Should I Lose to Destiny
What does VIRGIN mean?
...After Gisella's death, Rose was still standing tall, staring at the words she had just uttered to Gisella. He did not know where the courage came from, but realized what he did was right he went back to Kenzi. Kenzi looked at him fixedly, Rose seemed confused by Kenzi's gaze like this. Kenzi had never looked at him so closely as he was now......
..."Is he mad because I said something rude to Gisella?" inner Rose tried to answer Kenzi's gaze......
...Kenzi blew Rose's face and broke her daydream. Engraved a thin smile on Kenzi's lips as Rose looked at him......
..."What are you looking at me and smiling like that? You're mad at me because I talked rudely to Gisella?" ask Rose to make sure.....
..."No, it's just that I don't know why you were so confident telling Gisell that I would never love him?!" kenzi.....
...Rose turned to look at Kenzi sharply, she tried to digest Kenzi's words. He hesitantly opened his mouth......
..."Does that mean you can love her?" rose asked for an explanation from the word Kenzi had just said......
..."I don't know!" kenzi replied lightly deliberately teasing Rose......
..."Just be careful if you dare to fall in love with another woman. I'll never forgive me Ken!" Threaten Rose firmly with the index finger that is right in front of Kenzi's face......
...Kenzi lowered the finger while carrying Rose back on his lap......
..."What would you do if you found me glancing at another woman?" ask Kenzi......
...Rose pursed her lips tightly. He didn't know what he would do if it really happened. Just imagining it makes his chest hot......
..."I don't know" Rose replied......
...Kenzi tried to parse the sentence from Rose's face. Rose played her finger on Kenzi's field chest. He lowered his head in sadness at Kenzi's broken words only indirectly......
...Kenzi pulled Rose's chin and returned***** her lips. This time he was a little rude from being too anxious with Rose's expression coming into his play......
...Rose was puzzled at Kenzi's current kiss. But he did not let it pass again. Rose returned Kenzi's kiss until Rose felt something stuck between Kenzi's thighs. It was so felt by Rose as she actually sat on Kenzi's lap without holding it in the slightest......
...As Kenzi turned to his neckline Rose stopped him......
..."Ken ..., this is the police station!" rose reminded Kenzi......
...Kenzi gave a small smile looking at Rose's reddened face in embarrassment at her own words......
..."Do you think I'm that close? I won't do it here anywhere before I marry you!" kenzi is sure.....
..."What is the difference between now and then, after all, it's just time. You won't feel anything special later because you've already ...," Rose's words were stifled. He bowed his face realizing to the groan within him that......
...Kenzi understood what Rose meant. He didn't mean to bring up that. He just wanted to have that moment at the right moment even though he wasn't the first for Rose......
..."I didn't take your virginity, but at least I didn't want to miss that first time with you. Anyway there's nothing to regret, you're not a virgin I'm not a virgin, so we're even. What does VIRGIN mean if we can't enjoy what our partner has given us." explains Kenzi trying to build Rose's confidence again......
..."Still .., something like this will always be desired by every man on his wife. Especially in our society this is still taboo!" Said Rose complaining......
..."To hell with people's responses to that. I just want to take my due in time. Just watch out if you dare to tease me, I didn't forgive you back then" Kenzi threatened suddenly......
...Rose smiled slightly hearing that. At least Kenzi is 1 in 10 men who can still accept the state of a woman who is as makeshift. After all, it was not Rose's will even though maybe he sometimes enjoyed the game from the men who fucked him first. It was only natural that it happened to him when the men gave him a game that washed him away. He was not a mannequin that only received his master's treatment without any reaction......
..."Never mind, don't talk about this. Now tell me, how's Arga doing?" kenzi asked to switch the conversation......
..."Arga was pretty badly hurt. He had a gunshot wound to his hand and also a puncture wound to his thigh. But the worst was the puncture wound because it had already hit his bone. Arga will likely recover for a long time. But there's something good!" rose said excitedly as she looked at Kenzi......
...Kenzi tried to think of something that could still be said to be good under these circumstances......
..."What's?" kenzi asked quickly because he was too curious......
...Kenzi was not surprised by it because he had noticed it while Clara was staying at her house at the time......
..."It's good then." replied Kenzi as he was.....
..."Just like that? Aren't you happy with their closeness?" ask Rose to make sure......
..."It's not that I'm not happy, it's just that I have a little doubt about Arga. Arga has long liked Gisella and many women have approached her but never get rid of Gisella in her heart. I'm glad that Arga finally got back what Clara felt. It's just that I don't want to give you any hope about the continuation of Clara's feelings. Arga had a hard time getting rid of Gisella, he had tried it himself, the more he tried the more he got hurt. It's been happening for years!" kenzi...
...Rose does not believe that Arga can have such a deep love for Gisella. In comparison, Clara is far superior to Clara. Clara is beautiful, attractive, educated, she also has a much more populous future than Gisella. But when it comes to the heart, Rose can't talk anymore. He remembered the word Clara at that time......
..."If the heart cannot play games. Need to wear the flavor!" clara said at the time......
...Rose breathed out slowly. He could not imagine if later Clara's love was truly unrequited, would Clara be heartbroken like she lost her late husband first......
...While Rose was still thinking about Clara and Arga's relationship, the door suddenly knocked on someone. Rose switched from Kenzi's lap.....
..."Coming in!" kenzi replied briefly......
..."Rose, visitation time is up. And Ken, you can come out today!" said Jerry to make Rose cheer with excitement......
..."Kenzi got released?" ask Rose not to believe it......
..."Why ..., do you want him to stay? Well if you want him here, I'll retract the report" said Jerry trying to tease Rose......
..."No!" screamed Rose loudly......
...Kenzi and Jerry laughed together......
..."Jerry, you're handsome ..., you're good, let's take us out!" pinta Rose seduces Jerry......
..."are you bribing me?" tease Jerry again......
..."Jerry!" Shouted Rose loudly......
...Jerry immediately laughed and asked Rose and Kenzi to leave the room to complete other formalities with Kenzi......
..."Here's my car, take her rest today. He hasn't rested and eaten anything. You have to buy him a lot of food and I'm warning you not to think about taking a chance with him. Remember, he needs a break!" jerry emphasized his last words......
...Kenzi smiled at Jerry. Of course that sentence is not a real threat sentence but a statement that Jerry has really released Rose to Kenzi......
..."All right and also thank you for this ride. I promise I'll pay it back next time!" kenzi.....
..."No need, just take good care of My Rose. Don't hurt her what else made her cry. You'll see her brother's anger later!" Threaten Jerry to Kenzi......
...The threat Kenzi considers as a great mandate from an older brother who entrusted his sister. Kenzi said goodbye after completing all his formalities in the office. Then he brought Rose back home......
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