Should I Lose to Destiny
Jerry's Consciousness
...Rose came out of the bathroom after she finished cleaning her body. He approached Clara and Arga who were still in the ER....
..."Brother, here's your shirt. Clean your body first, I'll take care of Arga while you're in the bathroom" Rose said, handing Clara a paper bag......
...Clara took the paper bag and entered the bathroom not far from the ER......
..."Why haven't you been taken to the recovery room?" ask Rose wonder......
..."No one's taking care of me because my guardian doesn't exist!" answer Arga......
..."But you're under police surveillance. Isn't it your right to have a proper place for witnesses?" rose was confused......
..."You won't understand. Don't talk about this, how's Kenzi doing right now?" tanya Arga switched the conversation......
...Rose showed a guilty face again when she remembered Kenzi's name. He took a slow breath and sat down in the chair that had originally been where Clara was guarding Arga......
..."I don't know yet, from the training camp last night I was taken to the hospital and he was taken to the police station. Jerry said he'd take me to see him this morning. I was waiting for him" Rose explained slowly......
..."don't worry, Kenzi must be fine. After all, the police can testify to ease Kenzi's sentence if Kenzi is indeed in the trap with the article. And also, there's really nothing against Kenzi. He fired his gun trying to protect me and all of us. So don't think too much about it" Arga told Rose...
...Clara soon came out of the bathroom along with Jerry from the outside. Rose immediately stood up to see Jerry coming.....
..."How can we go?" ask Rose quickly......
..."Wait a minute, I need to talk to witness two." Jerry stared at Arga......
..."Witness two? You mean Arga?" ask Rose to make sure......
...Jerry nodded his head as he said......
..."Yes, Kenzi, Arga and his friends are still witnesses. We need Arga's information if he's ready to give a statement" said Jerry......
..."He has not been able to give a statement, he will not concentrate here. You better move him first to the treatment room." Rose told Jerry......
...Jerry looked at Rose lazily. Then he turned to Clara......
..."Brother, take care of the transfer. I forgot to say this, I'm sorry" Jerry told Arga......
...Arga just smiled a little at Jerry......
..."Arga, I'm going first. Is there a message for Kenzi?" ask Rose to make sure......
..."Tell him I miss him" replied Arga half-jokingly......
...Rose laughed when she heard it. Then he passes with Jerry to meet Kenzi at the police station......
...On the way, Rose and Jerry were silent. Rose had no intention of talking while Jerry didn't know what to say. The journey also felt very tiring for both of them because they were trapped in a situation that they did not understand themselves......
..."Jerry, is Kenzi going to be released today?" ask Rose to break the silence......
..."Kenzi again, Kenzi again. Is there no one else on your mind but Kenzi, Rose? Am I really not interesting for you to talk about?" inner Jerry thrashing......
..."He can go home. But then he will often be asked to come to finish some things. About testimony. You will also be questioned. So before you meet Kenzi, you have to give a statement first" Jerry explained......
..."All right then" replied Rose understood......
..."Rose" said Jerry suddenly......
..."Yep.. What's up, Jerry?" ask Rose quickly......
...Jerry was silent. He was still fond of whether this should be said or whether he should be quiet......
..."Jerry ..., what's up?" ask Rose again......
...Jerry also braced himself. He looked at Rose with a small smile at her .......
..."That's, sorry if I was careless to ask this. I don't mean to take care of your personal matters. But, I wanted to ask you one thing" Jerry sighed to his question. Actually not because of the questions he will ask to make it go awry like this, but because the answer later that he believes will have a big influence on his closeness to Rose......
..."Say it! If I can answer that, I will answer. But if it can't, then I'm sorry, I think you should hold that curiosity of yours on me" Rose replied slightly......
..."Ah yes, you can answer or ignore it" Jerry interrupted misbehavior with his own questions......
..."That, do you like Kenzi?" Ask Jerry who somehow his brain and mouth are not balanced like this......
..."Ha ...,?" rose asked in surprise at the question......
..."Oh, my God, why did that word come out. I should have asked how I was in his eyes!" inner Jerry complaining......
..."I think you already know the answer if that's what you want to ask. Isn't everything clear?" Obviously Rose......
...Jerry set his breath. He gave up, he did not dare to question himself in Rose's eyes....
..."I mean, do you really love her? Who really loves someone doesn't even want to get away from it for a second?!" ask Jerry to clarify the question......
...Rose took a deep breath.....
..."I might have doubted before. But the more I get here, the more I can't control how I feel about Kenzi. I like everything he does to me. I love the way he loves me and understands and appreciates me. I don't know later, but for sure right now I've always wanted to be with him. He makes me opiate just by looking at his smile" Rose said with sparkling eyes. He imagined how sweet Kenzi was as he smiled and threw out his queen teeth......
...Jerry felt a pain in his heart. But it also made him realize that the opportunity for him was completely gone. Perhaps this was for him to give up on his own feelings. In the future he and Rose are just friends and never more......
..."It's good that you feel that way, I'm glad to hear that. I hope you're happy especially you Rose. It is time for you to find your happiness. I hope Kenzi can really make that happen to you......
..."I was expecting the same thing. You should be like that too. Find your love and happiness as soon as possible" Rose said as if making Jerry understand her words.......
...Jerry just nodded his head faintly. Although he accepts Rose and Kenzi's relationship, it does not mean that he will be easy to forget Rose in his heart. However Rose already had her own place in her heart, forgetting about it took quite a long time. But at least right now he knows how to put Rose in position.......
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