smiled sarcastically at herself. He stood up leaving Clara with empty steps......


..."Rose... Anwser me... Why did you leave Kenzi?" Shouted Clara again to Rose......


..."Sis... I want to be alone... Please don't ask me anything more. Me and Kenzi are over!" Rose said straightforwardly saying it like there was no doubt anymore. Then he walked back into his room and left Clara still waiting for an answer from Rose......


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